February 1st, 2008
For the Kid
ehehe.
OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU
RUKI
(this will be really short but sweet...i guess)
The sweet kid deserves it.
keep rocking
because
you do.
ahahah~
yeah.
Entries for February, 2008
February 7th, 2008
(...)
It's ironic how a catholic like me to feel not even a tinge of guilt upon seeing people having a big smudge of black ash on their foreheads. Of course that symbol can never be ignored: the CROSS. Yes, it is Ash Wednesday people! Should I go to mass or not...the thought kept playing on and on in my head. I stopped attending masses since the beginning of the year and I dare call it a New Year's resolution. Why? After 19 whole years, I've been choking at my own guilt of sitting inside the house of the Lord with a priest talking of morality in front of me and a hundred of people inside the church, while my head is playing merrily away, so very far away from the paradise that my religion is promising me. I feel as if the word HYPOCRITE is being carved with a scalpel on my skin everytime I attend the mass and not able to listen and digest the Good News. The act is making me feel more guilty, that's why.
I know my mom is against this rebellious act of mine (since we always attend it together), but I just have to. I'll surely land on Maleboldge on first time to hell after thinking that going to mass is a waste of time and for jumping to yaoi land while facing the altar. Argh. Evil.
I'm alone sitting in a solo desk beside one of the many windows of the Humanities floor of the Central Library. I'm glad they re-arranged it back to this order. I would really cry not to be able to sit beside that familiar site of Dapitan. In fact, I don't know what kept me away from this seat for so long, now that I'm here, I realized just how much I miss the days when I did not mind being moving anywhere my feet would take me and I really don't mind being alone. Not that I don't like the company of my friends, for my God knows how much I love them to pieces, but having solitude is ever PRICELESS.
It's not likely that I've earned a throne in the form of that second seat beside the window, a few feet away from the Nick Juaquin section, but somehow there's always room for me and it seems to call for me, to spend time with me. From there its always relaxing; with the metropolitan view, some trees dancing from the breeze outside, or the clouds that is always a bliss to look at. Most of the time, the sky consumes precious minutes away from me because at the luckiest of days, the sky is so clear and blue, with the fluffiest clouds that seduces me to sleep. And the library is kept quiet (with some conniving of hushes, feet stomps and dragging of things on desks) and cool, it makes studying actually focusable.
I would love to experience that again...
I know my mom is against this rebellious act of mine (since we always attend it together), but I just have to. I'll surely land on Maleboldge on first time to hell after thinking that going to mass is a waste of time and for jumping to yaoi land while facing the altar. Argh. Evil.
[Written at 2:50 P.M. ~ Humanities Floor, UST Central Library]
I'm alone sitting in a solo desk beside one of the many windows of the Humanities floor of the Central Library. I'm glad they re-arranged it back to this order. I would really cry not to be able to sit beside that familiar site of Dapitan. In fact, I don't know what kept me away from this seat for so long, now that I'm here, I realized just how much I miss the days when I did not mind being moving anywhere my feet would take me and I really don't mind being alone. Not that I don't like the company of my friends, for my God knows how much I love them to pieces, but having solitude is ever PRICELESS.
It's not likely that I've earned a throne in the form of that second seat beside the window, a few feet away from the Nick Juaquin section, but somehow there's always room for me and it seems to call for me, to spend time with me. From there its always relaxing; with the metropolitan view, some trees dancing from the breeze outside, or the clouds that is always a bliss to look at. Most of the time, the sky consumes precious minutes away from me because at the luckiest of days, the sky is so clear and blue, with the fluffiest clouds that seduces me to sleep. And the library is kept quiet (with some conniving of hushes, feet stomps and dragging of things on desks) and cool, it makes studying actually focusable.
I would love to experience that again...
Gazequiz
I swear, I'm working on my research...
but for a break----!
QUIZZZIEEEEEE~ XD
Which member of Gazette are you?
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o freagin....oh well. They said Reita is actually the mood-maker of the band. So~
Which GazettE hottie is YOUR LOVER?
