Kiwi

Wow, this is new. If not for Miguchi I would never use this title.

This day caused me major body aches. Mom's still not home, I just hope she doesn't forget the pain killer or I'll conclude the outcome of our basketball game tomorrow right now. I guess my body hasn't recovered from yesterday's practice game. I'm really not use at sports. In fact I've never liked sports, except basketball which I like playing. My muscles are damn lazy, they don't like exerting effort and using their supposed function for anything. Lazy! Lazy! Kaya ang dami kong "flabs" eh. Tamad mag-exercise...tsk! tsk!

After class, Miguchi asked me to accompany him to Megamall. Actually, Miguchi, Ella, Mark and me planned the trip but the two had other plans, and the ice skating was pusponed once again. *sigh* I knew this would happend.

The jeepney we rode to Quezon Ave. had to be one of the most annoying I've encountered so far. It's enough that the heat was killing us but the driver had to play his baduy remixes of sentimental ballads. I don't know why they have to make their jeep so damn grand! This particular jeep have subwoopers under the seats and the beat of the freagin remix songs are bothering me. It's thingling my nerves and making me want to throw him my heavy bag or brake his sound system so he'd know how damn annoying it is. Instead of pouting I pluged my mp3 player and sleep for a while to divert my attention and calm my nerves.

Finally, we abode the MRT to Ortigas station, entered Megamall and eat at Chowking. The lunch was a threat so I have to smile on that! Really satisfying! Thanks Miguchi! Law of equivalent trade that's how it is, ne? Though I sort of regret buying Mongo Pao which I think is a new to the menu. It's not really good, just sweet and soft. I should've bought buchi or chicharap instead! Or pizzamelt! (eh? Jollibee?) And what else...oh yeah! Sometimes, Filipino service gives me a thunderstruck at how sucky they can be. We've stormed the rest of the food we ordered, but my pork siomai haven't been served yet. And I had to remind 3 different waitresses just to attend to my order. Fuck that. And they even gave me the wrong kind, they gave me beef instead! But no time to argue, when I'm pissed, I give up on the fight. The mad feeling doesn't suit me much and my chest can't handle long annoyances.

Next, we raided the music stores of Mega for Narnia's OST. Unfortunatley, I think that hasn't been realeased here yet, or the shipping sucks really? I don't know. It should be available by now for according to Miguchi, it's been long released on December at the states. There should be atleast some available here. Considering how much the Filipinos loooooooove American goods. Hmp! Well, I pitty my friend. He has to relly on the special request, which according to the lady we talked to, isn't at all certain. Awww... pray on that, man!

Anyways, I'll just rant on my experienced with that woman at CD-R King. Similar to the situation at Chowking, that lady had to challenge my patience. I'm a semi-patient person. Perhaps depending on the situation. In fact I can tollerate irritating people, what I can't tollerate is waiting. Especially when you're waiting for something that should be attended for you and they pratically slap in your face that you don't matter, thus, ignored. Just like that woman at CD-R King. My change is a mere 40 php compared to those cd freaks after and before me, but luck would have it that they don't have a small change and I have to stand there for like, forever, you know, like, F-O-R-E-V-E-R (note: immitating someone. clue: repetion of name), with my heavy bag, my body aching, my feet tired and there she goes chatting happily away. Damn you! I'm here! I need the darn change immediately! I so wanted to refund my money and Miguchi suggested I give her a good punching, but I think sungit is enough to knock out a person, that is, if she's sensitive enough. In this case, I was defeated. My vains wanted to explode and spurt blood at their business. After a while I realized I should've taken her picture and post it here, but for some humanitarian reason, I had mercy on her.

I think after that we headed to National Bookstore then to Powerbooks, where Miguchi spent a whooping a, KACHING *soundeffect*, 2, 999 php on the Harry Potter: Half-blood Prince (delux edition), 2,280 php on the box set of Narnia books and 715 php on Companion to Narnia (not sure). Such a devotee! Well, I have to admire Miguchi on that, I wish I could be that avid of a reader on books. All I read now are manga scans! Speaking of comics, I bought Oliver M. Pulumbarit's LEXY, NANCE & ARGUS: Sex, Gods and Rock & Roll which is a compilation of his work that was published at Pulp Magazine from 2001-2002 by installment. I'm just wondering if the creator is gay, for I was shocked that Argus will become gay, making them all gay as Lexy's gay and Nance is bisexual. But no stereotypes please. Althought that would be fun, like Zsa Zsa Zaturna. Hmmm... I've just noticed my growing collection of graphic novels and local comics, I'm planning on buying Siglo: Passion next.

Last, I accompanied Miguchi to the MRT station hoping he would not stupidly loose his way back or get beaten by some taong grasa and steal away all his precious books. I'd kidnap him if I were you. Dami nyang pera! Hehe...jokes lang. Peace tayo! And I made my way back to Guadalupe, challenge my endurance and finally drop at the sofa. I was so damn tired.

Now I'm hungry. Still have to do some laundrying and homeworks.
Pain....oh....pain...... *dramaticalmanner*

I bid you now goodbye, and please pray on our game tom! Ja~

P.S. I WANT A COPY OF THE AWAKE TOUR BY LARUKU! IF ANYONE IS WILLING TO SELL ME ONE, I'LL BUY IT! I WANT TO SEE KEN CRY! AWWWW.... ~_~V

Do I really give that impression?

