Entries for December, 2007

December 1st, 2007

Till next time

(what a way to start the month.)

Disappointments.
I've reminded myself over and over again that expectations will only lead to disappointments.
I even give this as an advice to my friends, but unconsciously, I've been doing it myself.

How grim, this morning is.
Why, of all morning did I have to feel so down after so much excitement, have a "death" news for breakfast and cry for the next hours. It's been so long since I've cried, I really had a bad headache and my eyes burned like crazy.

I didn't know what to do.
I was torn. Between guilt and want.
Then I remembered the saying: "what you need is not always what you want and what you want is not always what you need."
Fine. But I just needed the time to be a brat. This is the first time I whined and seek comfort to my friends. Well, it paid well. Now I'm really thankful that I have friends that gives the time to question what's the problem and tell me answers I needed to hear. Thank you guys.

There will always be the "what if" but time would not stop for one person. I got something in return of not going the other way. Some things were saved, some were lost. But in the end, I still gained something, regretted some things... nature always have a way of balancing things, I've always believed.

Yes, there is always a next time.
And it will be better the next time.
He'll make it up to me next time.

Thank you. Thank you...

And I'll be waiting for my uber kawaii Urupon and Super Chuu, ne?
*hugs everyone*


Currently listening to: L'Arc~en~Ciel - "Pieces"
Currently feeling: reflective...
Posted by miyuchi at 11:42 PM in Life ekek | 3 shared

December 5th, 2007

BRRRRRRRRRRR....

[putek ang lamig dito sa library....brrrrr.... ang sarap talaga mag-net dito sa mga acer PCs...tangina....wohoooooo]

*habang nag-hihintay sa email ni Joanna*

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANZ!!!!

Lola, always take care of yourself!

*huggles*

 

 

Posted by miyuchi at 02:14 PM | help?

December 8th, 2007

Then and now...

I need a really strong coffee tonight. Enough to keep me mentally awake and physically capable to multi-task. After neglecting much of my work for the past few weeks, it occured to me that I need to wake up, STOP PROCRASTINATING and keep myself AWAAAAAY from GAZETTE-related websites. Uruha's legs can get you to Neverland and speaking from experience, you would NOT want to go back from whence you came.

Anyways, yesterday until this morning, my friends and I stayed over at Akie's house in QC for Miguchi's "despedida" party. Oh well, we don't really know how to throw one but I guess what matters is that we were all happy and satisfied with all the things we did. I didn't sleep again. I'm used to not sleeping specially when I was THAT hyper. I'm really bouncy sometimes and I laught at alot of things. Keeps me high, I guess. ^^


As usual, food were abundant. No complaints about that. I know it was wrong of me when I said: "Sana nga magutom ako eh...", but I did not mean anything offensive. It was just an expression, a spur of the moment blurting because I was really full but I wanted to eat again and again, knowing that is going to cost me alot. I'm pretty sensitive to poverty so please don't take that against me, people...
*peace sign*

Highlight of the night: Akie got drunk after drinking less than a glass of sparkling wine with 11% alchohol content. Heh. I guess there are people who have really low alchohol tolerance, ne? It was kinda funny when our dear hostess started laughing by herself in the living room, as red as a tomato. Aww. Poor Akie-chan. But thank God, it wore off after sleeping and she was up after two hours. No more alchohol for you EVER, dearie~

And now a message to my friends: (Haha~ I just suddenly wanted to, even if most of you don't really drop by this site~)

Marie: Cheeky Girls nga uli dyan~
K-Ann: gonna bump, gonna grind...gonna bump, gonna grind... hehe. Kamusta naman si fafa Chris as host?
Mark: *taps at the back* please refrain from chosing Backstreet Boys in karaoke, napapakanta ako eh! >_<
Sarah: Next time, ki-kidnappin ka namin sa nanay mo talaga...
Leo: tandem pala tayo? MWAHAHAH! Buryas!
Sharyn: Ahahah~ sorry at linubog namin si bitamina D mo ni K-Ann. Di bale, may lollipop ka uli sa akin! Bonga ka 'day!
Akie: Salamat talaga sa accomodation! Pics next time~ I'll dedicate a deviation for you soon! ^^
Miguel: Nag-enjoy ka ba? Hehe. Duma-drama ka sa text ha! *apir*

Kala niyo, next time kakanta talaga ako ng ZELL! Mwahahahah~!

