miyuchi

My eyes hurt and I feel heavy.
I feel so sorry for my mom. We are have such a hardtime this year and it's not stoping yet.
I feel so useless because I don't know how to make her smile at times like those.
I hope my hugs have helped.

She's so kind to everybody, but some bastards can't just appreciate and reciprocate that.
How hateful.
I just have to argue with them myself. How dare they do that to my mom...


Now I feel sleepy and uncertain of myself again.

On a lighter note, I found a translation of the original BBS post on 2ch of the Train Man (Densha Otoko). I don't know about the novel, but maybe this will do.
(^^/)

miyuchi

I always want to grab hold of what I have presently. So yesterday, I did just that...

LTS Session 3 

    Since everybody was a little paranoid last week, our community service was cancelled. Yesterday, the usual unorganized meeting commenced. Nothing in particular happend. Really. Nothing happend. In short, it was a waste of time and effort. Can that program get anymore lively. Boy, was I happy!

grr.

    Just when Rachel (our leader) finally got hold of a video camera for our documentation, nothing happend. Next week is the Christmas Party, then we can all go on with our life and forget that LTS ever happend. Honestly, if I were given a choice, I'll chose the Tarlac site, then I can say that some "adventure" happend, and there's really more to tell than rants. Anyways, finally our group were completed. Of course I'm not included because I'm the one taking it. I'm the head and only member of the documentary committee. Well, sometimes Sharyn as my PA. ^^

_{(from top right to bottom) Adi, Alyssa, Fatima, Erica, (forgot her name!), criselda, Angelique (tama ba?), Sharyn, Carol, Rachel}

    Sharyn, Rachel and I went back to UST together to eat lunch and check the gallery of CFAD. Me and Sharyn were talking of piano pieces earlier that day and I happend to tell her of this month's gallery of CFAD. Mao told me that it was the Interior Departments exhibit and there is a piano available for playing. Since I am beginning to be a very big fan of classical piano music, and Sharyn knowing hoe to play, we decided to drop by. Unfortunately, when we got there, somebody else was playing so we just went around the exhibit. I saw Kzar there, a former classmate of mine, and told me that it was the third year students work. The place looked really enticing. I need to be a millionaire if I want that  type of  living room. The victorian and  Filipino motive was  indeed very different from one another in terms of style, but they shared the  beauty every culture posses and of course with the added touches of creativity by the students that handled it. Here are some pics:

    Me and Rachel went to the library to surf the net after Sharyn left. At around 3, I met up with Mao, Mary and Nel to change clothes and proceed to UP.

UP AME 2006

     It's December again and here come UP AME!!! I always enjoy UP's anime con. They are tons of fun. Cosplayers gets better everytime and more yaoi on stage! OH YEAH!

    We arive there, around four, I think. We met Aia at Jollibee Philcoa then rode the jeep to Bahay ng Alumni. It wasn't a shock for me to see lots of people outside, signing that there are mode inside. We paid the entrance fee, though I was a little disappointed because there was no ticket and a mere stamp will be your only identification. Walang remembrance. Anyways, the cosplay catwalk was starting already when we stepped inside. Mao talked finally with Ate Rhia (Progeny's vocalist), Mary searched for her friends, while Me, Nel and Aia watched the cosplay onstage. Sometimes I give my koi a glance, because the Laruku Asia Tour was playing on the Ongaku Society's player. Wai~ so cute.  ^^

    Later on, we moved to the side, close to the stage to do the usual fan-girlings and okray to the people on stage. I really loved to Majin-Bu and chibi Naruto! Those two melt my heart. They were extremely kawaii! To the higest level! Too bad I wasn't able to find them and take a picture. I would have loved that. Awww...

    We met more people along the way. Saw Rui and Setsuna, Kienne and Kaoru, Mary's friends whom I forgot their names~ but I think the other one is Mika, and she a classmate of mine in my basketball PE. Wow, small world! I suspected she was a fan of anime. She had those Naruto pins and keychains. Cool. ^^ Nothing more of a great deal happend I guess. Everytime there are yaoi skits, we scream like crazy, saw Emo boy without "Die" around. Take pictures of cosplayers, Nel buying the same book I have minus five hundred fifty of the original price which almost made my heart bled. That was traumatic. -_-" I swear, next time I attend a convention, I'll be loaded with money! I will! I'll buy alot! I MEAN IT!!! >_< GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR!!!!

    Okay fine, I know you're all waiting for the pics. Sorry if they are quite few this time, I'm not in the best mood to jump around to click click. But anyways, hope you'll enjoy. DOZO! 

