Entries for August, 2009

August 3rd, 2009

Sick.

I was supposed to be absent today, but I chose not.

I realized that being absent from work is not as easy as missing a day in school.
Absences in school could be pardoned several times because no matter how much we owe the school and our teacher's for the knowledge, we legally pay them for that.
In work, we are the one being paid, so good records comes with a good value. So let's just say 500+ a day is big deal and I can't help but regret losing that if I could sacrifice for it for a day. Let's say, I need it badly. Not for me though, but for the people who usually depends on me. And let me tell you, not only my family needs it. Not them only.

Sad.

And I have my evaluation this month. Every 3rd month of my contract, and evaluation would be given if I could be promoted to be a probi or if I have to improve further. I want to prove to myself that I have indeed improved, so I deserve that new title. And I just can't accept it if I fail due to attendance. Yes, Korean companies have it against their employees when they get sick. So come rain or shine we have to go to work. One of my co-worker who is also a contractual, got her contract extended just because of a few tardiness and one absence. It's unfair if your performance is actually excellent for 3 months. And 3 months is no joke to bear.

Thankfully, I'm much much better this morning from my fever. Although everything tastes bitter still and I don't have the appetitite to eat, although I'm getting quite hungry already.

I'm just sad I got sick at the wrong time.
JUNKO Gals, next time I'll surely go with you guys. I'm missing too much of the fun.

SAD SAD SAD.

*sigh*

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August 8th, 2009

About MMK18

Watching MMK tonight, made me realize three things.

1. Reality is deadly.
One of the characters in tonight's episode, Benni, lives in a fantasy disguising itself as his reality. This takes me back to my thesis topic. That we all make our own reality bases on a given fantasy. Without fantasy, we will have to live off a reality that is not ours, and may have to suffer as it does not meet the desires we can fulfill in our own little world.

Benni's fantasy is that, a loving, young wife is waiting for him back home to the Philippines. So working endlessly and earnestly, are the key to sustain his own happiness, which is directed to his wife's happiness. Needless to say, health and old age was not of any matter.  Upon hearing the bad news that his wife was cheating back home, this fantasy was broken suddenly. Stepping into that reality was deadly as his heart could not endure it. The emotion was too much to bare, and he died.

For me, this so called FANTASY is our COMFORT ZONE, so to speak. We live in it, breathe it happily, and willing to spend precious time here because this is where our desires are fulfilled. This is our own reality speaking.


2. I miss my dad.
He's in America as well, working alone, living alone and getting lonely alone. He has his friends, but he gets emotional every time we will talk of the past and how we used to be together every weekends. He's still waiting for his green card now. It's a long and tedious process for Filipinos like him there. Whenever he cries and says he wants to hug us, I could only feel so much of that pain. Watching this episode made me realize just how much I want to hug him back. It's been 5 long years, since we last had that. T_T


3. I love "Maalaala mo Kaya"
Oh yes, I'm such a fan. I think I've been watching this show since I was a young kid. Not for 18 years, though. Maybe since I was in Elementary school. What I love about MMK is how each story is directed with such simplicity, but with so much emotion. The stories are always close to heart: normal people, images of everyday life, common but troubling problems; It's reality at its best. But however simple the story is, it's delivered with such emotion that it becomes intense. I've noticed also that throughout the years, this show has become a standard of good acting. For actors to be given a role here gives them a mark of good acting for drama. And the story always comes first, not the actors. Good gracious it's not commercial.


Haaaay~ that made me hungry.
おやすみ なさい!!! 

Currently listening to: the GazettE - 紅蓮 [DIM version]
Posted by miyuchi at 10:25 PM | 2 shared

August 12th, 2009

CUTE ATTACK!

WAHAHAHAHAHA!

haha~

*deadz*

Posted by miyuchi at 01:22 PM | 2 shared

August 25th, 2009

What a week!