Now, to compensate for the whole day of partying, I'll be working endlessly until next week. Without much sleep again I guess. *sigh* Life. It's a challenge. Patience is a virtue... *mantramantra*

Christmas is almost here people! Give some LOVE~
Anyone who will give me a Brickgame (yes, old school game) or a rubik's cube as a Christmas gift I promise to give uhm...something nice. I guess. ^^

Take care, minna~

Currently listening to: the GazettE - Shadow VII II I
Currently reading: "Pensees" by Blaise Pascal
Currently feeling: thankful
Posted by miyuchi at 07:21 PM | help?

December 12th, 2007

T_T

I don't know what's happening to Dante...

He's sick, I know. But that to happened again, is a total shock to me.

Could it be the video card? Was I watching too much videos? But it's part of his job! I really need to upgrade that laptop. I think I know there's no chance of Christmas shopping for me. Well, my dad could always offer the help, ne? nagpaparinig ako...

Okay, for my friends out there who's into computer batingting: Nawawala bigla yung desktop ko. Parang sa TV kapag sira, maraming distortion at lines at grains and everything. Minsan pa nagblack-out na talaga. But the system is functioning normally. Anong sira dun??? tasukete.... T_T

 

Currently listening to: "REGRET" by the GazettE
Currently feeling: T^T *sniff*
Posted by miyuchi at 10:48 AM | help?

December 15th, 2007

Who's next?

*knock knock knock on wood*

Another relative of mine died this Saturday morning. Exactly 1 week after my cousin died of a motorcycle accident (if anyone was able to watch a motorcycle crash with a 10-wheeler truck incident at Cavite, that's my cousin). Yesterday morning, my uncle was rushed to the hospital for being stroked, the second time around. Apparently, a nerve in his brain gave up and he was comatose. Finally, his heartbeat fell and we lost him...

Please pray for their souls...

(I'm getting really scared...I hope nothing bad happens next Saturday morning...) 

Posted by miyuchi at 05:35 PM | help?

Omedetou!

To my Mejor Amiga...

Congratulations 

to my very good friend

Joanna Parungao

for winning as Fictionist of the Year

and for winning 2nd place for the Essay category!

GO MEJOR!!! WOHOOOOOOOO!!!!

 

 

 

Posted by miyuchi at 11:37 PM | 1 shared

December 17th, 2007

12:29 PM

 

Great. I'm starting to love this day. *rolls eyes*

First, I missed my first period class. God knows I hate missing on my classes no matter how painful it is to sit for a good 3 hours of spacing-out-to-candy-mount~en 101. Unfortunately, my good intentions of sleeping late for studying became a catalyst for my good good morning. I woke up an hour after first period.

Gah.

UST wi-fi is causing misfits to GLOBE users. Well, good for us. It's just that a good 80-90% (based on observations) of the Tomasian student body are subscribed to the said network. Last year, that wireless internet was practically unusable (except for the hospital and med area) and now that its finally available and laptop-friendly, the thing is causing signal jams. How sad. Can't things work out properly? Without having to sacrifice the other?

Seeing a cute guy, with a long hair and in specs...that is my type. But then I'll see him holding hands with some girl, meaning he's taken. Damn it, it's true. All the good guys are either taken or GAY. And that is NOT how the cookie crumbles, that's how the world is fucked up.

Feel the rage here?

Thank God for yaoi fanfics. They serve as stress-reliever/therapy.

I saw a janitor hiding between the shelves of the Nick Joaquin section of the Humanities floor of the Central Library. It just struck me. What if he turns out to be the next big thing in the literary world? What if he is actually an intellectual behind the mops and brooms? Do you think he slips a book or two to read before he sleeps? Sounds interesting, eh?

I may have seen in the flesh the infamous INDAY of the SMS world. Hmmm...

