Entries for June, 2006

June 2nd, 2006

[the title is written in invisible ink. go figure]

According to the electronic billboard of Quiapo, it was 36 degrees outside around 12:30 in the afternoon.

I wouldn't speak much of my enrollment today. All I know is my friends left without me so I was total confusion about our schedule, PE, NSTP and fees all by my self. I could only rely on myself. Haay... buti nalang magaling ako. Halos magkanda loka na ko sa init ng araw tapos mag-aalala ka pa! Gawin mong equation yung mainit+traffic+nagmamadali ang = nya eh STRESS. Nako, kelangan ko yata ng isang banig na Stress tabs! Mukha na kong 58!!! HMP!

Ampuchang tuition yan oh! Ang laki ng tinaas! 34,000+ na ang tuition namin isang sem! Ay kay hirap na nga ng pera ngayon eh ganyan pah! Naku...emeepekto na ang malas ng Year of the Monkey putek, walang pera! Awanti anda! Ukininam!

Sa nakasama ko at ka-kwentuhan ko sa pila at sa Zagu moments, salamat kay pareng Nel! Yakitate!

At para naman dun sa manong drayber na nasakyan ko na I swear eh TAFT ang tingin ko sa jeep nya na lumiko sa KALAW, hayup! Mainit poh. Tirik na tirik yung araw. Yung pawis ko pwede ko ng ilako sa bote sa dami. Yung talampakan ko mapupunit na sa sakit dahil sa luma kong sapatos, tapos maglalakad pa ko mula KALAW hanggang PEDRO GIL! Ampuchanginangyanoh! Buti nalang talaga... optimistic ako at meh epekto pa si Makino ng Hana Yori Dango kaya medyo pagiti-ngiti pa pero... haaay... siyet. Ang hirap nga maging mahirap. Hirap rin mag-adjust. Tiis. Tiis lang. Sakripisyo. I feel it. Poverty. Gyah.

Anyways, salamat poh kay Aubrey for the new Doramas that you lended! Marathon uli!!! Weeee!!!

Siyet. Ampangit ng post na toh. Nakakatamad kasi mag-type eh. Next post about dorama. Bawi. 


Currently listening to: Daniel Beningfield - "Bad Day"
Currently reading: "The Concubine's Tatoo" by Laura John Rowland (w/ yaoi content!)
Currently watching: 1 Litre of Tears Eps.1
Currently feeling: drained
Posted by miyuchi at 12:37 AM in Life ekek | 2 shared

June 5th, 2006

Tanong lang...

*uupo sa isang tabi at mag-i-indian seat*

Sa kung sino man ang magbabasa sa post na 'to. Kung mayroong tatamaan at maiinis, pasensiya na po, magtatanong lang.

Kapag nakaupo kayo sa simbahan, anong pumapasok sa isip niyo? Anong una niyong ginagawa? Nagpupunta sa harap ng altar para lumuhod o mag -geniflect? Nag-sa-sign of the cross pagkasawsaw ng daliri sa holy water? O uupo lang kayo doon para hintayin ang kasama at tititigan ang pinto?

Hindi ako excempted sa mga gawain na iyan, aminado ako na hanggang ngayon, wala pa rin akong kwentang katoliko, kasi kahit buong buhay ko ng alam kung ano ang tama at apat na taon pa ako sa catholic school, nakakahiya man, ay parang wala man lang akong nasusunod sa mga intinuro sa akin. Marahil ay hindi ako mag-isa dahil, wala mang umamin, ay ganito tayong mga Pilipino. Hindi ako ng ge-generalize, pero karamihan sa atin ay tila nag-sisimba lamang dahil ito ay nakasanayan na. Ito kasi ang kinamulatan at ang tama sa religion practices. Ang sabi sa bibliya at naka-tala sa Sampung Utos.

Tanong lang... Kung tatanungin ka, gusto mo ba talaga ang nagsi-simba? Hindi lang yung dahil nakakapag-dasal ka, pero nakikinig at iniintindi mo ang sinasabi mula first reading hanggang sa mga dasal na sinasambit at kabisado mo. Alam mo ba kung patungkol saan ang salmo na minsang kinakanta o binabanggit ng ilang ulit at naka-flash sa projector?

Ilan kaya sa mga taong pumapasok ng simbahan ang nagdadasal para sa kaaway nila? Ilan kaya sa mga ito ang may-gustong mapabuti ang mga ito kaysa manalo sila sa kalaban?

