Kiwi

ANG INEEET!
diba tag-ulan na?! bakit walang ulan?!
lecheng inet yan, maii-stroke kami niyan eh!

Sumpain man kung sinong...
hindi pinapawisan
hindi nagmamantika ang mukha
hindi nagpa-paypay
hindi nagrereklamo
hindi jina-jabar

ukinina...

Kakaibang araw ito.

Mukhang pinapakinggan Niya talaga ako minsan.

Nakakainis na ang babaw ng pinanggalingan ng galit/pagka-inis ko pero sa tingin ko naman, hindi talaga yun yon. Ang probelma, umuulit kasi at unang bagay na tatambal iyon sa simula ng araw mo. Yung tipong medyo wala ka pa sa diwa mo kasi kulang ka sa tulog tapos mabigat pa ang pakiramdam kasi mayroong galit sa'yo. Tapos may mga bagay na hindi mo magawa sa hindi rin maipaliwanag na kadahilanan. Pakiramdam mo tuloy, pinagtutulungan ka, kahit ng walang may buhay. Hindi nga. Ang kakaiba dito, ni hindi ako nagmumura, pero puro reklamo sa ilalim ng mga bulong. Mas naasar ako pag ganun.

Pati sa klase, dadatnan ka ng matandang hindi mo masundan ang kwento. Na sa kabagutan mo, nakakabuo ka na ng dayalogo at nickname para sa kanya. Pati pangdedemonyo sa katabi at katabi ng katabi mo at kaharap ng katabi ng katabi mo, ginawa mo na. Mawala ka lang sa sirkulo ng pangbabagot sa loob ng dalawang oras. Naglalakbay ka paminsan-minsan sa mga kaharian, pero mukhang mas gusto ng utak ko ang papel kanina.

Nakakaasar pa na magda-drama ka. Mukhang nakakaawa at hihingi ng simpatya. Tapos mamaya tatawa.

Aba't nasagot naman ang isa sa mga kondisyon/konsolasyon na hiningi ko sa Kanya. May nakita ako sa loob ng opisina at mga kembot ng hindi galing kay Eba.

May pagdidiwang din ng mga kapanganakan kaya't may dapat nga palang ipag-saya. Kahit na tatandaan ko ang petsang ito bilang isa sa pinaka hindi ko makalilimutang araw na pinawala sa kondisyon ang utak ko mula umaga hanggang gabi at halos ikasumpa-sumpa ko na ang mundo, ay maligayang bati pa rin sa inyo!

Nakakapagod ang ganitong sitwasyon... una muhi tapos para kang nasobrahan sa kape. Ang totoo, T*****comon+One White Ice Tea+Saffari Chocolate+Sun Flower Cappuccino flavor wafer+Yuppie burger candy lang ang pormula sa isang hyper na utak.

Masaya't malungkot.
Boing boing.

_{*manyak mode*} 

I am  happy~
Oh so happy~ 
lalala..li...lala..la..

 

Haay...how can anyone be so PERFECT?

Lahat na ng ma isama mo sa mga pang-uri na yan!
matalino, mayaman, mabango, malinis, magaling (sa maraming larangan), magandang lalake, matangkad, may mai-pagmamalaki sa buhay! Ay ukinina, wala ka nang hahanapin pang iba!

Eh, yun nga lang...swerte nalang ng "lover" nito. *e-he-herm!*
May mga hinala man ako sa mga preferences niya eh...hindi ko nalang iisipin yun para tuloy pa rin ang pantasya ko. hmp!

Gyaaah...I know this is really "fan-girling" of even someone most reader of this post don't know, but I just can't help it...*nosebleed*.

Eto yun eh.
CJ IS UBER SEXY IN BLACK.
yun yon eh.

Nakita ko kanina. Likod palang, ulam na! Paano nalang kung naka-harap na! Full course meal! Ajujung! MWahahah! Leche. I've never seen a man so sexy in black long-sleeved polo. He pulls it off too great for any woman alive. He is one of those who must be kept...by me! hyukhyuk. He looks like a Class A "hosto" or a Class A "D.I." or whatever! He's a sophisticated beast made to seduce!

