Kiwi

Dahil may anumalyang nangyari sa akin simula Tuesday ng gabi hanggang ngayon, nakipag-date nalang ako! MWAHAHAHAHA~

Aba't akalain mong masaya pala yun! Kahit minumura na ako ng paa ko sa sakit, libre naman lahat at malamig ang Tri-noma at may sense kausap si fafa-for-the-day ko kaya all is well na rin~

Uumpisahan ko pa ba? Hmm...yey! RANT POST!!!!

Tuesday (night) - Thursday 

Dahil sa hindi malamang panyayari o sadyang karma lang ng katakawan, nagka-diarrhea ako. Sa sobrang lala, sabi ng nanay ko, namumutla na daw ako at mukha ng multo. At hindi biro pagsabayin ang regla sa pagtatae, putakte, mahirap mag-maneuver sa banyo ng paulit ulit. Seremonyas yon, pare. Sabi naman ng Tita ko tsaka Kuya ko, nakakapayat naman daw. Pakshet, di na noh. Kung ganito lang at magmumukha akong bangkay sa puti, wag nalang. Kaya naman ng diet at Hip-hop abs diba? YEY~

Sa kasamaang palad, Thursday ng umaga eh nagmamaganda pa rin ang sakit ko, kaya hindi ako naka-attend ng meeting ng CDLC at naka-pag-enroll. 

Friday - Sunday

Maayos ang Friday hanggang Sabado ng umaga ko dahil kasama ko mga kaibigan ko. Onting Matador na pampaantok at onting intrigahan sa maliit ng attic, SOLB! 

Sa kasamaang palad naman ay hindi pa naibibigay sa akin ang sweldo ko kaya wala akong pang Mangaholix. Feeling ko ayaw talaga sa akin ng SMX kasi last year din, di ako nakapunta doon sa venue na yun. Hmm? Ah hindi, sisihin ang kahirapan!!! D: lechugas~ ako lang wala sa JUNKO circle namin! AMP! Sige, babawi tayo mga JUNKO sa Eiga Sai ha~ yeyeyeh. *sayaw* 

Kaso laaaaaaang. May dinala naman akong isang mabigat na suliranin. Tipong hindi ko mawari kaya kailangan kong ikunsulta sa may ekspiryensa.

Ang masasabi ko lang, espesyal ang fanfic na "Hanabi" sa akin ni akichuu (hanapin niyo sa LJ! Biliiiis!!!). ^^ Basta~ 

Monday

Tantanananan!  *drumroll*

Masaya ang Lunes. UUUUUBEEEER. 8D

Yung tipong gusto mo na i-pluck lahat ng kilay mo sa banas, kasi di pwede yung buhok mo at kakaonti nalang at magmumukha kang alien. Tipong paglaruan ka ng kapalaran kasi kung kailan kailangan mo ng mga internet shop na may sapat na gamit na kailangan mo at pagdadamutan ka kasi ng panigalalaruan ka tapos nauubusan ka na ng oras at di ka pa makapag-ayos ng sarili mo kasi inuutusan ka pa tapos kailangan tapusin yon kundi mas lalong lagot tapos tinutusta ka na ng araw may mga gago pang pagti-tripan ka.

YEHEY.

Tapos may creepy na mama na tititigan ka ng walang dahilan, pag-iisipan mo na manyak o magnanakaw kasi kahit mukha ka na ngang lalake eh ang pangit pa din ng tingin niya. Tapos maaalala mo, "ah! nakapalda nga pala ako", diba ang tanga mo? Tapos sa sobrang init mas gusto mo pang gawing pamaypay ang binabasa mo. Tapos di ka pa agad maka-kuha ng jeep at inaway ka pa ng drayber.

Pagdating mo sa destinasyon mo, dalawang beses ka paglalaruan ng mga ignoranteng kinauukulan, dalawang beses ka papagurin sa lakaran, at sa huli ay talo ka pa din. Walang enrollment. WALA. Kasi sabi ni Kuya, ganyan. Sabi ni Manong ganito. Tangina niyo. Makikipag-date nalang ako!