   
Cosplayers

_{[GRAVITATION] That's Shuichi and Yuki. Okay~ I won't say anything...mean? But I'm happy that finaly! Somebody cosplayed a yaoi anime as a yaoi cosplay! GUYS! MEN! Guuuuureeeeeeytttoooo! The Yuki was okay, although he's not blonde. Oh well. Me and Mary was giggling all over with this two because everywhere they go, they were together, even after the ramp. Weee~ Goooosh. Look at that grip on the waist!!! GYAAAAH! XD They kissed ON STAGE! Damn it! I wasn't able to take that!}

_{[YU YU HAKUSHO] Karazu - first time I saw someone cosplay this character. Awww... I wish there was a Kurama cosplayer or the Wolf Form of Kurama, they would look HOT together. NAHAHAHA!!! yaoi pa rin.} 

_{[MEGAMAN] Megaman! He's a kid! And I think his brother cosplayed a BLEACH character. Their mom was there to support them. Aww... lucky!}

 
_{[TRINITY BLOOD] Kaoru and Kienne. I don't know who are the characters. I haven't watched the anime. Hehe... great costumes though! Sayang, costrip lang. Di umabot sa ramp!}

_{[GET BACKERS] Ban - wai!!! He's wafu, ha. Cool.}

 

 _{I look like a total dork! YAAAK!!! Anyways, super DOMO to Meewy, for asking one of the organizers to lend me that, what do you call that jacket, to take a picture. I really want one of those. Hehe... they are so fun to wear. I look like a japanese waiter. YEBAH!}

_{Wai~ my new plushie. Aia gave me this. DOMO poh! I'm still thinking of a name for him. hmm... any suggestions?}

And now, such great this Sunday is. Full of anger. I've anticipated it, anyhow. T_T 

miyuchi

Haaay~

Mahilig talaga mang-trip ang tadhana. O masyado bang mabigat ang word na "tadhana"? ah, basta ganun.

Hindi naman sa na-bore ako sa klase kanina na walang prof, medyo
nasayangan lang ako sa oras, kasi halos tatlong oras nanaman kaming
nagkakalokahan sa loob ng classroom. Okay yung mga ganung kalog
moments pero sana nalaan nalang yun sa akademya. Masyado kasing
mahaba yung break.

Bandang alas-dos ng pumunta na kaming Med Auditorium, kasama ang solid bading sisters at ibang kaklase. Annual Faculty Show nanaman kasi, at siyempre, bidang bida ang halimuyak na mga kauri namin! BONGGA!
Siyempre, Arts ang Letters ba naman eh, notorious kami sa third sex! Taray~ Ang hastle lang eh, isang oras nanaman kaming bangag sa pila, dahil alas-tres na sila nagpapasok. Mga hinayupak talaga, never pa naging punctual ang isang show sa mga ganyang event. tse! Eh sa ano pa bang magagawa kundi libangin ang sarili~ kumanta ng "tigidong tigidong tigidong" *lmao*, ang walang kasawaang picture dahil sa napaka bouncy naming resident photographer na si Yano, kumanta ng malakas bigla kahit wala sa key o magbasa ng libro, na siyang ginawa ko. Buti nalang nakakatuwa yung character sa "Catcher in the Rye" at medyo nababawasan ang buraot ko sa init ang bagot.

Sa awa ng Diyos, eh umusad din naman ang pila. Nakapasok nga kami pero wala namang upuan! Sa totoo lang, di naman issue yun eh, basta ba makita namin yung mga dapat makita eh solb na kami ng mga lola moh! Sa okasyong ito, hindi pwedeng di ko kasama si Lola K, kasi yan ang kasama ko sa paghiyaw at pang-okray sa mga taong mabibiktima sa harap! Sorry nalang sa mga nasa likod namin, dahil megaphone talaga ang bunganga namin. Karaniwang malaki ang boses ko, pero nababading din yung mga trabahador ko sa may voice box kaya tumitinis. Ever~

Dahil mabait uli si Lord, nakahagilap naman kami ng upuan kahit paano.
Siksikan to the max nalang, basta sama-sama ang mga bakla. Solb!~ Nagsimula na rin yung show at, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!! Putragis na mga bakla iyan! ka-insecure, eveeeer! Ang puputi, ang kikinis, ang se-sexy! Ay lintian na, sana naging bading na din ako! Nyahhahaha! Ang ganda ni Sir Satoqs, F na F ang silky straight hair ha! Siyempre, ang incomparabe beauty ng Lit prof turned Tina Turner na si Sir Galan; Ang ever poised na si Tito/Tita Sir Ferdie with a slith ng paldang talbog lahat ng beauty queen. Pucha, ang puti ng legs niya! take note ha, ang slith nya sa gitna, at hanggang taas ng hita yun! uhm~ landi ng lola mo! Talagang di mawawala
ang "I Will Survive" na kanta para sa mga divang bading~