For me!

AAAAAHHHHH!!! This is really crazy, but I love admiring him from afar. I've made an attempt to greet him once and the feeling wasn't that grand.

The perfect arrival is not arriving at all. Thank you sir Neil. ^^

Oh well. Iisipin niyo loka-loka ako, pero kanya-kanya lang yan! Istalker ba ang dating? di naman...although sinundad ko na siya minsan kaso ang layo na eh, sumuko din ako. nyehehe~

Sayang lang, may mga times na di ko siya makita kasi ang daming bantay or wala siya dun. Awww~ pero okay lang. Basta ba makita ko siya uli in that sexy black polo...aysus! okay lang kahit isang buwan na wala! ganun katindi! nyihihihi~

White: He looks really radiant in white. His skin tone is so fair, he compliments the garment.

Red: Snow white. Red against white is a visual sin to be seen. Nyahaha! atleast in his case. Sarap halayin~

Moss green sweat shirt: Laid back, Friday-night-gimik look. Coolness~

Black: SEXY. nuff said. XDXDXD

I'll end this post now. You don't know CJ anyway~ to those who knows, keep quiet!

V^^V 

 

just some quotes to live by...

 

 

"Being MALE is biological,
but being a MAN is a choice"

 

                                                                            -Marita

 

"Ang lalake kapag nagigipit,
sa bading kumakapit"

 

                                                                             -R. Galan

 

And a meme that I answered 2 days ago, from MAO's devy.

I didn't use my yeopgi ya~ since it will cost him the battery life so I used winamp and what mp3 i have in my current drive. Try it! It's fun and weird at the same time!

<sub>1.How does the world see me?
"Babalik Ka Rin" - Yvan Lambatan
<bakit, linayuan na ba ko ng mundo?>

2. Will I have a happy life?
"El Club De Las Feas" - Banda El Recado
<mukha nga! disco beybeh!>

3. What do people really think of me?
"Abrazame" - Camila
<I dunno the meaning of the song...but it's really romantic? Am I romantic?>

4. Do people secretly lust after me?
"Love Story" (piano) - Beethoven
<ohhh...probably not. This is such a sad song anyway~>

5. How can I make myself happy?
"Paganini Caprice No" - Yoyo Ma
<in short, hindi ko alam, kasi di ko maintindihan, ganun?>

6. What should I do with my life?
"Ano Hi" (instrumental) - WaT
<bee happy? *jollibee gesture*>

7. Will I ever have children?
"Yearning" - Nana OST
<the hell?!>

8. What is some good advice for me?
"Simple and Clean" (orchestra version) - Nabuo Uematsu
<Alam ko marami na akong lumot sa utak~ sorry naman!>

9. What do I think my current theme song is?
"Aftermath" - Kimono
<of what?>

10. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
"In Sa" - Dong Bang Shin Ki
<ohhh...so true!>

11. What song will play at my funeral?
"I Love You" - Shin Hyesung cover performance
<thanks...my beloved friends!>

12. What is my day going to be like?
"Give Me A Reason" (piano) - Utada Hikaru
<I NEED ONE?!>

13. Why am I here?
"Naegae Ohneun Gil" - Sung Si Kyung
<whaaaat?>

14. What will people remember me for?
"Japanese Melodies" - Yoyo Ma
<I think I've established that! ^^)

15. What song will I get stuck in my head tomorrow?
"Hinahanap-hanap Kita" - Rivermaya
<oh come on! CJ that is for you! *heart*>

16. Are there people outside waiting to take me away?
"O - Jung Ban Hab" (Concert version) - Dong Bang Shin Ki
<shet...wala akong ginawang masama! wala!!!! >_<>

17. What will this year be all about?
"The Pianist" - The Pianist OST
<will I be a pianist finally???>

18 - If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream:
"Un Dia Normal" - Juanes
<I am being hunted by Spanish...tsk.>