YOU GOT URUHA!!!! -omg- MINE MINE MINE! lol You lucky girl!! You two met at the park. You were walking by when you noticed all the cute little dukies! you were bending over feeding them bits of your muffin when you notice a total hottie doing the same. You ran out of muffin so you went to him and asked for some bread to feed them. You two bonded instantly over your love of ducks and he asked you out right then and there!BE good to Uru, he's such a sweetie! He's very laid back and goes with the flow. He will do anything to see you smile, becuz he loves it so much! so hot!
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BUMWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I know, I know. Uru is MINE. MINE MINE MINE. *hunts uru and ducks*
Which Band Member from The Gazette Are You? [Accurate and Detailed Results!]
You're Ruki!!!The young vocalist of the band The Gazette!You can be quiet and calm one moment then hyper and jumping off the walls another. You're a pretty crazy and entertaining person in general, and people love you for it. What they love even more about you, though, is how loyal you are to your friends and how you care for them no matter what. You make friends for life and they are all very dear to you. You have your own beliefs and won't change them for anything or anyone. You even like helping people who seem utterly clueless in their new surroundings.But, everyone has their flaws. One of yours is your bad mouth. Nuns would smack you all day with splintery rulers if they had the chance. But you would probably grab your own splintery ruler and have a duel of epic proportions with the crazy old bag.Even though you seem so strong and stable on the outside, you're still a bit insecure on the inside. You're shy about your appearance.You're Ruki, Lead Singer for The Gazette.
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EH!? now its Ruki....argh. Oh well. I like the description though....
Which GazettE member do you match best?
You got Reita, the silent bassist of the band. Always hiding his face from the crowd, seeing it truly binds you two and places you way before the fans. This guy is mostly quiet and shy: so shy even there are times he is afraid to talk to girls! But, when he warms up to you, you too will see the little hyper side inside of him. Do not be disturbed by his behaviour on stage: his desire is to be more macho, so he really tries :D. Hanging out with Reita will basically mean you will watch lots of TV, because that is his Nr. 1 hobby. He enjoys nothing more than sharing the new things he learned from last nights show. It will happen often that he stays over at his best friends place, meaning at Ruki's. Together, they will watch movies and chat. Do not get between them, they have been friends forever and will be forever. In this choice, you will lose.
Strike 2!! Reita.... Reita... Reita.... Not bad.
Which Member Of The GazettE Is Your Soulmate?
YOU GOT REITA! Despite his occasional showing off, dont be fooled, in actual fact he's rather shy when it comes to women. Be good to Reita, he really believes in true love, he says he would walk to the ends of the earth for the girl he loves!
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Reita strike 3!!! Holy hipu-hapu....
that's ends it. Back to work~ lalali~ lalala....
but for a break----!
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o freagin....oh well. They said Reita is actually the mood-maker of the band. So~
Which GazettE hottie is YOUR LOVER?
YOU GOT URUHA!!!! -omg- MINE MINE MINE! lol You lucky girl!! You two met at the park. You were walking by when you noticed all the cute little dukies! you were bending over feeding them bits of your muffin when you notice a total hottie doing the same. You ran out of muffin so you went to him and asked for some bread to feed them. You two bonded instantly over your love of ducks and he asked you out right then and there!BE good to Uru, he's such a sweetie! He's very laid back and goes with the flow. He will do anything to see you smile, becuz he loves it so much! so hot!
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BUMWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I know, I know. Uru is MINE. MINE MINE MINE. *hunts uru and ducks*
Which Band Member from The Gazette Are You? [Accurate and Detailed Results!]
You're Ruki!!!The young vocalist of the band The Gazette!You can be quiet and calm one moment then hyper and jumping off the walls another. You're a pretty crazy and entertaining person in general, and people love you for it. What they love even more about you, though, is how loyal you are to your friends and how you care for them no matter what. You make friends for life and they are all very dear to you. You have your own beliefs and won't change them for anything or anyone. You even like helping people who seem utterly clueless in their new surroundings.But, everyone has their flaws. One of yours is your bad mouth. Nuns would smack you all day with splintery rulers if they had the chance. But you would probably grab your own splintery ruler and have a duel of epic proportions with the crazy old bag.Even though you seem so strong and stable on the outside, you're still a bit insecure on the inside. You're shy about your appearance.You're Ruki, Lead Singer for The Gazette.
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EH!? now its Ruki....argh. Oh well. I like the description though....
Which GazettE member do you match best?