I'm not abandoning my blogs soon for work, so I shall update it with a very long post of such things that has been happening so far in my life.

Well, as if you care.

But you do, since you're reading this, right?

Right.

 



The English Overload Friday

Perhaps I have really earned some good new friends from work and this is, I guess, I whole new life style for me. Costly happiness would be an understatement as I don't know how many pesos I shell out every week hanging out with these people. Well, it is fun, that I have to admit. And the company is undeniably comfortable for me.

Well, one of the Friday get-aways I had so far with this group is hanging out with a few Koreans, which are actually students of my former co-workers. They are now working in an English institution located in Tomas Morato, but we keep in touch. That Friday, I was even a bit hesitant to stay as I heared Koreans would hang-out with us. That's diffent, I thought, I didn't know how different it was from my work now or if it would be awkward as hell. That's the scenario I try to avoid at all times: awkward moments.
 
I was wrong, fortunately.

From the beginning it was comfortable. Although I had to speak in English--again, with the practiced accent--it was not awkward at all. Those Koreans were friendly and that was a good thing, since we were not any different. It was just weird that I felt like a tour guide, ESL teacher and cultural analyst at the same time at some point.


Carl, Julius, and Scarlet are really nice people. In the long run, I didn't really notice that I have been speaking English the whole night. We gave advises on how to improve their skills and in turn learned about the Korean culture as they were conversant, definitely. As I said to Bry, it was almost a whole day teaching. But for friends, of course, that was no big deal. I guess that was also automatic as a teacher.

It was a night to remember; I guess new friends were made. We all went home a little limp and hell sleepy, but that was fun.

The catch here is...this is the day I started losing my voice. I mean literally. XD
And I exchanged my lighter with Carl. ^^

 





The Shouyo Ramen of Life

 


Last Tuesday, Mao and I started this impulsive get-away to this special place every Tuesday. Well, the next Tuesday wasn't any different, minus the impusiveness but added company of Aia and Nel.

We tried out the new restaurant near our favorite hang-out place where we usually consume the undefeated flavor of kakigori and Takoyaki. Well, the new place offered a  much cheaper price for the ramen, so it was inevitable, for me and my friends who are much obliged to economic ways, we just had to bite it.

Much to our surprise, the food actually offered more than the value. It was cheap but the serving was plenty, with much more toppings and the satisfying taste of authentic ramen made by a Japanese cook. To top it off, I tried the apple flavored sake which they call Chu-hi. No damage made to my consciousness, it was refreshing actually.



As food would never be absent on our menu, the laughter and silly stories never left us. Of course with the occassinal puff of smoke and kakigori, the tiredness in the end was all worth it.

P.S. one of the best discovery this night was the soothing voice of the female vocalist of the band playing that night. I don't know how to describe her voice, but imagine a voice fading soothingly into the night as you are about to sleep in a comfortable nipa hut near the sea. Beautiful~





A Reunion with Mejor


One thing I.miss about college is of course my friends, specially Joanna, my mejor, the best friend I made from college.

Well, we still keep in touch, although communication nowadays is a little choppy due to our preoccupied times. She is now a professor in UST as I am an English teacher. As it was, most of the conversation went around problem and crazy students of ours who make our lives a little better and stressful each passing day.

I miss those times with Joanna where being a pseudo-intelligent wasn't something to be irked about by others and appreciating academic topics where as hot as finding something interesting about some popular local actor in a tabloid. I miss those FX and jeepney rides home after a literature class where we had our own world inside those public fares and the discussion of the heated topic in class was continued with analysis and the occasional lit inside jokes and queer reading.

I missed Mejor's humor and the usual recommendation of foods and good taste in products. We also met with Jerome, also a classmate, as we were headed home. Some reminiscing about our professors and current job and we called it a day.

I hope we can do that again. ^^

Catch here...I was able to buy Selecta's Pistacho and Cashew nuts flavored ice cream!