Kamusta naman ang mga kafafahan! Nyahahah~ Grabeh, si Den-Den, pareho pa ring kaliwa ang paa, but nevertheless, cute. ^^ Si Ser Baccay na sa liit ang kawalang pagbabago sa expression na laging nakakaloko, eh ang cute cute din! Para lang siyang batang nauto para sumayaw sa entablado! Nyahahah! Basta, patay yang mga yan sa klase!
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! TORSO GUUUUUUUY!!!! You melt my
heart! Putragis ka! Hindi ko akalaing pagbibigyan mo ang pinapagpantasayahan na namin ng ilang linggo! GYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! YANO! Pahinging kopya nung pictures ha! pati yung video! Yumeeeeeh~ Siyet, ang kanta pa eh "Ever After" kaya may mga giling moments na
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Napapatalon talaga kami sa
tuwa ni Lola K! Pucha, naawa ko medyo kay Sharyn at Marie, pero di ko
ma-contain ang tuwa, kailangang AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! NYAAHAHAHAHAH!!!! XD XD Adeeeeeeeeeek. At my gosh, applaud talaga kay Sir Wigley, todo bigay sa giling ang lola mo! Total performance to the highest level! Walang mali, low kung low! Emote kung emote! Yeah! Shake that booty! NYAHAHAHAH! Ang adeeek kooooo~ *kilig* Paano nalang kung kumanta o sumayaw si CJ ko???? Siyeeet, ayaw~ ay HINDEE~ KAILANGAN! Bago ko grumadweyt, kailangan makita ko siya dun! WAAAAH, kaso feeling ko panghihinaan talaga ako eh. Baka di na ko maka-tayo sa panghihina at
kailanganing i-wheel chair! Todo ko kiligin dun, mas matindi pa kay Shining
Shimering Splendid! Ang cute kasi, ang macho, ang ganda ng boses,
matalino, may sense of humor, ang bango bango! Yung tipong mapapatingin ka talaga kasi humahalimuyak siya! Ganun! ang sarap niya panggigilan! BEBEH! MUAH! CJ, pa-kiss! Kala mo, one day, hahalayin kita! NYAHAHAHAH! Ang adek ko.

Sobrang gulo ng post ko, pero di pa ko tapos. HEHE. Sobrang worth it ang FS this year, kaso gabi na kaya umuwi na rin ako agad. Ang masama nga lang, nung napansin ko, nahulog yung dalawang pin ko na Hisoka at original na GLAY pin. T_T siyeeet. ganun ba, kelangan talaga may resbak? kaya pati yung krus ko, ba-bye Sayonara na! Hala~ sa dyip kanina may nakilala ko na girl, kasi nagpapatulong, nagkataon na pareho lang kami ng sakayan, kaya ayun, parang naging kaibigan ko pa. Kaso naghiwalay din kami sa sakayan ng dyip kasi Burgos siya, Guadalupe ako. As usual, trapik nanaman kaya nakatulog ako sa daan. Pagbaba ko, na-meet ko uli yung kaklase ko dati na si Marie Celle, after 5 years. Hehe. Nung pag-uwi ko ng bahay, sabi nya nakasalubong nya naman si Kim na kaklase namin dati, at kahapon, si JV at Jhed naman! Reunion na ba ito???

Waix.
Antok na ko~ kapagod.

miyuchi

Kung may automatic mind-writer nga lang eh siguradong puno na ang memory nun ngayon. Nakakainis na madalas nawawala yung magagandang ideya na naisusulat ko sana sa papel o nalalagay sa memory ng computer dahil alam kong may malaki at gago akong memory gap. Malala talaga, ulyanin talaga ako. Wala na kasi ako sa "peak of
emotion" kaya hindi ko sigurado kung maganda ang kalalabasan ng post na ito o puro ka ek-ekan ko lang. Yung kanina sana na kating-kati ako magbahagi ng pilosopiya sa buhay, kabaklaan o anuman. Bahala na nga kayong humusga...

