This is too much of an unexpected day.
I woke up TOO early for bad events.
It was almost 10 o'clock when something striked my mood.
That's just the first. I don't even want to mention it. I think I'll keep that a little private from you readers. It's just that I've been too sensitive lately, that even the slightest ignorance can make me feel really heavy. I mean heavy. I wanted to cry that morning.
Then I'll found out my school ID is missing. I can't clearly remember where I put it yesterday, but I'm dead sure that I took it home. But now that I'm raiding our bedroom, I can't find it anywhere! Drats. It's not just an identification something. That's almost three years of my life. All the white lines and scratches that almost made my face unrecognizable reminds me of all the hardships in my collage life. Each of those unwanted design signifies my efforts. Urgh. I almost thought of going home and completely forgetting about getting a quiz. Good thing that guard, although he's not the "chummy" type, still allowed me inside. Phew.
I went to school early for a single reason, to watch the a Spanish film. I like foreign stuffs, what do you expect? I missed watching it last Wednesday because I got too fond of my bed and my dream just would not let me go yet. Then, upon arriving at the cinema with hope filled at my back, I was informed that there where no tickets left so I cannot enter anymore. Great. My class is still 3 o'clock, what the heck was I to do for the next hours?! I can't even enter my considered second home, the Library. T_T
I wanted to cry then, but I thought it would not help me anyway, so what's the use? I saw Mao, Nel and Mary taking photos for their project and I just had to thank Nel for allowing me to use his camera. I guess he felt that I needed to let go of the steam. He's a sensitive person. We love that side of him. But before that, I just had to buy something sweet. A candy or chocolate. I went to 7-11 to but a pack of tissue [originally] then I started to crave for something to eat. I was eyeing the apple juices [any brand actually. As long as it's apple flavored, that's good to me] but I remembered from a TV show, that milk is good for relieving stress. The cheapest I could buy was the Vanilla Swissmiss [it's still milk I think] for 14 php and a pack of unpopular chocolates for 10 php. That's expensive for me for paying 24 php for something of so little weight is unpractical and out of my budget. Well, I noticed that whenever I'm angry I just have to eat something sweet and expensive. A sort of rebellion, I guess. Because you have all the excuse for behaving differently and people will just symphatize with you. So no hastle.
Around 1 pass, I met with Marie to study for the following quiz together. It was okay, the quiz I mean. I have a fairly good grade but as usual, the rest of the class was boring. I sold my jacket for 245 php to Joanna [originally 399] and my Oekaki board was recieved with warmth.
My professor is absent for my last subject of the day so we watched a film that was related to the discussion instead. Before that I gluttoned myself with a cup of instant noodles, majo, pop corn, juices and softdrinks and Wendy's frosty so by the time I was watching the movie, I got sleepy. I slept of course.
Going home was the best.
Akie and I last left the building because we went to the washroom. Our friends were outside waiting for us and upon seeing them, they were shouting at me. At first I couldn't understand what they wanted me to see but when I finally understood it ["Michelle! Likod! Ikot! 360!"], I just had to hold my breath.
It was CJ.
Well, I guess I'm THAT infatuated with him. I saw him earlier and Pia was the one to inform me. See? Those are good friends.
Anyways, I was suppose to go home early because I was getting really sleepy, but since CJ was there, I thought I'd stay longer. The others were going to KFC for dinner then I said I'm going with them and ride the jeep in España instead so I could spend more time with them [this is sincere!]. I was beside K-Ann when she started budging me at the sides and I started hearing CJ's voice talking. Oh my saging! He [with two i-don't-care-who people] was walking in the same direction. And all the while I was just quiet. Really quiet but I was smiling really weird. Like I wanted to run and giggle all the way but then I'd had to contain myself and retain my poise so he wouldn't think [or glare] I'm mad. There was even a time when he was almost beside me and K-Ann said he glanced at us [or me? XD]. Then I lost track of him in Plaza Mayor.
Then, just when I had euphoria at my hand, nature just had to strike back.
Mao and I were talking about some serious matters concerning our lives at school when suddenly, we noticed ahead of us is a commotion. There was a lot of smoke and it appeared to me like we were going to enter a toaster or a cremator. It was dreadful. A house in blaze with fire! That was the first time that I saw a real fire accident and the feeling is really unspeakable. It feels so heavy and it is really depressing because you know the aftermath comes sorrow and even develops hopelessness for the victims. We don't even know if someone died, but I pray there was no one harmed. Everytime the sound of an Ambulance and the sire of the firetrack passes us, it creeped me out. You'll really fear and feel the gravity of the matter even if you are a simple expectator.
Ah...I hope no more of those bad things happen in the next few days. Oh please spare me... If more CJ moments are in store for me, that would be fabulous!
haha.
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