Ilan kaya sa mga nagdadasal ay hindi talaga nag-dadasal kundi nakikisama lang sa nakararami? Ilan kaya ang pakitang-tao lang at akala mong naka-pikit para mukhang taimtim pero sumasaglit lang pala ng pahinga o idlip?

Nakakailang hikap kaya ang isang taong nagpupunta sa misa sa tuwi-tuwina? Ilan kaya ang tulog pagdating ng gospel?

Gano kadami kaya ang namimili ng paring papasukan nila dahil ito ay gwapo, hindi boring o mabilis mag-misa? Mayroong bang crowd favorite pagdating sa mga nagmimisang pari?

Ilan kaya sa kabataan ang nagsisimba lang para maki-tambay sa kabarkada nila o ginagawang hintayan ang 2nd floor ng kanilang girlfriend or boyfriend? 

Ilan kaya ang nakikinig pa sa mga sinasabi ng pari sa sermon? Ilang bahagi kaya ng mga nagsi-simba ang pinapakinggan talaga ang Salita ng Diyos? Ilan kaya ang iniisip na mas masarap pang makipag-kwentuhan kaysa makinig? Ilan kaya ang tulala tuwing may nag-sasalita sa harap o lumilipad ang isip? Sinu-sino ba ang mahilig tumitig sa isang bagay na akala mo ay nakikinig ng maiigi pero tulala lang pala?

Ilang bakla at tomboy kaya ang iniisip na masaya ang Diyos para sa kanila? Ilan kaya sa kanila ang iniisip na mali ang kasarian nila at nag-sisimba para humingi ng tawad? Ilan kaya ang nagde-demand na gawing ligal ang kasarian nila para siguradong makakapasok sa pinto ng kalangitan?

Ilang tao kaya ang nagdadasal para sa mahal nila sa buhay at kaibigan? Ilan kaya ang nagdadasal na manalo sa lotto at yumaman? Meron bang nagdadasal para sa mga hindi nila kaano-ano tulad ng mga batang pulubi?

May mga matatanda pa bang nagsisimba ng naka-belo? May silbi pa rin ba ang pasyon at novena? Taos ba sa puso ang paggawa nito o sadyang pinaniniwalaan lang epektibo at kinakailangan ng pagkakataon?

Sino ang ipokrito? Sino ang banal?

Sino KA sa kanila?

Sino AKO sa kanila?

Muli po, nagtatanong lang... 

Currently listening to: "Glamorous Sky" - Mika Nakashima as Nana
Currently reading: "The Concubine's Tatoo" by Laura John Rowland (w/ yaoi content!)
Currently watching: Goodluck (starring: Takuya Kimura_
Currently feeling: indescribable
Posted by miyuchi at 02:05 AM in Life ekek | 5 shared

June 9th, 2006

Dorama-thon!


It's a Dorama Speacial! 

Nyahaha... I've been watching alot of Japanese drama this summer so I think it's appropiate to share the love. All thanks to my good frien Aubrey for lending me most of them!

The Japanese drama or "Dorama"  unlike Western or the local drama here, have a standard number of episodes per title.I think the minimum episodes is 7 and the longest I've watched is 12 episodes. This way, they are following the plot and story without further changes. And this is what you'll love about dorama, they are short dramas but they deliver the clearest of message and every title gives us a moral lessons and values to live with.

Here are some of the dorama I've watched lately and including S.O.S although that's been a year ago. I'm sorry too for the last 3 dorama for not having a screen shot. I'll edit it next time!

 

1 Litre of Tears

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1 Litre of Tears is an inspiring story about a young girl's struggle with her incurable disease and her strength to go on with life and accept what the future will bring her.

This is based on a true story.

Ikeuchi Aya is a kind, smart and the type that also excels in sports with friends and a good family that surrounds her. One day, her mother noticed that she has been falling too often lately and brought her to the hospital for check-up. The diagnosis showed that Aya has an incurable disease called, Spinocerebellar Atrophy. This illness is a malfunction in the central nervous system that enables the motor nerves to send messages or actions to the muscles. Gradually she will start loosing balance until she cannot walk anymore. It will be difficult for her to hold heavy things and soon her ability to write will be disabled. Slowly her speaking will also be affected until she cannot pronounce any words or produce sounds. How will Aya accept her fate?