Nanood ako, si Akie at Cheska ng pelikulang, "Kubrador" sa Conference Hall ng Engineering Building. Pelikung tampok ito ng "premier" film organization ng UST. Ayan, dahil sa biglang boom ng indie at digital films ay umusbong ang ganitong organisasyon. Wala naman akong reklamo dito, kaso lang, sana matagal na siyang naitatag. Siguradong marami naman ang sasali kahit hindi pa mainit ang paggawa ng pelikung digital. Sa kabilang banda ay masasabing napaka worth it ng pelikulang ito. Hindi man kilala ang mga nagsipag-ganap, liban kay Gina Pereño at dun sa artistang gumanap na "papa" as tatay ni Maxi sa "Ang Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros". Dumadami na kasi ang roles niya kahit sa TV, kaso di ko pa rin alam ang pangalan niya. Alam niyo kung anong pinaka nagustuhan ko sa pelikulang ito? Yung script. Mahal na mahal ko ang mga aktor na
kayang mag-mistulang walang camera sa harap nila kapag nagbibitiw ng salita. Yung tipong pati yung mga sobrang karaniwang bato at reaksiyon ng mga taong tambay sa kanto eh naibabato ng epektibo sa eksena. Ang galing! Parang di "scripted". Pati yung facial expressions, sobrang natural. Ang galing-galing talaga! Parang yung mgagumanap ang napuri ko, pero alam kong kasama sa script yan, uy! Isa pa ay ang detalyadong elemento at impormasyon na bumubuo sa istorya ng Kubrador, ang JUETENG. Hindi ko alam kung gaano kalaki at binibilang ang kita mo dito, pero mas malaki ang kikitain mo kaysa sa sugal sa basketball o mas kilalang "ENDING". Sobrang hanga talaga ako sa tiyaga nila na malaman ang kahit maliliit ng bagay na ito para sa ikagaganda ng pelikula.

Pagtapos ng palabas ay nagkaroon ng isang maliit na diskusyon ukol sa pelikula. Bukas ang mikropono sa kahit anumang tanong. Natutukso kami ni Cheska na magtanong pero naunahan kami ng takot. Sayang talaga. Tiklop nanaman ang bandila ng Lit. Ewan ko, pero gusto ko sana talaga magtanong, ang problema lang, yung anxiety ko eh nagka-epekto na sa pisikal na lagay ko. Nanginginig yung mga muscle ko, pramis. Di ko siya mapigilan. Alam niyo yung panginginig sa loob, parang pinapahanginan ka ng basa kaya malamig? Ganun. Kaya, wala. Na-wrap up na yung questions eh nasa upuan pa rin kami. Haaay. Kelan ko ba maaalis sa sistema ko ang pagiging duwag?! Ang sabi nga ni Sir Mabahague, you have to be exposed to your fears to overcome them. Tama nga naman. Pero it takes time...

Sa pakikinig ko rin ng mga komento mula sa audience at script writer ng pelikula kasama ang script consultant ay nabuo nanaman sa akin ang pagnanais na magsulat ng malaya. Hindi ko alam kung saang stage ako ng buhay ko ngayon. Basta alam ko, insecure ako. Dahil hindi ako kasing galing ng iba sa technical writing. Maganda ang malaki ang tiwala sa sarili, pero inaamin ko na marami din akong pagdududa sa kakayahan ko. At iyon ang kahinaan ko at pumipigil sa pagsusulat. Takot ako sa kritisismo, pero hinahanda ko na ang sarili ko sa mga ito, dahil kahit kailan ay hindi ko ito matatakasan, hahabulin nila ako, gustuhin ko man o hinde. Nami-miss ko na yung sobrang sarap na pakiramdam matapos ang isang istorya o kahit isang chapter ng fanfic. Yung tipong limang oras ka ng nakayuko at nanginginig na yung kamay mo sa pagod at nagsusugat na rin yung kalyo mo sa daliri pero di mo mapigilan ang agos ng ideya kaya't hinamak mo na ang kahit anong pisikal na limitasyon mai-tinta lang ang nais mong i-kwento. Yung tipong napapabuntong hininga ka nalang ng alas-tres ng madaling araw dahil matutulog ka palang, matapos ang isang laban sa mga letra. Haaay. Oo, nami-miss ko na yun. Kaya di ako nakapasa sa Dapitan eh, di pa rin ako sigurado sa sarili ko. Baka hindi pa panahon, ewan. Ang sabi ni Manong script writer ay kailangan magpaka-totoo ka sa sarili mo. Ang isulat mong istorya ay ang istorya ng mundo mo. Halimbawa, mahirap ka, e di ang kalagayan ng mga taong mahirap ang isulat mo, dahil dun ka exposed, at mas mailalabas mo ang tunay na damdamin ng mundong ito, dahil nagmula ka rito, at dama mo ang kasiyahan o kalungkutan sa pagtira sa mundo na ito. Experience. Experience is the best teacher ika nga. Oo, yun ang aim ko ngayon. Pero there is such thing as "Vicarious experience", yung hinihiram mo ang experience ng iba para sa pansariling kaalaman. Ang sabi naman kasi ng Jaques Derida, kung siya man yon, eh kahit anong salita na sabihin sa atin ay bahagi na ng buhay natin. Eh di gawin mong monologo pa yun, experience na iyon para sa ibang tao. Gets ba? Kaya nga importante ang research sa mga writer, dahil doon nila nakukuha ang mga impormasyon na kailangan. Basa, interbyu o anuman. Kailangan well-balance ang impormasyon at elemento ng istorya. Sa opinyon ko kasi ngayon, mas gusto ko na maranasan ito ng personal. Sa pananaw ko kasi, mas tunay ang lalabas ng emosyon sa sinusulat mo kung mula sa sarili mong experience iyon. Mahirap kasi mag-rely sa text lang, para sa kin ay the best talaga ang experience. Ang sabi naman ni Sir Consultant eh kailangan passionate ka sa ginagawa mo. Kahit mahirap, gagawin mo, for the love of it. Yes, wala ata ko nun. Sheeeet.