Days ago (sorry, this is a really late topic), me and my classmate, Shen-Shen were chatting at the library, while waiting for our friends to meet us. She mentioned that earlier, she was with other of my classmates and they were talking about first impressions. Of course that would be related on our first day of school. You see, I wasn’t wearing my uniform yet and I was in this anime-ish theme for the day. I wanted to look ‘street’ (as in street-fashioned from Tokyo), or better said, I was making a statement; that I AM AN ANIME FAN and I wanted friends who likes anime as much as I do. I was in a loose, black T-shirt (the one that Ricky gave me), jeans, chucks and a bag full of anime pins. After confirming my classroom, I sat at the last seat or the last row, near the door and read my Anne Rice, isolating myself from the rest of the world. They said that made me look like a “siga”.

Really?

Akie, being the first that befriended me after hearing me that I am interested in films told me she was scared to talk to me because I might punch her or something. But of course, I wouldn’t do that. Di naman ako bayolenteng tao. Another is Shen-Shen who commented that she thought she would never be able to talk to me as she doesn’t like anime that much since I said in my introduction speech that I like anime and we'll be closer when you like anime. Then I also learned from her that BJ thought if he was to tease me, even a little, I’ll kick his ass. Haha! I guess that’s why for the entire first semester, we weren’t talking to each other.

Many had this first impression about me.
Has it changed now?

OOOUUUCCCHHH!!!



*sigh*

After school, me, Joanna, Leo, BJ and Akie went to New Bilibid Prison at Muntinlupa City, hoping to be granted the chance to shoot footages of the facilities for our PGC project. Unfortunately, the permit we submitted a day earlier were lost (I bet they disregarded that) so we had to make another one. I think 30 minutes have passed before the new one was claimed but the request wasn't grante. Instead of having a tour inside, we were sent to the NBP Museum. And we even have to pay 20 pesos each, which I had to pay triple because Joanna and Leo didn't have money anymore.

How can I be so kind...?

Akie and her umbrella in front of the NBP Maximum building front.

The place was small, actually the museum itself was small, and it was locked so we had to wait for the guy who had the keys. At the same vicinity was the Lethal Injection Chamber.

Such and irony, that place is. You see, before you get to the chamber, there's this aisle and around is a really beautiful garden. The guy who was assisting us said that it was made like that so the last memory of the victim will be the beauty of nature. The picture below is a cut tree. It symbolizes the victim who was cut short of life.

Alah…pumose…


Meh photoshoot bah?


Leo feeling the sun…kaya ka pala naka-shades ha!


BJ the bag boy…lolz.


1 against 3, patay ka leo, tatlo ang hassasins moh!

Of course, since we paid, we were allowed inside.

To the chamber…

Note: There’s no pictures because it was prohibited. Sayang.

We saw first the room of the victim which have a bed and a toilet, then the office which have a clock that's set to 3:00 PM and a phone. The decision of death penalty can be stopped upon a call by the president until 3:00 in the afternoon, if there's no call (the phone is directly connected to the president), then the execution proceeds. The time is catholic related because 3 o’clock was the time Jesus died on the cross. It’s creepy, really. Then we went inside the execution room. It was eerie. The fact that 7 people have died there, and the sight of the execution bed was…brrr… Akie, Joanna and BJ said going inside made they feel heavy and it was cold. O.o The last was the viewing room for the families of the victim, there’s a one way mirror in front and a speaker above where the last words of the victim could be heard.

After the experience at the death chamber, the man we were waiting for arrived to open the museum. Inside was the scale model of the whole NBP. I didn’t know it was that big! There are 10,000 inmates and they live in dormitories according to gangs. Then the history of NBP is in display. At the American period, the uniform was the black and white stripes then were changed to the conventional orange jumper. As punishment to prisoners, they wore heavy metal chains with a really big iron ball which they have to manage to walk with. The pictures of the people who were executed by electric chair were in display together with the 7 people who died of lethal injection. Lethal injection started at 1999 and the last execution was on 2000, since then, no execution had been done. Most of their cases were raped. At the electrocuted section, the rapists of actress Magi dela Riva was there and caught my eyes were a really young boy. Our guide said he was only 16 when executed but they don’t know the case. I really pitied him for in the picture his eyes were so sad. It was the saddest eyes I saw ever. I guess he really has regretted what he did but it was too late. T_T The electric chair was also in display and according to the guide, when an execution is to be held, the whole Bilibid blacks out to gather the electricity needed to the execution and his feet are wet. So just imagine how fast this kind of death penalty and how morbid the look of the victim after execution, that’s why they have a black cloth to cover their face and their uniform is changed into black.

We thanked the officials and headed home for Akie still have to present a dance in her PE. We asked her to drop us off at somewhere I don’t know. Since there’s no jeep available, I suggested we walk to somewhere we are sure we can grab a ride home. I didn’t know that that road is suuuuuuupperrr long, though I wasn’t really tired; it was still a long walk. I felt like we were in the middle of nowhere! Fortunately we were able to rode a jeep and found my strength. There’s this saying that There is a gold at the end of the rainbow, right? Well, we sat at the far end of the jeep, and exactly opposite us are two guys who seemed too close to look like “good friends”. They look really cute and I bet the one across me is the uke for he was the smaller one and he looks so sweetly at the other guy who had his arms at his back and was making “lambing” to him! Awwwww….I hope Joanna was able to take a picture of them.