If there is any dorama that I recommend for TV networks to show is 1 Litre of Tears. It is such an inspiring story about never giving up and doing what you can with your own ability. There are 11 episodes and only one episode didn’t make me cry. At first I really thought that the title is really bold, suggesting that it is a heavy drama, and guess what, it stands with what it wants to say. Although there were a lot of tears that I shed as I watched Aya struggle with her disease, feeling herself as a burden to her family but staying strong and determined with a beautiful smile in her face made a really really big impact on me and I would smile after crying. Because the tears showed not sadness, perhaps pity but then you’ll realize how amazing she is, making a lot of people grow stronger while she continues to get weak with her disease. Another factor that makes
Aya's situation so sad is her disease affects only her body, there is no intellectual effect, so she’s like trapped in her own body. Owning a totally normal mind but she’s deprived of doing what she wants freely for she can’t. Her body wouldn’t help her. Aya’s family played a big part as major support; they were always there for her, especially her mom who showed such a strong face despite seeing her child in pain.

The drama opened with Aya’s mother hearing the details of the disease so the impact is strong from the beginning. You’ll feel immediately the sadness that the drama will unfold and anticipate how hard it will be for the young girl who should be enjoying the most precious time of her life. More tears to come.

It is based on the true story of Kitou Aya but some of the places and people are fictional. Fictional character include Aya’s classmate, Asou Haruto. In the drama, he will play as Aya’s close friend and later on as her boyfriend. This character was created because according to Aya’s mother, it was what she dreamed of…getting married.

Aya recorded everything that she felt in numerous diaries since she was fourteen when the disease began until the time she could not write anymore. Aya died at age twenty-five. Her mother started publishing her diaries, until it became a book titled: 1 Litre of Tears, which sold 1.1 million copies and became a best seller. After 29 years, her parents continue to spread her beliefs.
 

 


Kimi wa Petto

 

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How do you describe a perfect woman?
Beautiful? Tall? Good education? Successful career? A good cook and potential housewife?
One woman has gathered them all and her names is Iwaya Sumire.

Despite the “brain and beauty” gift, Iwaya Sumire couldn’t get lonelier. Her co-workers hate her for being too good at her job; her bosses is annoyed by the fact she is smarter than them; her ex-boyfriend left her because he feels inferior to her and ran to another woman who has his baby and a migraine that wouldn’t leave her alone. Coming home from work, one night, she found a box with an injured young man inside. Out of mercy, she aided to the boy’s need and fed him. Expecting he’d leave the next day, Iwaya was surprised to see him happy in her living room. He doesn’t want to leave and ask her to let him stay for a few days. Being a smart woman that she is, she thought of a proposal that would hurt his pride enough that would make him leave voluntarily… to be her Pet. Unexpectedly, the boy agreed and this turn of events changed Iwaya’s life forever.

Kimi wa Petto is another manga adoptation by the same title, made by Yayoi Ogawa.

I looove Kimi wa Petto. I’ve been itching to watch it ever since I read the synopsis on the web when I was researching for some Jun infos. At first I couldn’t get used to Jun being all bouncy and glompy in this series, after adapting to his serious character in Gokusen as Shin Sawada. Sooner or later, I got used to the character of the cute yet canny Momo. Aside from the cuteness of this drama and the comic feel to it, it also has a lot of lessons to offer and topics that would make you reflect. Issues such as inferiority and superiority, socializations, importance of communications and man’s dependence to pets for happiness, are discussed one by one in each episode with a series of situation. Each character has their share of stories and ridiculous acts that adds up to the comedy of the show.

Sometimes I just can’t help but shook my head when Sumire thinks of Momo too much as a pet and disregarding the fact that he’s a “human acting as a pet”. She even seeks advice from a councilor when she has problems with Momo because he also has a pet dog! Until the end of the drama, I’m not certain whether her need for Momo is just too strong to let go, like an owner to her pet, or if she has really fallen in love with him.

Anyway, with all the ups and downs and the troubles and giggles and cuddly scenes, enjoy it!

 

Hana Yori Dango 


 

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Eitoku is a prestigious school, educating the richest children in Japan and training them to be leaders and inherit their families’ business. The school is mainly run by four of the richest student, notoriously known as Flower Four or F4. The whole school loves them and thinks they are the coolest, at the same time, they are all scared of them, including the teachers, for their bullying.

Makino Tsukushi is a “commoner”, a term used for poor students at Eitoku. She’s a brave and headstrong girl and most importantly, she is not ashamed of her status in life. To help her family, she works part-time at a sweets shop with her best friend, Yuki. Tsukushi is well known for being a “tough weed” (“weed” suggesting her name “Tsukushi&rdquo yet she holds back her grudges against F4 for she doesn’t want to stand out and graduate peacefully without getting involved in any war against rich brats.

After defending a newly found friend, a mere incident at the cafeteria, Tsukushi found herself in a war against Doumyouji Tsukasa, the leader of F4, and a good punch in the face to remember.