Ang diskurso naming tatlo ay umabot sa CR ng girls. Habang nakikinig kasi ako, may mga konsepto na pumapasok sa isip ko. Ang sarap talaga na natututo ng iba't-ibang bagay~ di tulad ng mga close-minded na mga tao. Tulad ng teacher ko sa Theo. Hindi ko alam kung pwede bang pagsabayin ang pagiging open-minded at solid belief sa isang bagay. Siguro sa ibang aspeto, pero...paki-tama nalang ako kung mali. Wala kasing silbi na makipag-debate ka sa isang close-minded na tao, dahil nga hindi niya bubuksan ang isip niya sa notion mo. Mabi-bwisit ka lang at pipilitin niyang lagyan ng tuldok ang usapan. Hanga rin naman ako sa mga taong malakas talaga ang paniniwala, dahil hindi madaling mabuwag ang pananampalataya. Mapa-Diyos man ito o sa ibang bagay. Kapag ganun kasi, hindi ka na malilito, masaya ka na dahil iisa lang ang reyalidad mo, at
yun na iyon. Sa parteng ito ng pagsusulat ko ay naisip ko na tama nga si Plato. Yung mga taong ito ay ang mga "Prisoners" sa allegory of the Cave. Tanging ang shadow lang sa dingding na gawa ng apoy na hindi nila nakikita ang alam nila. Dahil hindi rin naman sila nakakagalaw at iyon lang ang nakikita nila. Hindi nila alam na may gumagawa nito at may daan pa palabas kung saan makikita nila ang liwanag. Ang liwanag na ito ay ang kaalaman. Shet, nag fi-philo na ako ha! Sa kabilang banda ay medyo
nakaka-frustrate din yung madami kang nalalaman at bukas ang isip mo. Kasi kahit anong panahon ay maaring magbago ang pinaniniwalaan mo, tapos mawawala ka nanaman. Nasasabi ko ito dahil yun ang nangyayari sa akin. O diba, through experience?

Dahil sa nasabi ko na rin ang mga ito, dadaldal pa ako ng iba pang pilosopiya. Post-modern ang ganitong pag-iisip, pero gusto kong mag-standing ovation sa sinabi kanina ng guro namin sa RC, na si Sir Mabahague. Nasa usapan kami, siyempre kay Rizal. Tinanong kasi ni Lambert ang tungkol sa pagiging Kristiyano ni Rizal. Krisiyano pa rin naman talaga si Rizal hanggang sa mamatay siya. Yun nga lang, excommunicated siya ng simbahan. Sabi ni Sir, hindi lang naman sa simbahan nakasalalay ang pananampalataya mo, kaya bakit mo kailangan ipag-kait ang sarili mo sa relihiyon mo, o sa Diyos? Sabi niya pa, ang relasyon natin sa Diyos ang pinaka-mahalaga, dahil transcendental ito. Ang simbahan at mga batas nito ay gawa lamang ng tao, kaya't alisin ka man nila sa aninong iyon, ay maari ka pa ring maniwala sa Diyos. Practice your belief and your promise
to him. Sa lahat ng ito, sumang-ayon ako. Sobra. Lilinawin ko lang sa parte ng buhay ni Rizal, hindi ang simbahan ang nagkait kay Rizal, kung 'di ang mga prayle na nang-abuso sa kapangyarihang sakop nila. Dahil noon ay ginagawa pa tayong mang-mang, kaya kapag nambastos ka ng prayle at binastos mo na ang buong simbahan sa baranggay niyo hanggang Roma at langgit. Tindi no?