You got Reita, the silent bassist of the band. Always hiding his face from the crowd, seeing it truly binds you two and places you way before the fans. This guy is mostly quiet and shy: so shy even there are times he is afraid to talk to girls! But, when he warms up to you, you too will see the little hyper side inside of him. Do not be disturbed by his behaviour on stage: his desire is to be more macho, so he really tries :D. Hanging out with Reita will basically mean you will watch lots of TV, because that is his Nr. 1 hobby. He enjoys nothing more than sharing the new things he learned from last nights show. It will happen often that he stays over at his best friends place, meaning at Ruki's. Together, they will watch movies and chat. Do not get between them, they have been friends forever and will be forever. In this choice, you will lose.
This guy is really loyal once he locks you in his heart. The other band members told that when Reita and his long-time girlfriend broke up, he was devastated for months. He wants a girl that is loyal, warm, caring and gentle, that he can settle down with and stay with forever. So yeah, he believes in true love. But he would like you to be a real woman, who takes care of him and cooks for him. Of course, the reason for this is that he cant cook himself... But I'm sure, if you asked him sweetly, he will be willing to learn it for you.
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Strike 2!! Reita.... Reita... Reita.... Not bad.
Which Member Of The GazettE Is Your Soulmate?
YOU GOT REITA! Despite his occasional showing off, dont be fooled, in actual fact he's rather shy when it comes to women. Be good to Reita, he really believes in true love, he says he would walk to the ends of the earth for the girl he loves!
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Reita strike 3!!! Holy hipu-hapu....
that's ends it. Back to work~ lalali~ lalala....
February 14th, 2008
I did It
This week sure is a tough one. I feel so damn exhausted even though I've been having pretty long sleeps for the past few days and I I'm not working on anything that would validate as something that consumes energy.
It's just.... tough. You know. Making decisions and standing up for it is tough. There are certainly moments that I regretted what I said or did, but in the end I know I should just face what's ahead of me.
But... I DID IT.
Whatever it is... ^^
I did it!
February 25th, 2008
We are back on track~ [ah yeai]
They're alive!!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I'm so glad Dante's all well now and even fashioning the 'Vista' look. My, my, my baby is getting vaineh eh?
After being sick for 2 (or 3?) months, we had him confined and after a week, my Dante is all new and supah!
I really miss Dante and I need him now more than ever because Sampo's head is on probation. Naaah...I really think it's his time to rest. But my brother shall buy him a new head soon. ^^
My younger baby, Frank is energized as well, supplying me with his favorite hobby of word play~
It just feels so overwhelming, having all my gadgets back into good shape and actually usable again! Gyaaaah, and with the paper shower and all, I really need a laptop with me. Of course, for sloths like me who usually does not have the patience to browse the dictionary, the old-fashioned way, an e-dictionary fits me perfectly!
But...I don't know. It's the freagin yin-yang shit of nature again. Generally, this is a good day. But what I forgot last Friday...
...IS A GRAVE SIN.
the GazettE, yes the GazettE was on Music Japan last friday on NHK World Premium. We have cable and we have that channel. I regularly take Memo-plus Gold. I slept. I missed my Gazeboys on MY TELEVISION performing one of the most beautiful songs I heared in my screwed up life, GUREN. FUUUUUUCK. What does that make me?!
T_T
Uru, Kai, Ruki, Reita, Aoi...gomen na!!!
And to make it worse, I remembered it the night before Friday, wrote it on my planner the very moment my friend informed me about it, and STILL, I forgot about it. Gaaaah. Sometimes having a short-memory span is amusing and funny even, but at cases like this, CAN I JUST KILL MYSELF?!
I wish there will be next time...
And I demand for subtitles on the Gazeboys' appearances on Make on A Holiday! I swear, Uruha makes the world a better place. Now shake it babe~
Okay, back to Feminism!
MABUHAY ANG KABABAIHAN!!!
XDDDDD
P.S.
I LOATHE SOULJA BOY.
P.P.S.
I CONSIDER MYSELF A CERTIFIED COFFEE ADDICT. AND I LOVE BREADTALK AND CRISPY CREAM AND BUBBLETEA TO EDEN~ <3
P.P.P.S (I swear this is the last)
DSL WORKING ON DANTE!!! COMOWN!