Hana Yori Dango is based on the manga by Kamio Yoko, which literally means “Flower Over Food”, giving away the plot of the story. Mainly, the dorama or the manga and anime to say, revolves around the cat-dog relationship of Makino and Doumyouji. Because of the big difference of their family status, being together is almost impossible for them. Making them unsuited for each other. But as great romantic stories goes, these two are able to defend their love for each other.

For me, the title asks Tsukushi if she will chose to be practical and find a man within her “commoner” zone or chose being with the man she loves even if it means sacrificing a lot of things and her loved ones getting hurt in the process. Well, Doumyoji wouldn’t care less. He’s reckless and arrogant. He’ll do what he thinks is right.

Hana Yori Dango have been made into different versions including the popular Taiwanese version Meteor Garden and the equally popular F4 group. I also heard somewhere that there have been a European version, I’m just not certain if it was German or Polish or some other. In 1995 a Japanese movie was made for HYD, and after 10 years, a dorama was made. Okay, I’d be lying if I said I never watched Meteor Garden. I’m proud to say I have and I still like Meteor Garden until now. I like the story of HYD anyway, and I’m a big fan of Barbie Xu. She’s a really good actress and her drama skills are superb! Small and pretty, she pulled off the Taiwanese version of Makino (Zan Chai) pretty good. Because I was a fan of MG first, I couldn’t help but compare the events of the dorama with it. When the anime version was aired on ABS-CBN, I was never able to watch it because it’s aired Sunday morning, I think, and I’m doing house chores that time. So, generally comparing MG and HYD (Japanese drama), I’d say MG was longer and had more drama. While HYD remained on the standard number of episodes for a Japanese drama, it was still well done, showing the highlights of the story and enough to show character developments. This version offered a “feel-good” to it, meaning it was inclined more on situations a teen goes through and more comedy. There were dramatic scenes but the funny scenes dominated better.

Hehe…Jun Matsumoto as Doumjoji Tsukasa suits him. His roles are often the kind but seemingly canny ones. Though in this one, Tsukasa is really stupid. He doesn’t even know proper usage of Japanese words! The Makino Tsukishi is really cute! Hontou! There will be a HYD 2, I think it’s setting will be 3 years after Tsukasa left for New York to study. Waii! Can’t wait!

I had a lot of laughs with this one, please watch it! 

 

 
 
 
Strawberry On the Shortcake 
 
 
SOS

 

 

With a wary feeling of emptiness, Irie Masato cannot feel his existence. He attempted on shoplifting only to feel the thrill but his guts would not help him. Frustrated, Masato faced the river over the bridge he always visits and thought of the feeling while falling in it. He was about to jump when a cheerful girl greeted him and gave him the book he wanted to steel. Masato found the girl strange for she didn’t stop him from jumping and only greeted him casually. Later she even asked him to play a little game. A couple times they met again, and he always meet the girl coincidentally and at times he never expected for help.

Soon after, Masato knew her name and they became friends. Yui can read what’s on Masato’s mind and seem to understand the complexity that he’s struggling with. She encourages him to be true to himself and remove the glasses that he wears as a mask from his true self. Masato’s father soon announced that he’s going to remarry. His new wife has a daughter his age and her name is…Yui.

Masato has fallen in love with Yui. Yui is his new sister. Will he let his feelings aside or go for it?

Strawberry On the Shortcake for me is a well-written drama. I have to say that this drama is for mature audiences and those that have an open mind. The issue of teen suicide, pre-marital sex, May-December love affair and incest may be too disturbing for others. But for those who can appreciate the complications of life and the reality that it boldly illustrate, then this is a must watch.

Each character carries a burden and each is affected by the other. They have different characters but they are connected some way or the other, and played the game of love with a flavor of deceit.

One of the major questions here involves the title: Strawberry on the Shortcake. If you slice a piece of this cake, it has strawberry on top. If you were the one eating, will you eat the strawberry first because you like it, or will you save it for last because of the same reason? This is the very question the drama revolved around. With Masato and his unrequited love for his sister, he is caught up in his feelings or doing the right thing, considering that Yui likes another man. This also applies to the situations the other characters are in.

Although the ending is a happy one, the mood that the dorama gave me is sad. One must sacrifice a lot for his love and the pain of letting go are necessary feelings for one to be happy.

I'm sorry if my review for this drama is a little stiff. I watched this over a year ago.