Gusto kong pag-aralan ang Post-modernism at Deconstructionism (kung di nga lang ako tinatamad). Kasi parang nagaganun na ako. Naniniwala nga ako na Truth is Relative. Para sa akin, totoo yan. At hinahanapan ko ng butas ang bawat bagay nalang. Gusto kong mabuwag ang mga konseptong sinemento ng dikta ng lipunan. Na ang babae ay ganyan o ganyan. Na ang
lalake ay ganyan o ganyan. Na ang bading at tomboy ay di tanggap ng Diyos. Mga ganyan. Na ang ganito ay hanggang dito lang dahil sabi sa history na ganyan ganun. Buwagin lahat ng conventions at baguhin ang stereotyping! Shet, ang isa sa karakter ng pagiging Anti-Social ko ay nangingibabaw na. Deviant. See? Ang mga tao na gustong kumawala sa norms ay may label na! Pero tao lang naman ang nagsabi nun. Ewan~

Tama nga nga muna, baka mag-umpisa pa ko sa rants ko sa gobyerno, umabot na ko ng pasko!

Maligayang bakasyon nga pala mga tao dyan~ yoohoo~
Ja ne~~~

Pahabol!
Ang konsepto ko nga (na nabanggit ko) pala ay batay sa sinabi ni Sir Consultant at guro namin sa Asian History na si Sir Baron. Maraming salamat po! Akie, ayan ha, unang ambag ko!

miyuchi

I'm not.

HAHA !

It's around four in the morning and I'm loving the midnight breeze (I hope the chills are not anything supernatural or Im dashing for the covers! >_< ) . I should be doing my minor literary essay for Fiction, but...I'm still not up for it. I need more pleasure (and pressure) to push myself. It's my first time writing a literary essay, and idiotically, only until this sem did I found out that such a thing exist! Haha! Sometimes I'm impressed of my own stupidity.

I actually wanted to go home early yesterday afternoon, but since I've spared an hour chatting with Mark, I thought that I'll be impulsive. I unexpectedly saw Mao passing by the jeep that I was in and called out to her. She impulsively (Sorry Kabigting~) left her classmate and sat beside me. Mao mentioned that she needs to get home immediately and ask her mom to go to Glorietta with her. I asked why and got reminded that it's Kwon Sang Woo day!!! If you don't know the guy, he's more popularly known as Cholo of Stairway to Heaven aired on GMA last year (?). No ring? Gaaaah, leave it be. There's such thing as Google, pare. Anyways, I asked her if she wants to go there with me, impulsively (and in exitement), I paid for the jeepney fare and abode the bus to Ayala at Quiapo.

Well, there was alot of people by the time we arrived at the Activity Center, and it was alot of effort to find a so-so spot just to see that face. The host was Samy Oh of Rated O! in ETC Channel. Gyah, I didn't know she's Korean. As usual, very energetic and was Kwon Sang Woo's interpreter that day. There was some choral singing first then when Samy showed up, I knew "Cholo" is just a minute away~ and there he was....

GYAAAAAAA!!!!!

amfafafaaaaaa!!!!! makalaglag-panty talaga ang ka-wafuhan naman eh~

He's really really handsome. Really. I swear. Have I said he's really handsome? Hehe. Even from the distance of our spot to the stage, you can see his face as to be that flawless. Oh well, I guess that makes him a model of a face product's shop. You know what you'll like about him the most is, he looks so friendly and approachable. His smile is something to kill for. He had some colds today, which, in my evil mind, made him look really cute. Yeeee~ Now, I'm not really a fan of Kwon Sang Woo the person, but I like him as an actor. He's very versatile and he does not settle on the same role over and over again. Now, I'm considering (and hopefully, praying desperately) the possibility of Lee Jun-ki visiting here, I mean in public! He's been here, in Boracay (duh) and Intramuros, I think. If they will ever need a replacement for Kwon for The Face Shop, then Jun-ki is the best bet. He's got a pretty face, fair skin and flawless. Metrosexual to say. Haha! Then make an Asian Tour so we can dash to Glorietta with our Three thousand pesos, for a meet and greet (and hug and kiss and...) opportunity! Gyaaaaah~

Too bad I didn't bring my camera with me, so no pics. Let me just leave you with his picture, anyway. And maybe after this, I can bleed on the bloody essay.

credits to google image!!!