Then a safe journey home.

^^

P.S. hindi ako makapaniwalang may langis ako ng niyog sa ulo ko!!! Alam ko naman na napapanot na ko, pero ayoko ng langis! EEEWWWW!!!

Ay bwiset.
Bwiset.
Bwiset.
Bwiset.


Nakakainis kasi yung mahuli sa klase,
kasi sayang yung oras na na-miss mo
eh binayaran mo naman.
Eh di lalo na kapag exam.
Ay! Walang katulad!
Sa subject pa ng isang terror na teacher,
hala, para tuloy ang sarap gumapang ng ngumangawa,
ano? Pwede rin habang gumagapang ka, eh i-immitate mo na si
Kayako ng The Grudge, para nakakaloko, tapos ngawa ka uli.
Shit ang saya nun!
O kung hindi naman, tatahimik ka sa tuwa.

Aba't kung di ka nga naman sinusuwerte eh
abutan ka ng trapik ng Maynila.
Tapos yung masasakyan mo pang jeep eh ang driver
sobrang sakim!
Ayaw ba naman magpalampas ng pasahero!
Ay gosh!
Eto pa, yung break niya eh kasing lupet ng isang upgraded na bisikleta.
Sobrang ingat, kelangan niya huminto tuwing mag-susukli.
Na sobrang mapagbigay, lagi siyang nasa gilid.

HELLO manong!
*kaway*
Sobrang thank you kanina ha.
HeLLO din kay Mr. Trapik, napaka-ganda ng umaga ko dahil sayo.
Hindi nga, seryoso.
Seryoso. Sobra. Salamat.
See? Ang aliteration ko gumagana.
Ayyyyy....lab yu manong!
*kindat*
You made my day.
Yung inaral ko sa Phil Lit, ba-bye sayonara na!
Yung reviewer? Sheesh....ano bah? Sunugin na yan!
Ayos lang naman eh.
Seryoso.
Talaga.
Hindi nga.
Okay lang.

...


Aghayghayghayghay...

Me and my mom have been itching to watch the DVD of ALEXANDER which Cheska lended me.
Haha...my mom. I guess she got used to the fact that I like gays. And the only reason I'm watching the film is to see Collin Farell kiss a really pretty dancer. Which is a GUY. Mwahahaha!!! We watched Brokeback Mountain before together too. Well, she can't refrain from commenting "bakla! bakla!" but I guess it comes with the shock. She'll get used to it!

I don't know why this movie was said to be a big flop, but I guess it worked for me because I was anticipating every sweet moments of Alexander and his life-long friend and lover, Hephaiston.

Jared Leto as Hephaiston

I was planning on posting movie clips of those scenes, but I guess the world wide web has schemed on me, thus, no picture! BOO! I'll buy a VCD of this and proceed with plans, HAH! I can't help but smile everytime I think of them. Haaay...and the way they promise each other of ethernal love and compare themselves with the story of Achilles and Petroclus.

According to my source (and from the movie), Achilles and Petroclus were first bestfriends and later bloomed into a romantic relationship. When Achilles had a feud with Agamemnon, he let his men get killed by Hector. The death of Petroclus had stired the anger residing inside Achilles and ventured to battle to seek revenge for his lover.

In ancient greece, BEAUTY reigns, and the young boys were no exemption for gathering attention from men. Even King Philip II, Alexander's father besides his courtesans had many boyfriends. In the movie, he was killed by a man who, before stabbing him, kissed him on the lips, and later I found out this man is named Pausanias, a jealous lover of the king. Another youth who Alexander had a relationship was, Bagoas. If you had watched the movie, Bagoas was the beautiful dancer whom Alexander kissed. They met at the time of campaign against the Persians, the latter part when the Persian empire collapsed and King Darius was assasinated by his own men. One of the generals swear fealty to Alexander and offered rich gifts and amongst them is a young, beautiful, eunuch named Bagoas. Alexander loved Bagoas so much that he gave him all that he needed, including a villa outside Babylon with servants and even courteusan. However, one of Alexander's satrap opposed and insulted the boy. The satrap was Orsines. He said that Persian males were made to be women to marry and be fucked. This has enraged the boy and has sought his destruction which led to Alexander and his in a fight. But he remained in Alexander's side, even throughout the 6 years journey of invasion.

Meanwhile, back to Alexander and Hephaistion, while on the journer back to Babylon from India, Hephaistion were poisoned and died. This had caused Alexander his breakdown, laying beside the dead body of his lover for one day and one night, and later not to speak for 3 days. His body were cremated eventually. Just a few weeks ( i think), Alexander died of mysterious death. And oh yeah, Hephaistion gave Alexander a ring when he was married to Roxane, a Mesadonian, and vowed that Alexander will always be his SUN. Awww...and the ring stayed with him until his final hours.