 

*hinga*

Sa huli, nag-Trinoma nalang kami ni Mark, kasi kailangan ko din siya kausapin. Tapos libre ang Taxi, palamig at Jollibee~ yehey! Tapos may "palos" moments pa at window shopping at wig-trip. YEHEY~ onting picture lang para mainggit kayo!

PALOS: BEFORE AND AFTER!

 

BO RICE

American idol?! XDDD Pero bagay noh?? Ang wafu ng fafa ko!!!

 

MARIMAR?!

LOL. 

 

 

O sige, tapos na ako mainis.

SALAMAT SA PAKIKINIG!!!! 8DDDD 

 

It's URUHA birthday!!!! x3

I have to admit and apologize because I was so pre-occupied the past couple of days that I was not able to prepare for my Uruponchi's special day. T_T

BUT~

I did remember and was able to send him a fanmail a few minutes after his birthday time in Japan (which is an hour earlier here). YEY~ and to my love this was what was included. I did make an effort to sound polite. ^^

 

_Uruponchi~

 
_{Happy Birthday to you~ QUACK! QUACK!
Happy Birthday to you~ QUACK! QUACK!}

 

_{Nyahahah~ I hope you enjoy your special day Uruha-san! I really love your band's music as well as the personality of each member. But I think I carry some strong bias towards Uruha-san, ne?}

 

_{Please take care of your health and congratulations on quitting the 'stick'. *huggles*}

 

_{"Appeal of the Rising Tension!" LOL.}

_*W*

 

Uruponchi~

 

Happy Birthday to you~ QUACK! QUACK! Happy Birthday to you~ QUACK! QUACK!

 

あなたが特別な日を楽しむというNyahahah~Iの望み、Uruhaさん! 私は本当にそれぞれのメンバーの個性と同様にあなたのバンドの音楽が好きです。 しかし、私は、Uruhaさん、Neに向かって何らかの強い偏見を運ぶと思いますか?

 

.. '棒'hugglesをやめることへの健康と祝辞の世話をしてください。

 

「上昇している緊張の攻撃!」

*w*

 

WEEE~ 

We shall celebrate later!

What's that?

You're happy with my mail? Awww~ no prob!

*huggle*

let's see ya smile now...

 

WAHAHAHAHAH~

*pinch* 

Well, it's only "love" that's supposed to exist between I and my course, but over the years I have developed an inevitable hate when the works start drowning me in stress and when our readings get a little too complicated for my slimy brain.

Well, that afternoon in Prof. Anuñuevo's class of "Current Trends in Literature", I guess it was all "love" between me and lit. Yes, I admit. I was surprised to have my written work praised (although she did mention chance of making it better) and of course I was happy. It was definitely interesting, being in that class. I thought she was a bitch before, but I guess not. She said she was too old for the "terror"-image and she can smile now. That's effing good news for us.

And that poem by Czeslaw Milosz titled "Gift", I really thought was a prayer at first. Cheska was right when she said it was simple, but it was deep, Philosophical. I almost felt envious of the speaker's freedom. His elated contentment of total surrender to his emotions, that everything seems happy and beautiful. It's something to be envious about because for me, contentment is a temporary state of mind only and it is always bound to be disturbed. This is my belief about the nature of things.

On a side-note, thank you to Mark for the gift! Although my birthday was over 3 months ago, I've always believed that gifts are NEVER out of date. ^^
So yes, Brickgames are still on my list. ^.~

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_{*code switch for maximum fangay love-attack!*}

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU~

Haaay naku.
Infairnes, since maganda ang klase namin kay Prof.Anuñuevo ay di ako gaanong imbyerna na late na ako nakapunta ng Toycon. Hooooy~ first time itech ha. Lagi naman akong maaga-aga kapag nadadali ako sa mga kumbensiyon bah! Pero tangenang inet yan, nakakpanginig ng kilikili! Tapos kala mo pa may excarcion nanaman ako sa dami ng dala ko! Eh kasi naman, mapilit ang konsensiya ko. Mag-"Yankee" pa din daw ako kahit late na. O siya sige, dala ng gamit~ Actually, kung yung damit at geta lang naman eh kaya na ng isang bag. Kaso dala ko pa yung leather "school bag"-kuno ko noh. Wala kasing bulsa, kulang sa angas factor.