_{This is the official picture for The Face Shop}

_{Another addvertisement?}

_{Ze muszlezzz... mmm...}

_Nyhihi..

I rest my case~

miyuchi

Paskuhan 2006

Sorry for the late report on the Paskuhan. Well, noting really eventful happened that day. But I had a lot of fun with my friends and on my first Christmas Party in college. I know it sounds a little too childish, but yeah, I did love it. ^^

With now a better president and a wiser adviser, the Lit class had their first Christmas Party! *rain claps* I’m not in a very good mood to narrate but let me highlight the events in bullet form:

• Some where in uniform, some where in street clothes (including me ^^)
• The party started around 12:30-1:00 in the afternoon
• There was a lot of food and our birthday girl got a rain of Happy Birthdays~

(Belated Happy 18^th Birthday 

Paskuhan

Sorry for the late report on the Paskuhan. Well, noting really eventful happened that day. But I had a lot of fun with my friends and on my first Christmas Party in college. I know it sounds a little too childish, but yeah, I did love it. ^^

With now a better president and a wiser adviser, the Lit class had their first Christmas Party! *rain claps* I’m not in a very good mood to narrate but let me highlight the events in bullet form:

• Some where in uniform, some where in street clothes (including me ^^)
• The party started around 12:30-1:00 in the afternoon
• There was a lot of food and our birthday girl got a rain of Happy Birthdays~

(Belated Happy 18^th Birthday Tina~ and thanks so much for the food)

• We had games like stop dance/paper dance (where I dance like a total lunatic, and Marita as my witness, I was bouncy as hell), Sasara ang Bulaklak-Bubuka ang Bulakla, Doctor Quack-Quack and other youthful games that’s good for the heart.
• Prayer lead by K-Ann
• Stampede for food~ (we were all really starving)
• Intermission numbers by Roxy and Albert, Jane and Carol and Hanz and Albert whom covered “Summer Parade” by Depapepe (GYAAAAH!!!! Fan nyo na koooo! Of course they did not covered it like the original, pero pwede~ galeeeng.)
• Yaoi and more yaoi~ courtesy of our resident pretty boys (nyeheheh! Ngiti naman dyan oh~ V^^V) and more giggling by the yaoi fangirls lead by yours truly, the Empress (now I’m getting way full of myself XD)
• Exchanging of gifts. I gave mine to Roxy and I got my gift from Miguchi. ^^ Domo~
• Miss Soriano and Leo (the comeback of a slimmer man-bitch~ Nyahaha! Love ya, Yova~) arrived
• An Audio-Video presentation of “Memories: A Lost Episode” by Kevin (tama ba? Gyaaaah~ kahit mukha akong autistic sa mga pics ko okay lang. T_T it has been a nostalgic reminiscing of the semesters it has been…ows? Parang tumawa lang tayo ng tumawa eh! Hehe~ thanks Kevin! Yaoi ko ha~)
• UWIAN NA!!!
• Special mention to Chesuki for the book! Although a journey down to hell is a little eyebrow twitching, I still appreciate it very much. You know my taste, you little devil, you… sa January na nga pala ang mga regalo niyo mga lolo’t lola! Ala pang anda~

- yung mga pictures ha! I-upload!-

The rest of our classmates have went ahead but some of us stayed behind to take advantage of our classroom a few hours more only to goof around and take eccentric pics of ourselves of course. Later on the Paskuhan, we were all properly dressed (except yung isa dun~ *wink* ^^V) to wait for the ever late diva, Akie. A little later the fireworks started and people started to run for their lives!!! AAAAAAAAHHHH! *Cough* no, that’s me exaggerating. Well, we had to run to see the fireworks atleast from the post office. It would have been a better view in the main field, but I guess that would do. It wasn’t as long as last year, but let’s settle for what the university can offer. We waited a little more for Akie but later abandon the waiting for the line to Wendy’s. Argh. Not the best choice. Heck, I want to appreciate the food, I really do. But I can’t. Whenever I think that there were better choices. Eating in the grasses of Lover’s Lane wasn’t so bad. Somebody arrived and the yaoi tandem was reunited~ YEHEY~ more giddy feeling. XD We moved to the Fountain of Wisdmo to wait for Mao, but only until 9 pass did I got a phone call from Nel that he’ll pick me up. I hanged-out a little with Mao, Mary and Nel and watched the bands performing. Urbandub was there, so pretty cool. Spongecola too, but I’ve lost interest in them a long time ago. A little later the Paskuhan ended. Mao and me bid Mary and Nel bye-bye and checked at the fountain if my classmates are still there. we waited until K-Ann, Mark, Miguel and Pam arrived so I can say my goodbye and Christmas greeting but it turned to be an okray moment. Nyeheheh. Yeah I have a really mean mouth, well so do you! NYAHAHAHA!