This movie was banned in Greece, for the government opposed to how their great hero were portryed here. They didn't approve that Alexander were portrayed as a bisexual and some greek lawyers threatened to file a case against Warner Bro's. This has resulted the cutting of scenes of Alexander and Bagoas love affair. That's why until the end of the movie, Bagoas character was still oblivious to me. I thought he was just a loyal servant. ^^V

I was originally planning on posting about Renaissance art, but since there's gayness, and love that transcends time, I will dedicate this post according to today's occasion: VALENTINES DAY!

To all those people who greeted me today: Mamoy, Kuya, Tita, Mao, Nel, Marie, Leo, Lea and Mewwy. Thanks! I had this plan on not greeting anybody "Happy Valentines" verbally, exept my mom, who gave me Fereiro and I gave Fereiro too. Awww... exchanged gift!
Sometimes it's fun to be stubborn. I've been tempted to greet in return those people who greets me, but I just smile. It's fun. Parang challenge.

pahabol facts:
Samurai warriors were trained in love and war by their masters. Other young men travel as "Kabuki", who is a stage actor by day and by night have to please their clients.

^^V
All this gay history made me hungry.
Ja ne~

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REFERENCE
Gay History = Human History:
Brief gay history survey and guide to highlights (2000). Retrieved on February 14, 2006 from http://www.androphile.org/index.html

Achilles and Petroclus (2000). Retrieved on February 14, 2006 from http://www.androphile.org/preview/Library/Mythology/Greek/Achilles/Achilles_and_Patroclus.htm

THE LOVES OF ALEXANDER III OF MACEDON (2000). Retrieved on February 14, 2006 from http://www.androphile.org/preview/Library/Biographies/Alexander/Alexander.htm

I am.
I really am.
Thanks for the people who made me laugh at class.
It made me forget.
But I'll remember...over and over again.
How humiliating it is to be ignorant.
To be careless, and to be too proud.

This morning, I was called by our prof to recite, I read the selection, I heard the question, but I forgot. I was going through some unread pages of the story so I got a little off the current part of the discussion, so I was oblivious what was going on, and how the discussion was progressing. The prof wouldn't repeat the question and well, fortunately, I remembered where Pia left off, but I was unable to answer clearly. I couldn't remeber the verb she was refering, thus, I couldn't answer. After that, we got some good scolding slash advice from her, and I don't know what to do really, I didn't know how to react. I felt so small in my seat and wanted to cover a book or just about anything that can hide me from the humiliation. I felt responsible for her getting angry.

I really do. I want to make it up on friday, but the chances are risky. She wants a good and clear answer, I wouldn't be able to do that. I know I'm not good at comprehension and this, I'm really ashamed of. It's this feeling today that discourages me to continue Literature. I don't know if I belong here, I just might be wasting my time. I missed a quiz, I messed up a recitation. What more can I ask for, it's not everyday that I get the attention of the whole class, it would be my prerogative to do better. I SHOULD.

What happend upsets me greatly, I don't have the necessary energy for today's agenda: EDITING. Think I can handle it till night?
Let's see...

Happy happy bday to Kaoru and Kyo of Dir en grey!

I just got home from Tomasinotaku's Nihon Nights convention and here with me is my new pet fish, "NIHON". I saw him (it's a HE, and he's GAY. haha!) at one of the Colayco park's plants, I suppose the owner lost him or forgot about it, or totally abandoned it, after winning it. Awwww... the poor thing doesn't know a thing. Don't you know that fishes only has a memory span of 2 seconds? Poor...poor...Nihon... i decided calling him that since I found him on that con.

Hehe...semi-report and cosplay gallery tom or the next day!

now, meet, NIHON!

This is where we saw him, in this little plastic cup, swimming with his own excrete and foods.


Adorable! He's a gold fish and he's ORENJI!!!! XD XD *lablab* He is mine and Ken's adopated son. Awwww....


Tare-tare and Pon-chan are making friends with Nihon (inside the Hero plastic cup, temporary home).

Tare: Hellow Nih-kun! Yoroshiku!
Pon-chan: I'm hungry...*wide-eyed*
Nihon: Hellow...huh? *forgets* HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

I'm planning on buying him a bowl or maybe just food. I hope he doesn't die on me... I hate to lose a pet! No matter how ulol they are!

Okay....i'm tired. Oyasumi minna!
Oyasumi Nihon!!!
^0^

Since me and K-ann is still killing time here on the library, until that damn Ecclastiastical lib resumes (damn it! Did I even get the darn name right?), I'll be counting down my top 10 most lovable, droolable and fantazasiable fafas...

*whispers*
Actually, this is the result of too much thinking and the hang-over with Sawada Shin of GOKUSEN or Mastumoto Jun in real life.... *swoons* wafuuuu.... *giggles* Shet...fan-girl... *shivers*

Yosh! Ikuso! Fighhhhhtoooooooo!!!!! OH!
*Yankumi style*

10. Jared Leto
I've started admiring him after watching Alexander. I love the rugged look he was styled there, and the eye liner uber suits him! GOOOOSHHHHH!!!! And he's so okay as Alexander's lover! Awww!!! *lablab*

9. Yamapi Tomohisa
Well, it's been quite a long time before I finally found out his name. He's really cute and I think he's cool too! One of Shounen Club's cutest!