 

 

Great Teacher Onizuka 

 

 

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To be a teacher is Eikichi Onizuka’s greatest dream. When his friend informed him of a job opening for teachers in a near by school, he dashed to the place and presented himself for an interview. As a former ex-biker gang leader, Eikichi’s impression on people is biased towards the negative. He looks rough, vulgar and unrespectable. The head-teacher of the school rejected his application, telling him the school doesn’t need a trash to teach students.

When the interview finished, two expelled students confronted the head-teacher and wanted to attack, but Onizuka got in the way. The head-teacher kept calling the students “Trash” and eventually got into Eikichi’s nerves. He high-kicked the head-teacher in front of the crowd, telling him that his treatment towards the students is wrong. The director witnessed the whole thing and gave Onizuka the chance for one last interview the following night.

Guess what, he got the job. Soon he was introduced to the faculty members with the same negative impression on him. More over, the class given to him is home of the most notorious students when it comes to bashing teachers. They hold the record for making teachers quit their job due to their pranks and threats. Will Onizuka be able to handle them with his unique way of discipline or will they get the better of him?

Waah…sorry if that synopsis is crappy. That covers about the first episode of the drama.

You have to love Great Teacher Onizuka, whether if it’s the manga, anime or the drama. They all have the same values and presents the same impact on audiences. Some may say that GTO is a lot like Gokusen, but guess what, GTO was made first. I’m not saying that Gokusen now was the one that copied the story. Each have their own share of fun and values, ne?

However, if compared to Gokusen, GTO has a more serious note to it. Yes, there are times of fun, let alone Onizuka do the job with the comedy, yet the dark side of the story comes from the characters themselves. The students are serious in terms that they all have their scheming plots against Onizuka or the school and faculty. They have a deep grudge against teachers that make them do those nasty things against them. Either way, Onizuka has a way of settling things and earning their respect. He may look like a bad guy with only sex and woman in his mind, but no. He is more than the average teacher and he has a lot of wisdom to spare to those hardheaded students of his.

GTO tackles a lot of teen issues from family to friendship, love and school life. I’m not sure if schools in Japan are really like that in GTO, but if it is, then I can see a lot of reasons why there are so many rebel students in Japan. The school isn’t a perfect institution but they should at least set a standard image. In GTO, foreign viewers will see how superiority and seniority is so important in the Japanese culture and how the image of oneself is so important to survive in a society of criticizing eyes. A lot of students are unheard of their demands and opinions because adults think they are thinking irrationally and are stains in the school’s clean image, so they are expelled immediately. I hope it’s not really that harsh in Japan. Because if it is, no matter how good the standard of academic teaching is, if the students wouldn’t be involved in school matters, then there is no point to it.

If you’re going to watch this drama, be prepared to laugh, cry, sympathize, get angry or simply be inspired by the characters. After watching the drama, watch the Special and Movie too! Do a marathon! It’s all worth-it!

 

 

Good Luck!! 

 
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Even though the last of his batch to get a license, Shinkai Hajime is more than ready to fly. Working as a co-pilot for the mean time, an emergency situation gave Shinkai a chance to take over the landing of the plane. When the captain, his former mentor, suddenly felt a jolt of pain at his back, Shinkai ‘have it’. Unfortunately, it was too early for him to be captain and made the cabin shake while setting on ground. A straightforward mechanic even said he sucks. The event was reported to their strict auditor, Captain Koda, and told him that he’s not suited to be a pilot. Koda also commented that the captain should retire for a pilot doesn’t get sick, especially in the middle of a flight. The harsh words made Shinkai irritated and stood up for himself and the pilot. This put him in uneasy disposition and now, Koda’s eyes is on him.

With more unfortunate happenings inside the plane that should be mended, will Shinkai be the able to control himself and be the calm pilot or be the hero to the rescue? Will he ever earn the respect of Koda and be allowed to fly with the control in his very hands?

Good Luck stars the super famous Takuya Kimura. Hehe…so, he’s a SMAP member? Is SMAP a Johhny Jimusho group too? Anyway! This dorama didn’t appeal to me first. I just wanted to know why Takuya Kimura is so popular and see for myself why he’s so good, as they said. At the beginning of the dorama, non-fans of flying or planes would find it a little lame. Because most of the time they were on the cockpit and saying commands that are anonymous to most viewers. Later on, you’ll appreciate the sense of humor and the characters. We are also given a chance to know more about planes, machines and how things run in an airline.

Of course Pilots, stewardesses and mechanics are in the spotlight in this drama. We witness how hard these jobs are and varying to situations, values, discipline and dedication to your job should always be present. I realized from the characters how important it is for a person to love what you do and not for the sake of money. In us, there is a motive and sense of service behind your work.