Currently reading: [fanfic] One out of None - Chapter 5
Currently feeling: sarcastic
Posted by miyuchi at 10:47 PM | help?

December 20th, 2007

Portalet

Putrages na yan. Unang beses ko iyon ha. Usually, hindi talaga ako papatalo sa mga portalet, pero kung kailangan na talaga, kahit sa gitna pa ng ilang daang tao ang portalet mo, aba...abisuhan na ang kailangan abisuhan.

HAHA! Experience. Mahalaga yun. Atleast kung may maisususlat man ako na kailangan ang experience sa portalet eh may masasabi ako. Infairness naman kasi sa portalet ng UST. Hindi naman ganun ka-dugyot tulad sa ibang naririrnig ko o napapanood ko sa TV na umaawas na yung inidoro kaya masusuka ka nalang imbes na magbawas ng nakaupo. May tissue pa! Abaaaaa~ 

Pangatlong Paskuhan ko na ito sa UST. Siyempre, memorable pa rin ang unang paskuhan pero ang mahalaga masaya naman kami, busog at hyper hanggang nagsasarado na ang campus everytime. Sayang, wala akong masyadong picture dahil naghihingalo na rin yung battery ko.

Nyahahaha~ may nalaman nanaman akong kagila-gilalas! Pero sa akin nalang yun~

inaantok na ko. Merry Christmas pipolz! XD 

Currently listening to: "Still" - ARASHI
Currently feeling: kinda tired...
Posted by miyuchi at 01:46 AM | help?

December 22nd, 2007

Last Randomness post of the year

MWAHAHAHAHAH!!! Finally~~~
kinikilig ako...my Samsung phone has arrived~!!! XD XD XD
I love love love it~ *heartheartheart*
I'm willing to wait for a few more days to have it configured for my Globe sim. I just really really hope and pray to all the gods that acknowledge me as a somewhat-human being, let me keep this phone for a really long time!

Since I'm being a really boastful person right now (simply because I'm uber happy), this is the model~ tanan!

Samsung ko



I know its not the latest model and I'm effin emphasizing that even before you throw it to my face! hah! Well, let me tell you this, I don't care! Nyahahah~

P.S. New videocam too~ go Sony~ Go daddeh~ XD XD XD




Somebody save meeeeeeeeeeeeee~~

doom



This guy will be the cause of my death.
Death of blood loss.
*urgk*
As mao told me, those are the "Thighs of Doom"!

LEche ka URUHA!!! Isa kang TUKSO! TUKSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!



junki doll


WEE~ Lee Junki in doll form! XD
Well, he looks like a doll on screen and now a real doll version of his beautiful, feminine face. Now I'm wondering how he really looks like in real life...

Kuhang-kuha noh?

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Me want this dress made. PERAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

 

me wants this

 

And Uruha's costume in their "Cassis" PV. It looks really cool. No, I won't be cosplaying him (kapal ko naman!), I just really like the suit and all~ YEs, even the over sized rose. ^^

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My mom asked me to assist her to buy some gifts my brother requested her to buy. It's really tiring since my mom gave me the task of deciding what to buy, therefore I was the one walking around (making me physically exhausted) and making the decisions, including the budget matter and all (making me mentally exhausted). Fortunately we got buy after 4 hours and I asked her to buy me a 100 peso book as Christmas gift. Yey~ wish granted. I also bought some gifts to my friends and for my younger brother along the way.

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Tonight's Maalaala Mo Kaya was really touching, very heartwarming. ^^
Whatever happens, a child can never forget his father, nor a father can ever forget his son. That's family.

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Laruku was on Music Station today. They performed their latest single: "Hurry Xmas" written by Hyde. Wow, I didn't know he acknowledges Christmas since I've read that he doesn't believe in God. But I guess apart from the religious celebration of Christmas, another concept of Christmas is more apparent to people nowadays.

Anyways, there's a segment in MS called Music Topics. In this week's MT, they featured strange musical instruments, including an "air percussion" where you don't have to tap the tube (the design was a pipe) to produce sound, the sensor (i think) does the job. Another is a piano which only have the white keys, a puppet frog which produces a different note depending on the widening of the mouth and last is the over sized Flying V guitar! Ken's face was on the screen and I know he giggled. He GIGGLED. He's a guitarist and he uses a flying V for some of their songs and I've seen his collection of guitar and I know he wants to play that and I know he wants to buy that and I know he GIGGLED. XD Nyahahah~ cute!