8. Hara Toshimasa a.k.a Toshiya of Dir en Grey
He's one of my favorite bassist but he's not my favorite. Toshiya has a child-like attitude but he's as sexy as a beast on stage! Drool-worthy! The abs...ay diyos koh.... da abs men.... wooo...tangkad...sekshi... *faints*

7. Hideto Takarai a.k.a HYDE of L'Arc~en~Ciel
What can I say? He was the cause of all the jrock in my life. If I didn't fell for his sex appeal at their HONEY vid in Chronicle I, I wouldn't be here discussing all these. And come'on! He's 37 and would you look at that face? Wafuu pa rin! May anak pa yan! Ayyy... ever baby fez...

6. "Amadeo"
The unnamed model that I found at one of my mom's magazines. His face is enough to include him on the list. Angelic and femmine face... my type of characters for a gay novel! Yaw!

5. Ryuhei Matsuda
I love Kano Sozaburo... I love Ryuhei! His face and lips are the bomb! His eyes have this kind of magnet with them, I really like it. Dream-worthy! Haaay...

4. Shinya Terachi of Dir en Grey
I love Shinya. We all do. I love his silence, and he looks like a woman at some angles. Then he could be super gwapo the next pic! Ayyy!!! And his quiet personality makes him quite mysterious. OHHH... lovely Shin-chan!

3. Gael Garcia Bernal
Eherm! Mga kabit, BACK OFF~ Sakin yang fafa na yan! He's the only fafa that isn't Asian that is included on my top 5. He's ooozing with sex appeal and also this boyish cute attitude sometimes. It depends on the role. It's what makes me love Gael so much is his talent for acting. Very versatile and he makes the character he portrays so much impact! Wafu pa!

2. Ken Kitamura
My gosh, he's my one and only Koi, come' on! After Hyde, I noticed how Ken can be one of the most entertaining and well loved of Laruku. Although he's sort of a perv, he has the talent and the creativity needed by a legendary band! Love you Ken!

1. Matsumoto Jun
Tanan! Okay, I'm in the middle of a Gokusen fever here, so my love for Shin has surpassed Ken as of the moment (Riza, akin pa din sya! ^^V). I like him so much. His portrayal of the anime Shin Sawada in real life is sooo coool! And he's cute! Gotta love the lips! pouty... *blush* He's also from the boy group ARASHI, kung saan siya ang pinaka-gwapo! WOOOHOOOO!!! *drool*

Sorry for the poor descriptions, this is pure entertainment for me! Haha! time's up! Ja ne~

K-ANNN!!!!! Kaw naman~~~~

T_T

where....where did I go wrong?
punyeta, nagkagatan to death ata ang drama ni Nihon at Shin sa tubig kahapon. Ayan, kaninang umaga, tigok na yung mga bru....haaayyy...sumalangit nawa ang kanilang kaluluwa...kung meron man.

Yes, afer 2 and half days, my first ever pet fish died. What a waste. I really like Nihon, and he'll always be mine and Ken's baby. awwwww...
T_T *sniff*

SA-YO-NA-RA NIHON....

T_T

Isang dakilang haitus nanaman ang nangyari dito sa blog ko ah!
Pasensya na sa mga mambabasa ko, nakakatamad kasi minsan mag-type eh!
Wala naman masyadong nangyayari, nothing special.

Eto, bigo pa rin sa Phil Lit.
Kelan kaya ako makakabawi sa subject na yun? Sana bati na kami ni Big Mac. Sana matawag ako sa recitation at
makasagot naman diba? Kasi kung hinde, *sir capuz talk* parakhongenghot nyan! Diva? Diva? Diva? AWWWW!
Ay! hala san galing yun?
Anyways.... ano pa ba?
Nakakaawa naman ako, for the sake of updating eh kung anu-ano nalang ang pinagsasabi. Haaay... sabagay akin naman toh,
wala naman sigurong babato ng kamatis sakin para manahimik ako sa mga pagkekwento ko.

Ayun, nung Sabado diba Nihon Nights sa USTe. Eto na yung mga pictures ng cosplayers at siyempre mawawalaba kami dun! kaso since napaka-demure ko (pweh!) eh, hindi ko na ilalagay yung mukha ko, kahit naku-kyutan ako sa isture ko! *pinchmyself* mwehehehe...

Ai no Hi - 02.18.06
(please watchout for future editing. ^^)

Ano pa ba? Ahhhh.... nung Wednesday reporting namin sa Theology. Alam niyo ba kung ano yung amin? Sacrament of PENANCE. Sabi nila bagay sakin, kelangan ko na daw mag-bago. Ows? Pano yan, mabo-bored naman ako sa sarili ko nun.
AYAW! hindi naman ako ganun kasama diba? Well, oo maniac ako pagdating sa mga nagsisigwapuhan na lalaking katakam-takam naman talaga kasi, ikanga nila, makalaglag panty, come'on mga bakla! join kayo sakin diba? Kasalanan ba yun? paghanga yun! to another level! Oo mahilig ako sa YAOI na hindi tanggap ng simbahan kasi si Eba at Adan lang ang pwede sa langit, hindi si Eba at Eba o Adan at Adan (XD), kasalanan nga ba iyon? Eh, ewan ko. Kala niyo ba hindi ko yan tinatanong sa sarili ko? Bakit para akong abnoy minsan? Haaaay... kaso meh magagawa ba ang mga tanong? Diba wala? Kasi ayoko din maghanap ng sagot. Hedonista nga ata ako, mahilig ako sa pleasure, kesa pahirapan ko pa yung sarili ko diba!