I also love the characters of Good Luck. Of course the cool and sometimes temperamental, Shinkai; the stiff and strict Koda; the passionate, patient and beautiful Togashi Noriko; and Naito Jane, the ladies man captain. I don’t know if all Takuya characters are that relax, but well, Shinkai is like that. And his love for the sky and feeling the sun in his hands above the clouds is admirable. Togashi Noriko , one of the top stewardesses, is simply amazing. She loves her job because she knows that serving the passengers and making them feel at ease is her personal way of helping them. I think the actress as well as the character is already around her mid-30 but she’s still pretty. Okay, a little spoiler here: she and Koda was an item 12 years ago. Because of an incident in the past, Koda change drastically and caused their break-up. At the end of the drama, she admitted that she still loves him, and well, the couple have a happily ever after. But that’s 12 years! Can a person really love that long? Without the mutual feeling? That’s really amazing! And now “Jane”. His name is actually Naito something, but he prefers to be called like that and he’s known for that name. He’s the funniest of the pilot, the comic relief, to say. He speaks different dialects the most in the drama.

Oh yeah, because this drama is about planes and traveling at different places, different dialects have been spoken too! Those includes, Korean (with Shinkai’s weird neighbor who calls him “Shou-chan&rdquo, Thai (when Shinkai talked to the front desk of a Thai hotel), Cantonese (usually Jane speaks it to annoy Shinkai), French (I’m not sure, by Jane again), Tagalog (yes! There was! Sad to say it’s an OFW in Thai, cleaning the plane, which Shinkai bumped to and yelled: “Aray ku! An sakit-sakit!” I’m not saying that it’s shameful to be an OFW, it’s just that whenever a Filipino character is involved in a foreign drama, they’re either a maid or a terrorist. Hmp!) And of course, English which is spoken mostly inside the cockpit or when they contact the control tower or speak commands. I have to say, Takuya Kimura’s English is good. Okay, please don’t let me include Nihonggo, that’s just stupid.

What’s a story without the romance? I’ve spoiled the story of Koda and Noriko, now it’s Shinkai Hajime and Ogawa Ayumi’s turn. Of course the hero will always have her lady. Ogawa is the mechanic that told him: “You suck!” at the beginning. Bewildered by her unusual behavior, the pilot developed an attraction to her. Serious as she may be, Shinkai found a way to her heart and please watch the drama to know where these two will lead. Haha!

I hope I didn’t spoil too much of the show in this show. When will GMA air this anyway? Until then, enjoy!



 

Currently listening to: Remioromen - "Konayuki"
Currently reading: "The Concubine's Tatoo" by Laura John Rowland (w/ yaoi content!)
Posted by miyuchi at 03:17 AM in Life ekek | 4 shared

June 14th, 2006

Ika-12 taon na "Unang Araw sa Paaralan"

Ang sakit ng balakang ko!

Hindi ko alam kung bakit, pero tuwing unang araw ng pasukan madaming masakit sa katawan ko. Siguro kasi 'di na sanay yung yung katawan sa mahabaang biyahe, ano? Nagtataka lang ako kasi, kaya kong naka-upo sa harap ng PC ng tatlong oras mahigit, tapos sa isang oras na biyahe sa jeep yung balakang ko para ng balakang ng lola! Masakit talaga...masarap siguro kung may masahe...ay wish ko lang.

Nakakainis! Nasira yung plano ko na maging seryoso sa klase. Literal yan ha. Yung 'di magsasalita tapos snob, tipong ganun? Kaso wala eh, mahirap nga naman magpaka-ipokrita sa gusto mong gawin. Hayan! Daldal to the max ang lola niyo!

Natutuwa naman ako na kahit papaano eh na-miss rin ata ako ng mga kaklase ko. Madami namang nag-"hi" kahit malayo sakin, may nakapansin sa tenga kong dumadami ang bilang ng hikaw at may kinikilig sa mga yaoi stories ko. Mweheheh...

Yung mga prof ayos naman so far. Kaso first day palang naunahan na ko ng teacher sa first period. Buti nalang wala pang record na hawak, kundi...naku! Pina-plano ko pa naman na ayusin na sa klase. Ah, plano yan ha, pero gusto ko na talaga mag-ayos. Sabi ko nga, ayoko na ng tatlong tres. Tignan niyo, redundant pa yan ha. Kaya kailangang baguhin.

As usual, may nakakatawa, may boring. May bakla! Ahay, may bakla! Weee... ang ayoko lang sa kanila, sila kasi yung mga istrikto eh. Nakakangatog-tuhod, baga. 