Merry Chirstmas Minna! And may we all receive lots of money and be damn happy for once in our sad lives!  Happy New year na din~~~

(Pictures to be uploaded. SOON!)

(Rant: This is a re-written post. My fucking notepad stopped responding so my “better-peak-of-emotion-written-post” got trashed. Argh!!!! >_<

The Ring Finger Falls Silent

GYAAAAH!!!!

(A few seconds after talking with Mao about yaoi~ mind not properly functioning for a descent descriptive narrative.)

Oh please! I beg Satoru Kannagi-sama to release a fourth installment of Only the Ring Finger Knows Novels! I started reading it (The Ring Finger Falls Silent vol.3 of Only the Ring Finger Knows novel) Thursday night and finished this morning with a lovely and sweet feeling of innocent love shared by two pure hearted boys in bloom of their relationship. Anybody whom has read the manga and has treasured the story, I recommend continue reading the novel. It is in the novels that the relationship of Wataru Fujii and Kazuki Yuichi bloomed in it’s fullest. Enduring the pain and circumstances of hiding their relationship from society. Their struggle against jealousy, personal issues and family has only made their bond even stronger than ever.

Of course, if they ever want to release a graphic version of the previous novels in graces of the really talented Hotaru Odagiri-sama that brought to life the beautiful boys of Kannagi-sama. Even Shoei and Asaka was beautiful! *Nosebleed* Haha! I laughed when I read Kannagi-sama’s notes in the end of the book about Shoei. She said that she regretted a little that she made Shoei as a family man, where he could’ve been declared the “ultimate Seme”. Indeed. He and Asaka was beaming with yaoi aura! AAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

I want to read the rest of the novels, so Mao-sama! YOHOOOOOO~ nyehehehe.

*Sigh* makapag-linis na nga ng bahay~

miyuchi

So much for the anticipation. Well, I guess for us non-toy collector, Toycon today was a little disappointing. Specially when I found out the 30 pesos was for nothing! gyaaaaaaR! >_< Me and Mao actually just wanted to see the cosplay walk, that's it. So there's really a few pics to show. I was kind of lazy taking pictures from my spot, and in those ranges that I feel sorry for my innocent camera. T_T

_{Seigaku Team. Gyar. Kaoru almost didn't fit in the screen!} 

_{Star Wars. I took this shot randomly. Well, our spot outside was a lot comfier inside.}

 
_{Peter Pan. This is for you Miguchi! Hehe.}

_{Trinity Blood. KiennexKaoru pairing. Hehe. I dunno their characters. But they're always nice to spot on conventions. ^^}

 
_{Mao with Ryoma of the Seigaku Team. We wanted his picture since Ame and atlast we pulled it off! Yepee~ ahaha! mas matangkad sya sayo!}

It was a day driven by yaoi goodness so I wasn't that sad. Mao was there with me so it was fun! Sheesh. Would we ever be out of the pic?! na-aaaah~

_{Killing time outside Megatrade 3, spotting yaoi pairs and enjoying regular sizes of Choco Mint Zagu. Boy that Zagu has ALOT of Choco Mint, swear.}

We actually roam around the gallery area to look at one of the exhibits by Mao's prof, "Sir Wes". I think he's really cool and he's one of the few CFAD profs I've met that is actually friendly. ^^

_{Destruction. One ofhis works. Incredible. I was an immediate fan.}

 We went home around 7, because we're both preserving our heads for next events. I parted ways with Mao in Boni and walked my way to our house. I arrived with Tita and Nanay greeting me. Oniichan told me yesterday that the package from Dad has arrived already. As usual, alot of chocolates and other imported groceries. This time I recieved some shirts, a Nike rubber shoes and my Electronic Dictionary!!!! Weee~ I've been waiting for it!

It's a Franklin Merriam-Webster dictionary so that should do. Yeee~ I've been requesting for this since the beggining of the year and finally... Of course it's not as great as BJ's but I'm proud that I finally have my own now. ^^ Now the following gift just made me shook my head in surprise.

_{Purr-chan. I can't think of a better name. Suggestion please. It's one of my dad's gift and I was the only one who got one. Even my younger niece doesn't have one! Oh well, I guess I'll forever be a little girl for my dad. Now Purr-chan is my first cat and I don't know what to do with him...}

Gaaaaah. Death Note movie download is complete! Weee~ Shall churvaness now!