Haaay...mag-rant ba daw?
Ganito nga pala. Ang pangit ko mag-repot. Leche. Napaka-sabog ng ideas. AS IN! Mantakin mo na na-miss ko yung Phil Lit nung Wedneday para lang tapusin yung lechugas na report na yan! Hot seat pa bukas! hala! Kung kelan pa naman na maganda daw yung mood ni Big Mac. Sayang.... garrrrrrr....

Hmmm... ano pa ba? Nung day na yun din, nagpunta kami nung kaklase kong si Miguchi sa Quiapo. Dapat kasi mag-iinterbyu kami ng mga nagtitinda about piracy. Ang akala nila siguro, ibubulgar namin sila. Feeling naman noh! Personal nga yung itatanong namin. yung pwede namin i-link sa poverty as major factor kaya sa piracy sila nagre-rely ng business, eh illegal naman. Hindi ba? Kasi ayaw eh, defensive na, ang tataray pa! Mag-shopping na nga lang! Ayan, dahil ang Quiapo ay isang makasalanan na lugar para sakin, dahil sa tuwing nagpupunta ko dun eh sandamakmak na tukso yung bumubulong sakin! Diyos ko! Napa-withdraw kasi ako dahil kay Miguchi, at nagugutom na daw siya. LINIBRE ko na (mwahahahaha!!! Belat!) kasi ayokong magkaladkat ng hinimatay na tao sa kalagitnaan ng Quiapo. Mamaya ma-raid pa kami eh mahirap maghila ng katawan. Ano nga ba yung mga nabili ko? Uhmmm…

+Sympathy for Lady Vengence (oy si Jang-guem oh!)
+HELLSING (yung anime! WOOOHOOOO!!!!)
+Parokya ni Edgar: Inuman Session DVD)
+Asian movies collection
+She's on Duty (Si Sam-soon oh!)

Ayan, magkano nanaman yan ha! Grrr… gusto ko n asana bilin yung GTO at BECK eh, kaso kawawa naman ako, lalakarin ko na ang Quiapo papuntang bahay kasi wala na kong pera nun. Tapos nun, kain muna ng ice cream sa Jollibee. Yung tutifruity nila lasang toothpaste nga. Thus, the name. Indeed.

Pag-uwi ko, pinanood ko na yung GOKUSEN special. Haaay… I have to admit, kaiyak-iyak ang presyo ng series na itoh. Impulsive buyer nga ako. Basta asa harap ko, gusto ko, meh pera sa wallet ko, KACHING! Akin kah! Mwahahaha!!! Kaso kelangan ko tuloy mag tiis ng pagkain, para naman may matira kahit pano sa pera ko! Pero worthit naman ang 550 php ko para sa series na toh, wa ko ma sey. Ang ganda nya. Kaso ang format nya is parang GTO talaga. Same delinquents; pasaway na mga vice-principal or head teacher; humble na principal (kung hindi tindera sa canteen, hardinero); matapang na teacher na magliligtas sa mga naliligaw nilang landas. Ewan ko kng ano yung mas maganda kasi di ko pa napapanood yung sa GTO, but I definitely recomment Gokusen! You’ll love class 3-D and Nakama Yuki (si Sadako) as she turns comic in this series! At dahil sa palabas na itoh eh pinagnanasaan ko ngaun si Matsumoto Jun na gumanap na Shin Sawada. Eh diba si Shin naman talaga gusto ko na, sa series pa lang? Ay! Mas cool sya dito! XD Naiinspire tuloy ako gumawa ng fanfic sa Gokusen. Baka may ma-contribute ako sa 20 fanfics ng anime sa FF.net. 21 na! Woooo!!! Inumpisahan ko na kanina eh! Sana tuloy-tuloy na!

Ngayun naming Thursday, inaantok ako the whole period. Wala si Mabajugjug, kaya walang quiz. Yey. Pero maingay pa rin ako. Nagwa-whine nga lang. parakhongenghot!
Tapos pinanood lang kami ng sayaw sa PE. Sana pala umattend nalang ako dun sa Symphosium. Maganda pa naman. Kakarampot nalang inabutan ko. Yung libro astig. Parang Bob Ong yung author kasi ang kulit nya! Sana maging prof naming sya! Tapos about Suicide pa! Yosh! Worth-it sana ang 175 php ko!

Haaay…. Ayan! Madaldal na ko masyado! Makapag-basa na nga sa Phil Lit. Hmmm….GHOST. Awwwwooooo…. Kim Sam-soon na ata! Sige na!

JA~

AYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! Wait! Lookie!

Meh nakita akong dalawang kuting sa ilalim ng kama, siguro anak nung nakakapasok na pusa samin. Kasi bigla silang nawala kanina. Sana kinuha na nung nanay, hindi ko kasi maalagaan eh.