 

 

 



Benjas in a Bathing Suit [I swear I lack a better title 8D]


After helping Dylan with her new notebook and connecting with the wi-fi at SM, I headed to our usual hang-out place to meet Mao, Aia and Benj. Kamiru was supposed to be there, but I guess I was too late as she speed off to a reunion.

The taxi ride was hell.
Well, hyperbole yes, but the fare was.

I was expecting to arrive early and with little uneasiness as I wanted to relax at the back of the car, looking out the windows and enjoying the cool air. Much to my dismay, the driver did not know where the place I told him earlier was and we went around Ayala to Pasong Tamo the whole time just to find the place. I was even the one asking for directions. My bill went over a hundred which was out of budget for me.

I'm bad at taking taxis because I'm dumb in directions myself. I can find my way walking, but never instructing. It will be hard for me to drive my own car, I guess.

Anyway, I was able to meet Benjas, whom Aia and Mao reported to be ina swim suit.
And indeed, indeed, she was in one.

We have proof, my dear. Better not deny the truth! Har har!

We went to the same restaurant last Tuesday and enjoyed a particular time chatting one of the waitresses, as she told us many things about Japan and the conversation taking an amusing turn to X-Japan, her favorite band. She told us she had been to concerts of some band, hanged some posters on her wall, bought albums and more to the likes of the modern fangirl. She was so cool to even take interest in us young kids hopping around the restaurants of the place. I guess she was fond of our unusual behaviors and of course, the common interest. She took notice in us and that's what flattered me the most. It's just that sometimes, some Filipinos in fancy or foreign restaurants tend to neglect young people eating there because they have better mouths to feed who has a hand that can pay better. So the attention was comforting, the chat was both informative and fun.



We even got to know the name of tha Takoyaki man whom Aia had been eyeing since last week. He is indeed interesting as he was a little silent. We also tried some Japanese ice creams and to say that they were "Umaaaaaaaaaai~" is an understatement. ^^

 

 

 


As usual, the serenade of the female singer at night almost lulled us to sleep, although we got a little distracted with the crack vid Mao showed us.

'Crazy Crazy Crazy' videos of Girugamesh made me love Nii. Oh hoes.
My gaaaaaaaad, a fanfic about NiixSatoshi is coming. 0__________0



Starcity Comeback

I think I've expressed myself enough with my friends that I wanted to ride the rollercoaster.

Well, guess what?

I still wasn't able to!

Not enough time and dizzy friends. Too bad.

Friday night, some co-workers asked me to go to Starcity with them along with some Korean students again. I don't know why they need the back up, they can handle them. I have to admit, Starcity was the keyword here, and I was seriously aching for the adrenallin rush.

There was even a small irritating moment when I was trying to find the guys in MOA. The mall is FREAKING HUGE so I did not appreciate unclear messages and uncalled for moving when they know they have to meet someone. I wasn't a freakin' genious at the place myself and it was one fucking hot day so my blood boiled to my head a little.



I lashed out for a few minutes, but I was okay after a few minutes and some ice cream. I was a little embarassed about my actions as we had guests to host, but anger is irrational, they should at least know that, even with the absence of language.

After eating something, we headed to the place and bought our tickets.

I was excited and amazed at the same time, because the place has changed so much. The fascilities seemed much bigger and it has improved in terms of space, cleanliness and even the rides have been upgraded.

First few minutes I was already soaked with water from the Water Jungle ride. I enjoyed the very ride though. Next we headed to the Surf Dance [which the title I find ridiculous, by the way] which I found out that Erin [one of the Koreans] is a damn ball of energy. While we were screaming our lungs off for a break as the machine went on and on making us dizzy and scared, she was laughingt the whole time. I genuinely did not sense a fear in her. Even when we went to ride the Viking, she was holding my hand the whole time and was screaming happily as we all closed our eyes for the sake of our own sanity.

