Manalo sana ang USTE!!!! GOOO USTEEEE!!!!

*now back to your regular programming. Thank you.*

oo buhay pa ko...

hahaha.

Ano ba ginagawa ko...wala..surf sa youtube.yaoi. malamang. ARASHI. yes.

 download ng malalaking files kasi meh DSL na sa bahay! yehey~

 at may mga kanta na ko ni Gary Granada!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nyahahahahahaha!!!! Madameeeeeh!!!!!

 ayun lang.

 

lang kwenta. sem break na. gusto ko ng pera.

mga mahal ko anime friends, see you sa komikon. 

 

Before anything else, OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU to my classmate Kevin!!!

Nawa’y pagpalain ka ng Diyos sa iyong bagong tagpong pag-ibig, dahil kailangan mo yan pare. Alam kong dasal mo yan gabi-gabi. Tama na ang lamayan! Magtapat ka na!!! Nyahahaha!!!! Jokes lang!

 

Well…that’s a pretty lively intro…demo…

 

I’M DISAPPOINTED.

T_T

 

My heart feels very heavy right now and I don’t like this feeling.

Maybe because I expected too much, even though I know high expectations always lead to disappointments.

I can understand the situations, but…maybe it’s the timing.

Yes, maybe that’s it.

That’s it.

 

Sigh

 

I’m not in the position to complain, furthermore to demand. That’s asking too much.

Well, look on the bright side of things. No school for 3 weeks. This coming Saturday is another hopefully fun-filled convention. And when I mean “fun-filled” I mean the “Y” word. Wink

 

Hmm…I miss posting here. Maybe this is the time to renovate the look of this page. I know, I know I’ve said that a lame thousand times, but since I’m graced with this much free time, I think I can lend the efforts for Rewrite as much. Hmm, let me include Wrecking Society with that. I’ll be posting some new deviations in my devart too. I promise to post some literary works. I’ve been into too much photography and I’ve been neglecting my writing, that’s bad. I should be a responsible Lit major.

 

The last word creeps me out.

As if I’m not suited to carry it in my identity. Until now I’m still confused which career to take. Still not doing anything about it so there’s no progress at all. The sad thing about it is I know my mistakes, I’m aware of the habits I should abandon and the attitude I should change, but I do nothing. It’s as if I don’t even care. I WANT TO CARE. I just don’t know how and where to start. I know people have an initial impression of me as a toughie, but I do carry these thoughts. Every single day.

 

Haha. And the karma may strike back at me and ask, “Why should we care?”

I ask the same question myself.

 

Watching Ouran High School Host Club thought me two things: That I am an Egoist and being true to yourself is a form of strength.

Maybe I can see a partial of myself with Kyoya Ohtori character. We are both conceited, loves money, and the thing that shocked me most is a realization I got from him. We love getting benefits from other people. As long as we get our share, we cling. It’s always a give and take relationship.

 

The Law of Equivalent Trade seems to apply especially in my case. I rarely make sacrifices, and if I do, at the end I do get something in return, so it’s the same thing. I’ve always known that I am the materialistic-type. I know that’s a sin, but that composes my happiness. That’s why sometimes I get disappointed with people whom cannot give my something in return, not necessarily a thing, because I expect people to act the same towards me. I usually forget that I can’t always have what I want from people.

 

Selfish, selfish me. And now I’m starting to act like a brat at home. Maybe I got tired of always obeying or being the mature one who always have to understand and give chances. Let’s turn the table for a while, ne?

 

Tamaki Suoh, the president of Ouran Host Club, once said that being your self is a form of strength. Tama nga naman. When you are just YOU, we’re free from contradictions, internally or externally speaking. We have more confidence to face the world and we don’t have to care about the judges of others. This way we achieve individuality and learn to be independent.

 

So you see parents, Anime is educational. It’s not just moving drawings, we learn valuable lessons in life we can never scheme in textbooks. Amen.

 

Maybe I can stop here.

Maybe I can start here.

Let’s face tomorrow with a smiling face under the clear blue sky.

 

I'm going to bother you guys...

AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

fucking connection!!! what the hell's wrong with you?! DSL ka ba?!

sigh

fine, i'll WAIT. get to work! faaaasterrr, please, i'm on the verge of dying here.

in case somebody is asking, i'm slaving our modem.

i've downloaded a lot videos lately.

movies: Formula-17 [di pa tapos kasi yung letcheng 3rd splitted file eh inactive yung link!], Tokyo Tower, Crying Out Love in the Center of the World, Blue Spring

dorama: Antique Cake Store [eps. 1-3], Yasha [ep.1]

anime: Shiritsu Araiso Koutougakkou Seitokai Shikkoubu [Ep 01], Kimera

...parehong yaoi. exept for Kimera. ewan, di naman eh. babae yun eh. eeeee~

and siyempre some other fun stuffs like PVs and interviews. nakajers, siyempre mga alaga ni Manong Johnny, noh!

Soundtracks: Ouran High School Host Club OST 1 + Bonus CD, NANA OST, Gokusen OST

... some other mp3s of Depapepe, BoA, Utada Hikaru, Gary Granada...random music.

Since it's still 29% away... i think i'll have some quizzy~

Weee? andami kong DIE!!! ownoooos! Shinya~ wee~ sabi ko na, in the end kami din. XD

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! bad result. i'm not fond of kaoru... boooring.

Of course, this is a post intended almost a week ago, but since PLDT is doing a shitty snail-like job repairing our line that’s been a month dead already, I have to fly over to my dad’s house to use the net. Gyar.

 
First and foremost, Belated Happy Birthday to AIA!!!

 

à I’m sorry for the delayed gift. I’ll deliver it to your house as soon as possible!

 

09.21.06

Family bonding…

I went over at Boni Thursday and decided to stay until Saturday for the convention. We talked to my dad mainly over the net, whom is in the states right now. It was fun, especially when we’re all together like that. I’d love to stay longer and wait to burn my downloaded files but I was already in a hurry because I was running late for the designated time my friends and I decided.

 

Komikon 2006

After some disgusting flirtatious attempts by some creatures in the bus, which I avoided calmly, I was the first one to arrive in Jollibee, Philcoa. Sabi ko na dapat nagpa-late ako eh…na-burn ko sana yung BL game…putek! After a while Mary arrived, then Mao and Aia.

For a while, we were sharing stories and laughing, unaware of the peril that would occur later…

Upon arriving in the UP Bahay ng Alumni, Aia noted her wallet is missing. I thought that maybe she just misplaced it or something, but soon we were running back to the road we walked to, in hopes that she just dropped it. Unfortunately, it was nowhere to be found in the area, it was too late. We we’re formulating conclusions that perhaps she was robbed, she dropped it inside the jeep, or the three guys behind us saw it but kept shut about it. I’m really sorry for those three if ever you’ll be able to read this, you can’t blame us. We were in a state of oblivion inside the huge UP campus and speculating. We are really sorry.

 
We tried hard to retrieve it, put prayers and efforts didn’t work. I feel so sorry for Aia because it was her birthday, and I feel guilty because I was beside her, the big-mouthed girl who was all giggling, announcing Aia’s cash amount. And I was the one who noticed too late that her bag is open. The thief must have thanked me a lot for that. Shit. I hope he rots in hell!!!

We decided to go to Ongaku instead. Thanks a million to Nel who lended us money. Maasahan ka talaga fafa!

Anyways, some pics I was able to capture inside Komikon when I was searching for the three guys behind us to “interrogate”.

 

We arrived in Ahoy There! Disco Bar at Timog where the event took place around 6 already, I think. As expected, there were a lot of piercings, black, leather, chains and more beyond the normal local fashion. We were paying for the tickets when Ate Kat arrived and the colors Mary least expected to see in a J-rock event. Sorry Mewwy. Yes, I know it was eyestrain and if you were animated, you would literally melt right then and there.

 

After getting our tickets, we immediately went to the bathroom to accommodate Mao with her costume. Yes, my best friend made her cosplay debut last night. Of course, with the assistance of a veteran, Ate Kat, whom looked younger than most of us and surprisingly is the same age as me! Mao is Kanon, while Ate Kat is Bou, both from the visual kei band Antique Café (An Cafe).

After all the dressing up, eyeliners, foundation, wigs and hair sprays, we settled ourselves somewhere at the back. It was a good spot, but it could have been better if the air condition was a little higher. Oh yeah! Kienne, Akki and Che were there too!