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Christmas is 5 days away, let's be full of spirit guys~


Currently listening to: Nino (of ARASHI) - "Yume"
Currently feeling: XD
Posted by miyuchi at 01:31 AM | 2 shared

December 24th, 2007

Excitements~ (lolz)

WAAAH~ just hours away from Christmas..Is everybody anticipating it? I know many of us are~ ^^ Let's be happy at least for one day, then let's get back to the real world.

This post should've made it yesterday but I was too tired to update. I know I stand equal to the world's best crammers (if there is such thing), but heck, even in terms of shopping for gifts, I'm running the last minute!
Well, it's not like I was the only one guilty, there are TONS of people swarming Market Market yesterday. Tita was in Megamall yesterday too and once again my instinct did me good. If there were tons (I'm really sticking to the adjective, huh?) in Market, I could just imagine there were MEGATONS (hahahaha~ I'm just being silly here) in Mega (what?! Megatons in MEGAmall? *stabbedbyanonymousreader* x.x ) Fortunately, I was able to buy the things I needed, but I'm not finished yet. There are still some names needed to be crossed-out in my list. Hmmm...

Since my brother works at Ambergris in Market Market (the same effin' call-center that made us apply for 12 hours! Only to decline us of the opportunity...*sniff*) he accompanied me in buying the gift for Tita and along the way, I showed him the bag I like, which eventually became my Christmas gift from him! *hugskuya* Ahaha~ I don't know if I made the right choice since my brow still twitch at the thought that the material is...well, unstable. It's a lunch-box type, but large in size. Instead of being metal, it's made of cardboard (I think, you know the material used for boxes sold in Papelmerotti? Like that) But the design is really really really really cute (at least for my taste) and perhaps too oshare-ish for my image. Heh. Okay, now thinking about it, its more of a briefcase, which is good because I still love it like that~ I shall use it for upcoming conventions or for our prelim week~ XD

Finally, I'm finally able formulate my project for Art Appreciation (Self-portrait) and I got really excited, as soon as I was able to buy the materials, I began the first stage. I wanted to finish it last night but I was lacking in materials and was unable to continue. I wanted to start the written part of the project but I feel like I have to finish it first to write something about it. The portrait and the writing may not jive if I advance the latter part. I really love the fact that I will be painting something and feeling the brush against the surface of my chosen material and seeing the colors gradually take over the base is...relaxing. I can't believe after 2 years, I'm still obsessed over THAT concept.

Now, I shall go.
FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODS!!!
Magpakababoy tayo ngayoooooooooon!

MERRY XMAS MINNA!!!

Currently listening to: mga nagka-karaoke sa likod ko XD
Posted by miyuchi at 12:52 PM | help?

December 25th, 2007

MERI KURI MINNA~

Haha~ I don't drink any other alcohol except wine. Red wine, preferably. And yes, no matter how sweet a drink maybe, as long as it has alcohol in it, can get you tipsy.

I think I'm not drunk, uhmm...yeah. Just shots...haha~

 

MERRY XMAS TO ALL! 

Posted by miyuchi at 12:42 AM | 2 shared

December 28th, 2007

Tienes un olor curioso

I imagined this *points at title* that someone like Reita would say.

Ahaha~ sorry, I'm still in Gazette high. Even when I was in the middle of finishing my project, I just had to give time to draw (or at least attempt to draw) my Gazeboys. I think I was able to draw Reita. This came after my first attempt at using paint to draw at least Uruha's hair, which kind of looks like Ruki or Kai in the wrong hair color or having a bad hair day. Haha~ I was experimenting. Painting is fun and I love the brush I bought so I just have to try something else other than what was SUPPOSED to be the focused agenda.

VK?