Well, she was fun to be with. Talking with her was a little more challenging, but I like Erin that way. We even made fun or our so-called "boyfriends".


Time flew too fast and we weren't able to ride the roller coaster. It was only me and Erin left eager to take on more rides, as our other friends were saying a definite NO MORE to us. So we ate our late meal and headed home.

P.S. I saw a lot of Kouyou! XD

 




Shaider had turned 20!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAIRA!

 


This is the last event to tell. It's already Sunday and I was freagin tired.

It was a sort of reunion with some high school friends. It was fun singing and chatting with old pals again. The food was great as well.


I just did not like drinking that mixed gin and juice the last minute. I got a little dizzy, pairing it up with a smoke.


Damn.
Still, it was a lot of fun!






And that's the end.
Now, next Friday is swimming time.
Yes, I have a very active social life.

For the mean time, I shall work.

Posted by miyuchi at 08:07 AM | help?

お誕生日 おめでよう 楓弥!

Well, here's my almost late but still warm and ever beating, full of love greeting to my lover, Akiya!

 

お誕生日 おめでよう!!!

 

 

You've been the band bitch in my eyes,

 

then the sexy, ex-bitchy, guitarist in perfect fit kimonos and yukatas

 

to the dread-locked samurai in red shades

 

to the simple, well-mannered gentle man

 

to the  geek I just learned to love

 

but in all your evolving looks,

you're still the Akiya of Kagrra, who has a genuine personality, one who is a dork most of the times, and at the same time the serious musician who seriously have an amazing talent with the guitar and also with notes.

 

Although I wasn't able to give you my desired gift,

I wish you all the best today and even in the far, near, whatever future you will have with the band or with life in general.

 

 

ヾ( ´ー`)

 

 

Posted by miyuchi at 10:39 PM | help?

August 31st, 2009

All's well that ends well

 

Let me say that life is still good to consider worth living for.

 

Yesterday, the JUNKOs spent another fabulous and crazy crazy crazy time at Mama Kamiru's Cavite house. Since I am sleepy now and getting lazy to blah blah, here's the famous bulleted format 8D

  • Went to Lawton with Aia and Mao. I woke up early, oh yeah~
  • Met with Chantal at Pedro Gil. Met with Mama at Lawton. It was Chantal's first cigarette stick. No influence thar 8DDD
  • Arrived after a few hours at Robinson's Cavite to meet Sibey, Jho and Prans.
  • Complete. Went to Mama Kamiru's house at Greenwoods Heights.
  • Fangirled over a chowchow pup:


  • Settled inside the house. Prepared LOTS of PANCIT CANTON and other food for lunch.
  • Smoked. smoke. smoked. smoke. smoked.


 

  • Watched crazy vidz of jrock bands. Was immediately converted to the RuixUmi fandom of Mama Kamiru because of one certain momentous video XDDD
  • Played TWISTER
  • Danced the TRIBE dance with the GALZ
  • Watched porn 8D
  • Went home. Wahahah~

Right now, I miss the gals already. Let's do this again soon!

 

***

 

This morning I was almost late for work so it was my first time riding a taxi to work. Bye bye 100 php and my favorite bracelet. T^T

After shift, I went to Megamall to watch "Up" with my mom. I figured, after months of work, that was the first time I would ever take her out and treat her to something. Which was, not wrong of course, but as the daughter and the only child she has within her boundaries, I should be serving her with something. This is of free will of course. It's just that I had to shell out 3x the money I use going out with my other friends. But that's okay~ I miss going out with my mom. ^^


She even bought me this popcorn we spotted while going down the escalator a while ago:


 

Quite expensive for my taste, but I fell in love with this pop corn the moment I tasted it. And well, with my growing fascination with the green tea taste, I just had to have it. So a while ago I tried consuming some with coffee and menthol lights, and boy was it heaven~ *w*

 

I think I'll have a good sleep tonight.

Posted by miyuchi at 10:02 PM | help?