Angas factor my carpals!
Nung nakita ko na yung mga Junko ko at nakikipag-kwentuhan, lumayas na ata yung supposed-to-be "Yankee" self ko. Walang "Nani kurrrrreeeee!" o kahit anong matigas na "R" puro lang, "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ FUTANGINA ANG WAFU NI HAAAADO GEEEEIIIII~!!!! KIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!! xDDDDD" puro ganyan lang. Sirang-sira. Ah basta, whatever. Masarap naman maglakad sa mall ng naka-geta lang kaya, solb. 8D

Kakalongkot lang mga gyud kasi nahuli man aku sa pagdateng ko, uber late na ang pagdating ko kaya saglit lang ang Junko Day namin. Junko Day ba yun talaga?
SOOOOORRRRRYYYYY POOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH~
Tagal kasi ni lida-sama eh. (Sandali, Kamiru bakit ba kasi ako "lida-sama". Diba si Junko ang pinuno natin? Siya yung 1 eh!) Umenjoy sa klase. XD
Pero nakaka-miss kayo! At SHEEEEET~~~ LIMA NA TAYO!!!! We are gruwing bah! Aylabeeeeht. <3
Isang grupo na kami ng maangas na tao at barubal na bunganga. Oo, magagaling kami lahat mag-mura. Feeling ko nga na-trauma sa akin si Jaro kakamura ko? Katabi ko pa naman siya sa Bubble Tea. Kararating ko lang, wala na kong ginawa kundi mag-ingay at mag-mura! Sorry Jaro-kun~ huy, pa-kilala naman si fafa sa amin~ XD

Matapos ang ilang kulitan sa bubble tea (salamat sa libreng Sushi at Coke!) at labas ng Mega Trade, isa nalang ang hindi ko nagagawa....MAGPAKUHA NG LITRATO

KASAMA SI HAAADO GEI!!!! Aba~ aba~ siyempre, kasama pa din sa intensiyon ko ang mang-hawak ng katawan noh! Kaya walang pag-aalinlangan nagwaldas ako ng 80 php para sa entrance at para lang hantingin ang sexiness na yun~ Mga bandang oras na ito eh uber hyper na ako (nagsimula sa bisakol talk namin ni Mao hanggang kala Junko) kaya game na game na ako mang-hanting ng lalaking naka-leather. 8D

At~ naispatan namin ang isang dinudumog na macho, kadalasang nangha-harass ng lalaki at paminsanang nagpe-pelvic thrust pang distract at attract (WAH~ BANGIS!) kaya dali-dali na kaming sumugod sa target.
OH MY GAH---!
ohmagash kashe ngengetean ako ni haado gei ishtraight sha mukha and you know, shuper kinileg yung katawan ko. Hanubeh!
kakaasar naman oh! mukhang mapapadalas ako sa mga cons kapag lagi siyang andun! Kaso lang nung pauwi na kami nakita namin siya na pagod na pagod wawa naman. T_T
tsaka bakit iisa lang ang security niya! My~ my~ pwede ba mag-apply? *w*
Jjang! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Sa ka-hyperan, napagod at nagutom nalang kami. Nag-dinner sa Jollibee kaya may extension pa ang kulitan. Eh di mas lalong napagod~
haaay.
Pero sa tatlong oras na iyon, sulit na sulit.

Sa uulitin~
ano EIGA SAI?!



Since I forgot my digicam and my phone fell dead on me, no pictures this time. But my other friends has!
Please visit:
Junko ---> http:siberianclaws.multiply.com
Junko 2 ---> http://hystericroyalty.multiply.com
Junko 4 ----> http://iamimmortal.multiply.com
for pics! 8D


P.S. HANEEEP talaga yung Ruki cosplayer. Muntik na ko tumalon ng 5th F. >.<

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waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh~
I kept dreaming about Japanese hosts today, it was almost haunting. o.O Perhaps this is the result of being so engrossed in a documentary some lovely dearie of mine gave? ^.~

I don't exactly remember what was the dream about, but I know I was just a omiscient observer. I could see men in suits in a club. Then the last dream was a new HOST club with no costumers. Too bad because the place was all settled up, the hosts ready to entertain but to no avail, it was all in vain.