Yun lang. ^^V

shame on me for almost forgetting my idol's birthday!

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU YUKI EIRI~~

here's a simple profile of him:

name: uesugi eiri
pen name: yuki eiri
occupation: writer (romance novelist, popular)
birthday: february 23
age: 22
height: 186 cm / 6' 1"
weight: 74 kg / 163 lbs
zodiac: pisces
hair: sandy blond [on manga covers and anime], but actually has light brown hair.
eyes: hazel, sometimes with flecks of green [blue in some manga covers]
birthplace: kyoto
blood type: AB
seiyuu: inoue kazuhiko
family: tatsuha (brother); mika (sister); father (name unknown)
cigarettes: alpha mentol lights
booze: anything handy in the fridge, but he seems to like budweiser
hobbies: writing (duh), smoking, sleeping
occupation: romance novelist
other:
left ear is pierced, often wears a small gold hoop or stud
wears reading glasses

Well, what can I say about him...Uh, he's the lover of Shuichi Shindou from my ever favorite shounen-ai anime Gravitation. He maybe a bastard sometimes, often a jerk to Shuichi for he doesn't know how to express his true emotions. Even if he wanted to be as sweet as his favorite cake to the one he loves, it will always be hard for him, so the result turns out to be the exact opposite. He's my idol for he is a NOVELIST. He has recieved alot of awards and his works are hailed by critics. Something that is really hard to earn. He's cool but he's hot. Shuichi is one lucky guy. Uhn!

His eyes are the best. Thank you miss Maki Murakami for creating a god. *oh-hail-yuki possition*

Yosh! That's that! Better late than never! So i'm saying my greeting to K-Ann and Cheska who also celebrates their birthday! Cheska last Feb.21 and K-Ann today! Otanjoubi nakama~~~ MGA BAKLA!

Mwahahahaha!!!!

Ang isang babasahin, kahit anu pa man ay mainam na umpisahan na positibo. Kaya sa pagkakataon na ito, nais ko munang batiin ng isang

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU SHIN-CHAN!

si Shinya nang bandang Dir en Grey. Sana wag mo kalimutan na mahal na mahal kita. Ikaw pa rin ay asawa ko, okei? Itsumo no gambare, Anata! Genkidane! Muah! *blush*

Yoshi....
Pwede na ko magreklamo?
Pwede na...

*hinga malalim*

Bwisit ba naman kasi ngayung umaga. Alam mo yun? Gigising ka ng maaga para magplantsa, pakainin ang sarili mo, pilitin na imulat yung mata mo, mag-alis ng muta, maligo kahit mistulang yelo yung tubig, tiisin ang ginaw at pabayaan nalang ang mga uhog na umagos, tapos babyahe ka pa ng pagakalaaaaaayo-layo, mapapahiya sa jeep kasi mukha kang tanga na nakabukas yung libro pero nakapikit ka naman magugulat sa kinauupuan mo kapag biglang preno at mapapahiya kapag halos tumilapon ka na sa biglang hinto tapos magmamadali ka pa papuntang sakayan makakakita ng aso na tumatae mamamang matutulog sa daan maawa ka kaya ka madadapa napahiya ka pa kasi lumagapak ka sa mukha mo tapos pagdating mo ng iskul...

"O! Wag na kayo magmadali sa pag-tawid! Wala na kayong pasok!"

Hindi totoo yan.... ayoko maniwala.

Pero nangyari na nga...WALANG PASOK. WALANG PASOK... WALA. Sabi daw ni Gloria, kaninang umaga lang ayan kasi di maruning makinig ng balita ni TV binunuksan lang kapag ang palabas na anime ang papanoorin. Engot. Kasi naman, bakit ngayung umaga lang? Pwede naman kagabi! Leche!

Anyways, eto nalang. Since ayoko pa umuwi kanina, tumambay muna ako kela K-Ann para manood kami ng Transamerica. Maganda naman siya, nakakatuwa at times, madaming frontal nudity at mga wetpu na nakaka-shock! Kelangan ko kasi mag-intay hanggang 11 kasi kala ko ppnta kaming Shangri-la ni Mao para sa Jpop exibit kaso umalis pala sila ng mama nya. Sayang sana umuwi nalang ako agad. Pero ayus naman kasama si lola K-Ann eh! at salamat poh sa dagdag fats! Masarap at makasalanan ang mga BIGGIES ng Wendy's! Haynakku!

Yung burger ubos na eh, ang takaw namin...




LOLA~~~~ Ayan! Total exposure ka naman sa blog ko ha! Ganda na ng lola mo at nakapag-retouch! Nyahaha!!! Lamat uli sa fud! muah!

Tenk yu tenk yu lola! Next time lilibre din kita! Saan ba gusto mo? Nakz! dami anda! Ayun, so siyempre kelangan na kami maghiwalay ng lola mo kundi baka meh mapag-tripan pa kaming fafa dyan at mahalay namin na wala sa oras. Tirik pa naman ang araw, medyo iba na ang level na kabaklaan namin. Mweheheh....