Kaso lang ayoko sa schedule ko ngayon eh. Pang-hapon kasi eh, hanggang gabi pa. Kasi naman, yung MWF namin, 11-3. Tapos yung T-TH eh 1-7 ng gabi. Kapag T/TH, gabi ka na nga uuwi, pagod ka pa, tapos ang gising mo pa mas maaga kasi mas maaga ang pasok mo the next day. Tsaka mas enjoy sa umaga, atleast malamig! Eh yung pang-hapon, hastle na yung amoy mo eh. Pawisan ka na, di na fresh! Tseeeee.... Siguro kasi sanay din ako sa pang-umaga. Since grade 5 naman kasi hanggang last year umaga ako gumigising para sa school. Haaay... sige, hayaan ninyo na ako mag-reklamo dito, wala rin naman pupuntahan eh. Outlet lang.

Tumagal kaya ako kung maka-kuha ako ng part-time job? Well, well...tignan nalang natin. 

Currently listening to: "Sakayaki Osaka" - Kanjani8
Currently feeling: mababali ang balakang...
Posted by miyuchi at 07:04 PM in Life ekek | 2 shared

June 17th, 2006

*proooot----!*

Nabibwisit lang ako sa prof ko ng last period every MWF. Ang bagal niya na mag-salita, ang sarcastic at ang yabang pa. 'Nak ng. Pagkating-kati ka na umuwi tapos inis pa na pakiramdam yung maiiwan sayo pag-uwi at isabay mo pa ang pagod, aba! Ay lintian na. I may be judging him too early, but I swear, he ticks me off!

Rekalamo uli sa schedule. Leche talaga ang pang-hapon. 3 or 7 man ang uwian ko, grabe ang trapik. Ang sakit-sakit na ng pwet mo, wala ka pa sa kalahati ng biyahe. Sobrang init pa! Di ka rin makapag-basa kasi nakakailang yung init at sakit sa ibaba....haaay.

My digicam is missing. I'm still deciding whether to go to the Toycon or not. I haven't attended it even once before, and now I'm letting it slip again. Oh well, I think I'll get sadder realizing I won't be taking home photos from the event because my digicam is gone. Though it is possible for me to be in Mega this weekend since I'll be begging Tita to buy me a new school shoes and supplies.

Oh yeah, I don't have money.

Currently listening to: "March 9" by Remioromen
Currently feeling: pfft.
Posted by miyuchi at 12:54 AM in Life ekek | 4 shared

June 21st, 2006

W

waah... I miss writing here. Please mind this measly post, I'm just updating to let my loyal readers know that I am still alive. Rewrite is still active.

Uhn.

It's 5 minutes before Kyou Kara Maou. Hints and slashes of yaoi to come later...mweheheh... But honestly, I want to slump myself in the bed and doze of till noon---If I don't have class.

It's Wednesday again, Natural Science class again. Damn it! I hate my prof! Recitation ahead, and I haven't read a single topic as preparation. I bet I'll be earning one of my infamous tres for this subject again.

Oh, is that my alarm ringing? Gotta go! 

Crappy, eh?

Currently listening to: "Remember" - Flow
Currently reading: "Lolita" by Vladimir Nabokov
Currently watching: Kyou Kara Mou
Posted by miyuchi at 01:30 AM in Life ekek | 4 shared

June 27th, 2006

Silly stuff to say

Gyaaah!!! Finally! Something to talk about. I've been a little paranoid about the current status of this blog because I don't want looking dead or inactive. Oh well, It can't be helped. I've been extra studious lately and I've been sleeping early, so no net for the mean time.

It's kind of weird I don't have anything to talk about school. Hmm... nothing has really changed anyway. I'm still in the same class, same room, same course... only the teachers changed. So yeah, same old things anyway.

However, something a little amusing happend to me today. I wouldn't call it magic; coincidence perhaps. 

I went to Boni yesterday afternoon (after NSTP) to get my weekly allowance from Tita. Night came and we attended the 7:30 mass at Shrine of the Divine Mercy where my younger brother serves. As we always do aftewards, we eat at the nearby food chain. This time, it's Chowking. I ordered my food which is crispy noodles and a fortune cookie that they sell for 5 pesos. 

Since I'd be coming from Boni, I have to add 2 pesos more for the bangka to my regular jeepney fare to school. When I paid for the ride to Taft, the driver charged me 8 pesos only, so I have 2 pesos change. Just when I thought that the 2 pesos have came back to me, a friend of mine, Nel, borrowed the 2 pesos from me. Then, when I was paying for my jeepney fare back to Guadalupe, 2 pesos remained in my wallet.