Finally, the owner told the men to go ahead to other hosts bars in the city, make sure to find themselves a job and get popular. Weird, but I remember the owner to have a piercing under his lip. haha~

Then my brother's music woke me up. FERK.

But seriously, I love that documentary. Thank you Kamiru~
Even though I was dead tired that evening, my mind was still alive and kicking for Hosts monogatari~ XD

Issei seriously have his charms, but I'd go for that guy with the Uruha-ish aura. He's cool and he's cool. 8D
Ryouma, is it? <3~

Ignore the title. It has minor relation to my entry. Just for the lack of a better title, i'll leave it be.

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I once read an article about an accuciation against the rapper Eminem  and his song to have caused a life of a teenage girl, saying that his angsty lyrics has influenced the girl to feel lower of herself and her situation, and finally driving her to commit suicide. The last part was a minor analysis of a psychologist whom said that because the girl was being bullied in school and her friends was against her, her esteem dropt and eventually hearing the rapper's songs whom she could've relate her feelings of that moment. She must've felt that the song was especially written for her because by extreme, it was relatable to her personal angst.

After reading that article, it disturbed me to find myself involved in the same case. NO, NOT SUICIDE. Suicide is something that popped in my head eons ago when I was uber bored with my life, but again NO that is not the case.

What I agree on is that I find myself surprised at almost everything because I can completely relate myself in them. For example songs on the radio, lines in a movie, texts messages, sign boards...etc. My world seemed to be more crowded than it ever was. And all seems to be pointing towards ME and what I'm experiencing at the moment. Of course, what that experience is, I'll keep it to myself for now.

But, gah~ it's almost frustrating as it is amusing.

Now I'm wondering if they've been there all along while I wasn't aware of it or is it there NOW that I'm in this circle. -_-"

Quite similar to what I realized a time ago about meeting new people and becoming friends with them. For example: I met this person through another friend and I found out that we study in the same building and we are actually batch-mates. Then when I see that person again, it's like I'm seeing him every now and then when before we become acquinted, I bearly notice him. There's a very big difference, and you'll feel it. Suddenly the world is a bigger place and there's a disturbance in the atmosphere which before you felt was just for you. I think it's because of experience.

Whether meeting another person or experiencing another feeling certainly has a magnitude of change in one's life.

No, that's not a headline, but could be one--someday--if my madness over certain, particular, fun and lovable beings and things don't stop soon.

I LIKE THIS DAY.
No, in fact I LOVE IT.
Of course apart from the few moments of ennui, yeah I love it because I was able to laugh my ass off for a great number of hours~

Like, HYSTERICAL LAUGH.
LIKE CRAZY and NOISY LAUGH.
Like SCANDALOUS LAUGH.
DO I GIVE A DAMN about what people would say?
HELL, NO!

Oh well, that's fangirling for you!
You giggle and you wiggle and you laugh and you share and you ROFL again and again and again, without commercials. 8D

Thank you to:
MY CDLC family for always the fun-filled company. Especially to K-Ann whom I share guilty pleasures of Tagalog Romance novels, once in our fantabulous life.

Mark and Cheska for the short but will-live-forever giggling-moments about the whatnots of life and love and lust. XDDDD I love the TOP 7 MARK! I really do~ Handy for my future gay stories. 83

Joanna, Rose Ann and Margaux for the tiring yet uber hyper fangirl session about Japanese Host Men, yaoi pairings (Gojo x Hakkai, Sanzo x Goku is the pair!), dorama and how-to-get-your-popular-bishie-stragegy! WE SHOULD DO THIS AGAIN!!!! 8D

And the hyperness lives-on with Joanna on the FX ride to Pedro GIl. Who would've thought that all the best tagalog love-lines is applicable to my literature love-hate relationship?! I shall post that soon~

WEEEE~ I get a gift tomorrow!
And thank you, thank you to Akie, Mark and Miguel for their gifts! I love it all~ *HUGSYOUALL*

 

Today marks a very merry day for Nightmare's Bassist, Ni~ya!