Pag-uwi ko sa bahay medyo maaga pa naman kaya nanood ako ng isang korean na DVD, pero bago yun, naisip ko lang na bili ako ng bili pero hindi ko naman sila pinapanood lahat. Pan-display baga. Ang pangit ng ganun, sayang. Kaya determinado akong panoorin sila lahat! Linista ko na nga eh, para di ko ma makalimutan! Uhn! Andami! Umabot sila ng 53 titles, kasama na dyan ang mga series... putek. Adik tlaga ako. Tsk! Tsk!

Japanese:
1. Rashomon
2. Doppleganger
3. Azumi II
4. Seven Samurai

Korean:
5. April Snow
6. Symphathy for Lady Vengence
7. 2Km Sissily (?)
8. (hanggul writing)
9. Sex is Zero II
10. Cracked Eggs and Noodles

Anime:
11. Petshop of Horrors
12. Le Portrait de Petit Cossette
13. Spirited Away
14. Genshiken
15. Crayon Shin-chan the movie
16. Mirage of Blaze
17. Hundred Stories
18. Gungrave (unwatched episodes)
19. Samurai Champloo
20. HELLSING
21. BLEACH
22. City Hunters: Bay City Wars
23. The Cat Return
24. My Neighbor Totoro
25. Pom Poko

Chinese/Taiwanese/Hongkong:
26. Infernal Affairs
27. Perhaps Love
28. Drink Drank Drunk
29. Bug Me Not
30. Calmi Cuori Appasinati
31. Turn Left Turn Right
32. Too Tired to Die

Iranian/Iraqi:
33. Osama
34. Ten

Hollywood:
35. Around the world in 80 days
36. Lost in Translation
37. EROS
38. Ethan Mao
39. The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe
40. Corpse Bride
41. The Finished People

Local:
42. Deathrow

Concerts/Live performances:
43. Pierrot concert
44. Gackt: Requiem et Reminisce concert
45. Every Little Thing: Concert Tour 2001 4 Force
46. Do As Infinity: Live Tour 2004
47. TVXQ: Rising Sun
48. Parokya ni Edgar: Inuman Sessions
49. Dir en Grey : Blitz 5 Days (pending)
50. Malice Mizer: Concerts and TV specials
51. Psycho Le Cemu : Digital Clips
52. GLAY : -White Road- Tour 2005 at Tokyo Dome
53. BoA: Best of soul PVs

I hope I can watch some of them this month or I'll have to schedule a marathon this summer! Madami-dami din yan ah! Tapos madadagdagan pa...di ko alam kung dapat tuloy ako matuwa....hala...ewan ko....

*hikap*
Inaantok talaga ako, makatulog nga ng maaga!
Oyasumi minna!

Yesterday, we watched Close To You

Huh?
I actually watched that?

Errr…if you’re going to ask me how it was, well, I have to say it wasn’t so bad. John Loyd Cruz was the comic relief and Sam Milby surprisingly was good at his first movie.
The cute formula of best friends-turn-lovers---NOT SO BAD. It was funny anyway. ^^V

Oh well, going out with my mom and watching those sorts of movies always gives me benefits. She bought me the sumo plushie that I wanted, one of Meiji’s products, Pucca, was able to enjoy a drink of Quickly and eat at Tokyo Tokyo! Yum!

Just recently, I noticed the number of books I haven’t read after listing down the CDs I haven’t watched. What I hate about this is they are piling up somewhere inside the room and some just clogs inside my cabinet. It’s becoming a pain, especially when I realize how much I spend for these books and they are left unread. Ano yan display?!. I hate myself for being a lazy-ass. I admit I’m not really a book worm, but I do love stories that's why I love books. I just don’t allot that much time as others do.

Here’s the book list:

Anne Rice
“Lasher”
“Tale of the Body Thief”
“Belinda”

David Seltzer
“The Omen”
“The Omen: Damien”

Neil Gaiman
“Sandman: Dream Country”
“Sandman: The Kindly Ones”

Jiro Osaragi - “Home Coming”
Charleine Harris - “Dead to the World”
Ben Neilhart - “Burning Girl”
Sussana Griffin - “What Her Body Thought”
Eros Atalia - “Taguan Pung at Manwal ng mga Nagpapagal”
Rustica C. Carpio - “Shanghai of my Past”
Gabriel Garcia Marquez - “One Hundred Years of Solitude”
Bob Ong - “Stainless Longganisa”
John A. Whiting and Stephen B. Haben - “Controversial Chrisitians”
Laura Esquivel - “Like Water for Chocolate”
Joanne Harris - “Chocolat”
Sussana Keysen - “Girl Interrupted”
De Lassalle literary folio – “Malate: Tomo XII blg. 4”

My books after arranging them. Para organize diba?

Oh my gosh, I have so much to read, and up till now I’m still reading “Angels and Demons” but I bet I can finish it this week. I hope it could also be turned into a movie like the “Da Vinci’s Code”. Speaking of Dan Brown’s novel, I was walking pass the fountain of UST last Friday afternoon when I noticed how pretty it is. I was at the part of the novel where Langdon discovered the 4th marker for the path of Illumination to the Illuminati Church, which is Bernini’s Fountain of Four Rivers so wala lang, it reminded me of it. Take a look:

Di ba pwede?

Yosh! Shall start my English now! Oya~
Gambarimasu! Aja aja desu!

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