This is the Ruki/Kai/VK-unknown-artist that came out of the Uruha-hair attempt. All was well in the beginning, because the brush did all the work for me as the fly-away look of Uru was showing, but by my next stroke at the other side of Uru's head, it looked like block-painting, then the brush came here and there and I added some black and also flew here and there. So, uhm, VK anyone?

 

R1

 

This is the Reita I gave more effort to. I'm not really good at drawing or anything artsy, depending on the medium or if I have some basis of work, but Reita in anime form is quite easy because of the noseband (making him easy to indentify, so no matter how fugly my drawing of Reita is, as long as he has a noseband, then that's Gazette's bassist) and his hair is easier to draw than Uruha's or Ruki's or Kai or Aoi. Haha~ There are two versions of this pic, the first one is only a head but since I'm getting a little blind, my brush stroke for the outline of his chin was thick, so it looks like there's a shadow undeneath the chin, so now a neck was needed. I intended to give him a scarf yet I'm not certain if I was able to attain that look, so I took a pic of the original before I proceeded with the version of him having a scarf and wearing a black shirt. Ohhh~

 

 

R2
 
Am I explaining myself too much? I just don't want to get hurt by Gazette fans. HAHA! That's Reita in a foul mood, because instead of the professional hairstylist, an amateur named Miyuchi did his hair instead. Gomen Reita-san! Vo_oV


While looking for the materials needed to finish my project for art ap, I found an interesting memory in my pile of papers. This was made 4 years ago and its titled..."A Reasearch: ANIME". Haha~ now, now, how did I got away with this?! If I remember correctly, this was a project for my English class in third year high school. And heck, I got a 98% for this paper. A 98% for my informal writing, blabbing of stock knowledge anime info and for an fake book reference:

 KASOU KITAMURA
 Fanfics, Poems, and Drawings
 Shibuya, Japan
 Ken's Publishing House, 2003


I'm not kidding! Now who was my professor again? She's gullible. Haha~ but I miss writing in that style. I was more sarcastic in my writing years ago and definitely in teen-mag linggo. Really, I was into reading GLITTER magazine those times. Well, I was crazy to come up with such topics for a research paper, but hey, ANIME is a COOL topic. I miss that side of me, spontanious and crazy. I just did what I like back in high school, huh? I wonder what's stopping me now...

I also found this between the pile of papers I was talking about:

starbucks ad


I think I wrote and drew that on my first time inside Starbucks. I don't really dig buying expensive things especially if you can get them in instants, thus less spending. Me, Joanna and Leo tagged along the H.P. Council that time and I know it was rude of me to write this down while inside the shop, but it was an honest thought. I used to scribble down everything that expressed my opinion in not-so-literal statements, but now I've also lost them. Haaay~ now I'm getting really sad. Where's my sense of youth?!

 

creapers creepers

 

Last week my father's package for Christmas arrived and along with the chocolates and stuffs (yummeh~) was a Nike shoes that looks, well it kind of looks like "creapers" or "creepers" or however that's spelled, just those that's worn usually by jrockers or people in Japan (that's where I usually see them worn). It's the color and the design I guess. But just at some angles, it still looks like a basketball shoe to me. Yet for the first time, I would like to have one of these~ (of course, in my size)

 

amporbag-san


YEY~ finally a pic of the bag I mentioned in my last last post. I find it really cute and I hope to use it soon. For now it serves as a home for my paints and other stuffs. ^^

Last story for this post (I noticed this is quite long already!).
Well, for today, I plan to work on my project early so I can finish everything including the writing part, but since I woke up late (around 10:30), who's an early bird now that accomplishes many? Then, since I had to read something about the psychology of colors that would account to my portrait, I used the PC only to be lured for 2 hours without bathroom breaks! By that time I was getting really hungry yet I couldn't leave my Gazette gallery in clutter anymore so I finished them up before I took my leave. After buying my food, I proceeded to eating lunch while watching Death Note 2: the Last Name. Everything was fine until the movie finished (no, more it was cut. Damn copy...) so I was thinking: Oh I can start now!, then my back and stomach started to ache and I couldn't begin anything! It has happen to me a lot of times when I eat too much (so much for being a glutton at heart) so I know how to make it go away, but it requires much laying down, thus no work started and agony instead. I was sleepy but the pain disturbed my plan of dozing it off, so I read a fanfic instead. Miraculously, it disappeared! Well, not immediately of course, but I guess my muscles relaxed after reading an NC-17 man to man action fanfic? Haha~ and I though my mind was alone being a perv! Okay, the point here is, my body is okay as long as it's not working on anything more relevant to my current status in life as a student, but instead supports my hedonism. Now that is..............wrong?