You've turned 28 now my man, I hope you get a lot of gifts today, especially from a certain friend? A lean, guitar-god of the same band you're a member of? *wink* and please save yourself from JUNKO.

Because I'm a Ni~ya babe, I drew this out of the blue last night. Sorry Ni! ^^;;

 

 

*CHUU~*

 

I got my professor pissed off today. Yey for me~
Sorry, Sir. I'm a happy person.

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I'm not such a bad actress, am I?

But why the heck do I pronounce "Hera" without the H?! It's not "heir", idiot!

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I wish I have even one family member who share the same interest in literature with me.

T^T

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I bitter.

My mom and dad never bought me a set of Encyclopedia.
HMP.

***

 

Was the "Seoul University" call, a hoax? Or was it the real deal.

Fuck.

I missed that call.

***

 

I saw 2 red Volkswagen today.

It should have been three. Then it could've mean something.

***

I envy.

Saw a girl riding a bicycle at campus today.

I wanted to do that.

***

 

So, according to the POV of the character I'm reading,

people who are indifferent are bound to be great listeners. You can tell them anything.

I ring a bell.

@.@

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Hunger is torture.

The worst and most feared enemy of all human kind.

***

 

I lurve my friends.

 

***

 
I vandal my work place against stress.

 

It is an advocacy.

***

 

I see KOREA.

 

***

My mom pouts when I tease her.

Starts the crazy stuff we do.

And loves to annoy her child when said child is diligently studying.

 

HOW CUTE.

8D

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BOO, PMS.

I hate you.

***

 

ibye.

 

Oh my god...I almost forgot...it's....

How can one man be so sexy and adorably geeky at the same time?!

Please continue your god-like guitar skills and killer stage performances!
I think Ni~ya-san has prepared something special tonight?

YAHEEEEE~~~

:*:・(￣∀￣)・:*:

 

Well, this is out of the celebration-post but I just can't help it....

 

 

 

 

 

I am truly greatful that once in my life I had the opportunity to watch a Kurosawa film. If literature teaches us that reading the classics develops taste, then an Akira Kurosawa film, certainly cultivate a sense of humanity in us--a generation whom lives in utter dispair and diminishing beauty of the world.

 

At least that's me speaking in my usual naturalistic-tone. Do forgive my darkness.

 

Encountering a Kurosawa film once (and actually laughing at it), I knew we would meet again. Certainly, I think his spirit wanted to prove my error at taking his masterpiece, "Rashomon", a laughing stock.

 

I bow in dishonor of my previous actions. The late Kurosawa certainly earns his dwelling in a sanctuary of legends, and I am nothing but a spec of dust in his world.

 

You've proven me wrong, sir. And yes, I am ashamed.

For laughing at a topic that have confused me beyond reasons.

 

The objectivity of truth.

 

And who would've knew that the film I once laughed with a friend is actually a masterpiece and a landmark at the evolution of Japanese cinema, and also the world? That this man's sensitivity and humanity against the curroption of the human soul, expressed a field he was considered an "Emperor", would move me so much?

 

I definitely regret not buying Throne of Blood, Ikiru and Dreams when it was already in front of me. That's in Quiapo, no shame in buying pirated DVDs, I think he would appreciate that I appreciate his substance. I hope someday I'll be able to re-live the experience I once felt watching Ran (which he adapted from Shakespear, "King Lear" and I have to re-watch The Idiot. Since I'm not a connoisseur in films, I might digest the message the wrong way so I have to watch it again. And the hunger to watch Stray Dog is as present as ever.

 

Even though I am perfectly aware that I lack much knowledge still, someone constantly have to whack me in the head to remember to move my will to seek it.

 

The quest will continue.

 Akira Kurosawa

(May 23, 1910 - September 1, 1998)

 

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