I suddenly thought about the fortune inside the cookie and the numbers listed on it. I think that was 2,12,28... they all have the number 2 if you would notice.

There's really nothing special there, it's just that I felt, the number 2 played a pretty big part in my life today. ^^

My classmate, Ella, lended me a book she's been telling me since last year. It's a book with easy and usual conversations between a host and a costumer or possible developments that may occur. Since the lines there are overly mushy and bolero, my classmate refer to it as the "Japayuki book". I don't know the exact title but it's Philipine (kanji). One of the writers is a Filipina named Manilyn Marcos  (from what I can read). 

Actually, this book is a helpful one, especially if you want to bait a rich Japanese man, then the flirtatious lines might work. At first I thought the book looked like a low-class publicized item, but hell was I wrong! The book was published in Japan. As proof, the jacket and paper are good, and there's a dominant number of kanji, hiragana and katakana sentences and paragraphs. Conversations are categorized (Sa Unang Pagkikita, Pagpapalagayan ng loob) and each line of the character is composed of the original Japanese sentece in Japanese characters, the japanese translation, the Tagalog sentence and the katakana of the Tagalog sentence.  If that isn't convernient enough, then I don't know anymore!

I was looking through the pages and came across the mushiest, if not, deepest and flirtatious lines a host may say to his or her costumer.

"Suttopu, sono wa iwannaide."

     Tama na, huwag ka nang magsalita pa.

"Kon'ya dakedemo moetainda."

    Nais kong mag-alab ang aking damdamin kahit ngayon lang gabing ito.

"Sabishii otoko no kimagure ni tsukiatte-yo."

    Makipag-kaibigan ka man lang sana, alang-alang sa isang tulad kong pinabayaan.

"Tsumi-tsukurina hito-ne."

     Isa kang masamang tao.

"Asa made issho ni iyoo."

     Magsama tayo hanggang umaga.

"Gomakasai-nai-de!"

    Huwag mo na akong linlangin!

"Kono tawake-mono me!"

    Luka-lukang ito!

"Tishu no yooni sutenai-de."

    Huwag mo akong itapon ng parang basahan."

"Furareta kaisuu...dentaku iru-na."

    Kailangan ko ata ng kalkuleytor para bilangin ang aking kasawian.

 

NYAHAHAHA!!!! And let me tell you, that's just a few of them! I'll try to list down some more soon. I'm sort of sleepy now! Oya!
 

 

Currently listening to: "Kodo" by Yoshida Brothers
Currently reading: A Kyou Kara Mouh fanfic
Currently watching: J-Melo (NHK)
Posted by miyuchi at 01:07 AM in Life ekek | 4 shared

Fragility

Buti nalang Pilipino ako, masayahin ako.

Indeed, indeed. Though, it's sad when you realize that you only appreciate your race when a certain something elevates you from the rest. When you're unique character serves as a gracing salvation in a certain situation.

Yes. I am part of that ignorant slice of the pie.

Every time I set foot in this house, it's as if my thoughts would eat me alive and my worries will give me a mental breakdown. I've never experienced something this diffucult before and I have to find a way out of it soon. It's depressing that we don't want to admit it to ourselves, but the evidence is clear and we should be discussing the matter clearly for us to move forward.

...the silence is killing me.

I can't smile or even look straight into those eyes. I'm starting to feel pity for me; for us. Everybody experience a turning point in their life. Maybe mine has come, and I haven't submerged to this new reality yet.  

I don't know since when I hated being in my room. The small space feels so huge, so quiet, a sound would not be able to escape your attention. Every time I am here, all sorts of thoughts enter my mind. Though my body rest, my mind never relaxes.

I am alone. If I die there, no one would notice.

Perhaps it's one of the reason I like going to school. Because my friends are there, and it keeps my mind off serious matters. I can let go of that heavy feeling and be happy for the time being.

Our professor in Ethics asked: "Which is the real you? The one at home or the one in here (in the classroom)."

Frankly, I don't know myself, I feel a little schizo because the minute I arrive in school, it's as if another me switches itself automatically, and that becomes me, inside the classroom. And when I arrive home, I switch to another me.

Too bad that I consider my home a jungle of heavy feelings for now, and it's proving to be more of a house than what it's supposed to be, these days. Just when I've started to feel the importance of reading and studying for a subject. I still cannot recite as a good student is supposed to be. However, I've come to a realization that I don't need to prove to others that I am good, what change will it to do them, anyway? As long as I'm learning and I can asure myself that I'm growing, then it's all good.

 

Posted by miyuchi at 11:58 PM in Life ekek | 8 shared