 

 

Then a little later I met Jiro and candymagic (tama ba? sorry di ko maalala name mo! T_T) 

 

 
Akki’s friends who danced as an opening performance. I was taken back when Jiro suddenly said she knows me, because I can’t really remember who she is! Then she said that she’s my LJ friend and the thought finally registered to me. So she’s the Jiro17 that added me! Hehe…Jiro, Yoroshiku! Sorry ngayon mo lang ‘to nabasa kasi walang net sa bahay ngayon lang naka-update! At salamat sa Diyos na JE fans din kayo! Hihihi! Sana makasama ko kayo uli minsan!

 

Uhmm…of course there were bands like:

_{[Free Beer]}

 

 

_[3dayTrial]

 

_{[Xeven : Thursday]}

 

_{[New Fallen Snow]}

 

_[NEOtaku]

 

_[tRANCE]

 

_[Progeny]

 

_[Do'Ahou]

 

I really enjoyed the line-up of songs that the band performed. Because not only jrock or jpop songs were presented, but also local OPM hits, which is actually the theme of this year's Ongaku. I think this is a great theme because you have to acknowledge your roots, including the culture, before you idolize anything else. Half of the band line-up finished their stage when the cosplay proceeded. We were all routing for Mao because we know, especially me, what emotional, mental and physical challenge she went through with this. We were all going “Kanon! Kanon! Kanon!” but our ochibi is still shy even though her outfit is something to brag about. Attitude my friend, attitude! Di bale Mao, atleast na-experience mo na, ne? Ate Kat, being the veteran of them two suddenly grabbed her and did a little fan-service stunt, which made us “OHHHHHHHHH!!! OMG!” Nice. Well, Ancafe does have A LOT of fan-service. Yebah~ Other cosplayer included Malice Mizer (Gackt, Kami and Mana), Dir en Grey (Kaoru and Toshiya), Gackt (Redemption costume), __________ (I don’t know this character) and an original by Kuya Jhon. Uhm. Yeah.

_{[top to bottom] (unknown character but I think her name is Vyxen), Redemption Gackt, Malice Mizer Gackt, Kami(MM), Kaoru(DeG)}

 

 

An Cafe

 

Malice Mizer

 

 

Randomizer Micchie 

Just the things that I "saw" and "caught". Nyiheee~ there's one in every con. I love it.

_{Guitarist of 3DayTrial. Love the ears, pare. ^^}

 

_{This was actually beside our area. I don't know if they were for display or for sale. I surely want those Jacks as souvenier, although it has become so common nowadays...} 

 

_{Mary's hand. Those are true, authentic nails! Ang galing mag-alaga. So warning, don't EVER challenge her to a cat-fight. Talo kayo. XD}

 

_{NEOtaku. Well, when the vocalist approached their guitarist, I was anticipating some lovin'! I can't remember if they kissed (sa cheeks), if they did, YEEEEY! If not, there was the "yaoi tension", so all was good~}

 

_{Madilim ba? This was during the Orange and Lemons cover. They sang...what's that song, the one that they covered for APO. That. Nyhihihi...Kumpleto yan. Yakap, halik at palo sa hita! Ang halaaaay~}

Come' on! Mawawala ba kami????? DOZO~

 
_{Aia, Mary, Mao and Miyuchi}

_Aia

_{Aia and Miyuchi}

_{Mao and Miyuchi}

As usual, we weren’t able to finish it because we have to go home. It was getting late (for US, okay?) and I promised my mom I’ll be home by 11, so we weren’t able to hear the announcement of the cosplay winner nor watch the bands that followed, including Rotschreck! T_T huhuhu… but atleast we arrived home in peace. Mao and I assisted Aia to her house to tell her mom what happened, because as far as we’re concerned, we’re all in this together! Aia! Kaya mo yan! Sana payagan ka uli next con! Mangulit tayoooo…wala na kong hyper na ka-islaman! Because that was past 12 already, my mind provided me with the scene of my mom giving me a piece of her mind and telling me that was the last time too, but hell, she was smiling easily and I’m still alive and happy to report that there will be a next time for me~ weeee~

 

Next conventions:

 Hero
Toei Animations
Animax
Vanitea
UP Ame

 

Hopefully I’ll be able to cosplay in Ame. Really.

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wala akong bagsaaaaak!!!!

although marami paring tres, mas maigi na yun kaysa INC o singko, diba?

papakita ko pa ba mga grado ko....?

 sige na nga...

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ayan...kakahiya, pero ganyan talaga eh.

punta na ko ng skul para sa clearance at pre-enrollment. pucha tagilid ang pera ngayon, tagilid din ang second sem. EEK!