19 - The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
"Hi Ya Ya" - Dong Bang Shin Ki
<napaka-genki naman nun!>

20 - Your message to the world:
"Want You Hear" - Loveholic
<yeah! hear me!>

21 - Your deepest secret:
"Cross Road" - Mr.Children
<awww~ ang drama...>

22 - Your innermost desire:
"Ambiguous" - Raine Yang
<hmmm...>

23 - Your oldest memory makes you think:
"I'm Not Okay" - My Chemical Romance
<I have a really miserable life...>

24 - Somewhere in your wedding vows, you'll include:
"A Light In the Black" (mix) - Gravitation TV OST
<poetic indeed!>

25 - When you wake up in the morning, you mutter:
"Ouran Concerto for Oboe, 2 horns, violin and string" - Ouran High School Host Club OST
<wtf?! ang haba naman niyan!>

26 - Right now, your feelings are:
"B.A.D" - Formula-17 OST
<geez...thank you soooo much.>

27 - The day you fall in love will be the day that:
"Stars (Sophie Muller Watermark)" - Switchfoot
<I don't resist same-sex attraction but I still hope for a PRINCE to come my way noh~/Maybe I'll see starts~ OMG! I hope I don't get dizzy or anything!>

28 - You scream during sex:
"My Lips...Like Warm Coffee" - S#arp
<NYAHAHAHA! LECHE! ANG LANDEEEE!>

29 - Your farewell message to the readers of this:
"Guilty Beauty Love" (Tamaki song) - Ouran High School Host Club OST
<oh yes.></sub>

_{*those in bold are my faves!*}

 

GYAAAH! it's 3 in the morning!!! I just finished the video project as a gift for my dad~ gosh I miss him...

 

 

Schindler's List is probably one of the best film, if not the best, of all times. I've been consistently moved by war films that it's making me think twice if I should just be a social worker to help be of aid to the world.

"Save one life, save the world"

It's heart breaking and hopefull.

When Oskar Schindler broke down and cry at the end, I knew the worst was over and the Jews are liberated off their burdens. In times of war, I guess in the Nazi regime, there was no time to cry. There was only fear or perhaps hopes that will make you survive the nightmare.

Truly a masterpiece.
I suddenly admired Steven Spielberg. ^^

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I started using my cyworld account and I'm very amused by it. It's like friendster, but of course its way cooler.

I really like the navigations. It has a SIM-like features and the image-editing tool is surely handy and cute~ wee~~~

and of course it has a journal too!

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Yuki has a terminal disease.

It's really sad. And the moment I heard of it, I felt like vomiting. Really.

I thought that it was a mere cold or dog fever, but it turns out that she is positive of a deadly disease. I forgot the term of it, but the vet informed us that there is little chance of her to recover. If Yuki doesn't fight it, then she'll crumble before our very eyes. It starts with a cold, then weakening of the immune system until the virus destroys her veins and she's gone. There will be moments of collapsing and seizures.

I hope she survives it.

Yuki hwaiting!!!

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Cryptic

Who would not love beef? and Royalty?

beef + Royalty = love.

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Belated Happy birthday

MAMOY!!!

(July 18)

 

_{My mommy dearest. Stay oh so very cute and youthful. I hope you live long to see me actually get a man instead of giggling with you in front of the TV screen.}

wab yu!

 

_{Hindi sapat na bumagsak ka lang.}

_{Kailangan kang masaktan.}

_{Para mapilitang tumayo}

_{At bawiin ang pangalan mo.}

_{Walang halong biro.}

_{Ito ang sasagip sa iyo.}

This is what's been happening to my life as of this period. I get lazy... gets a low grade as a consequence. I get really sick of my self, then I redeem myself by getting a very good grade.

It's not bad to trip and fall once and a while, but I hope I don't make it a habbit of just redeeming myself. I hope to stay where I am, in that high place where people can proudly look at me.