WAH. Too much talk. I'm getting sneezy again. Tomorrow the post will be about the title and other funny line. JA!


Posted by miyuchi at 04:11 AM | help?

adeeek?

As promised my lovely friends, here are some uhm, useful-at-some-specific-moments line from different langauges. Enjoy~

[I got these from a magazine so please don't sue me!]


Spanish:
1. Tiennes un olor curioso... (you smell funny)

2. Que aburrido. Ya me voy! (this is boring, I'm going home)

3. Ay caramba! Delicioso! (Yum! This is delicious!)

4. Tengo un sekreto... (I have a secret...)

5. Eres monito/monita! (You're cute!)


Elvish: [used in LOTR]
1. Lle lakwenien? (Are you joking?)

2. Tanya awra! (That hurts!)

3. Lle maa quell. (You look good)

4. Mani marte? (What happend?)

5. Maani naa tanya nat'? (What is that thing?)

6. Uuma dela! (Don't worry!)

7. Amin caela noa/n'noa (I have an idea/no idea)


Nihonggo:
1. Iwanu ga hana (Some things are better left unsaid)

2. Mizu no awa! (All for nothing!)

3. Nakitsura ni hachi! (when it rains, it pours.)

4. Ana ga attara hairitai! (I could've died of embarassment!)

5. Ishimashi o tataite wataru! (Proceed with caution!)

6. Asameshi mae! (Piece of cake!)

7. Ori-itte onegai ga gozaimasu (I have a favor to ask you)

8. Nani ka chigau ni ja nai! (Something's not quite right)

9. Mi ini oboe no nai koto da! (I did no such thing!)

10. O dekate desu ka? (Going out?)


Mandarin:
1. Wo men chu chu wan ba! (Let's go play outside!)

2. Wo hao xiang shui jiao! (I'm too sleepy!)

3. Na zhen hao xiao ah! (That's really funny!)

4. Ching ni huan dien tai. (Change the channel)

5. Remote control zai na li? (Where's the remote control?)

6. Hao bang oh! (That's awesome!)

7. Ni lien si bu tai hao. (You look terrible)

8. Zai jien! (See you later!)

9. Wo bu tai shu fu (I think I'm sick)

10. Ni zai zhu she me? (What's cooking?)


Haha~ I'm not sure if these are accurate translations or if the language grammar is at all correct. I simply found this with my pile of papers----again. HAHA~ enjoy!

Posted by miyuchi at 08:31 PM | help?

January 1st, 2008

2008 na pala! XD

Akemashite Omedetou minna-sama!!!


XD

Naway biyayaan tayo ng kwarta at marami pang kwarta. Aminin na natin, mas maraming bagay ang kailangan ay pera.

At siyempre, ilang budbod ng kasiyahan, tawanan , dramahan at lab layp...ay caramba! Mas masarap ang buhay, da bah?

At naway magkaroon naman ng dagdag thrill sa buhay ng isang estudyante. AMEN.

Hellelujia sa mga paputok at ingay ng bagong taon~ kahit nakakabingi, mas nararamdaman pa rin ang init ng pagtanggap sa panibagong taon na bububuin ng hirap at kasiyahan na walang kapantay. Ang excitement kaya~

*torotot*

*bomba ni Binladen*

*goodbye Philippines*

 *kalembang ng kawali*

 

MWAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!!

sabi nga ng lolo ko:

MANIGONG TAON!!!

(walang kulang dyan ha. ^. ~) 

Currently listening to: bambangbambangbangbangBOOOOOOOOM! XD
Currently reading: gazefics~ *gazegauge 5%*
Currently feeling: WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Posted by miyuchi at 03:11 AM | help?