Kiwi

Waves of sudden despair crashed upon my soul again. It really blew me off my normal self and I kept asking why...why...why...

I was reading one of Anne Rice's novels titled Cry to Heaven. A friend suggested it is a good book, especially with my fancy with beautiful men and their passionate affairs with each other. Anne Rice never fails to amaze me. How she can make me believe such fictional characters are alive in my little deceptive mind and now how people can be so cruel.

Cry to Heaven follows the story of Tonio Treshi and Guido Maffeo, as student and maestro castrati. Eventually, they became lovers and this part of the book gave me the spark to carry on reading. I love Guido’s coldness but inner sweetness towards Tonio; and Tonio, despite his stubborn attitude gave in to Guido’s passion. I love them both and the passionate secret they both share. However, I have this hobby of reading ahead of chapter, taking a peek at the future events in the story. For some this may be major spoiling, but it is MY motivation. And this hobby just made me cry.

Well, what I read ahead was the Tonio was offered by a Cardinal to bed with him (Eherm! According to Joanna, this is normal back in the days. Allowed!) and confided it to Guido. He never expected that Guido was furious about him declining the indecent proposal. Saying it’s because he is a castrato and it would be such an honor for him, and blah blah. Tonio didn’t want it out of love for Guido. He didn’t want to betray his lover. As Guido says those cruel words to him, he just stood there, shocked and hurt as if Guido has struck him. This part made me cry. I pity Tonio so much. And I hate Guido for being such a bastard. Even then, going back to previous chapters, Tonio saw Guido with Contessa Lissani, kissed her, her hair fallen freely at the back and Guido’s hair, ruffled. Something happened. Tonio cried like a child, it pained him that much. Although Guido warned him before that he shouldn’t refrain himself from sleeping with other people out of love for him because that is bad. But sweet words and a gentle kiss from his lover melted his heart and erased the pain. But Guido’s sexual freedom philosophy, Tonio never understood and neither did I.

This kind of situation is very complicated and it really is sad…

On other thoughts!

It's only 3 days away from school now. Wow, time flies so fast. Boom! It’s already been 3 weeks and work your but on assignments and reports again... shucks. How exciting. Boo.

My mom was telling me the story of the recent movie The Exorcism of Emily Rose and got me quite frightened. I was thinking of how that girl must’ve felt being helpless and Lucifer using her body. She was weak and overly sensitive that’s why the devil got hold of her so easily. And the priest couldn’t save her. So sad and frightening. For anyone to experience that is really hell. And then my mom also mentioned that it was said in the movie that 3:00 A.M is the time of the devil because it is a mockery of Christ’s death. I’ve known this before, that’s why it was said in practicing black magic spells, and it is best performed at this hour. It made me think because sometimes I stay up all night and I sometimes go to the comfort room at that hour. It’s really creepy, you know. Well, just have to be brave.

Ahhhhhh!!! Still have to finish works for my previous school. The pesky year book is still pending… wow… an tagal talaga….

I want coffee.

Oh yeah, I just finished the anime Gungrave. Nice animation and story. But the ending could’ve been better. Aww. Flaw. But good anyway. Bradon Heat-to desu!

Last, I'm getting too addicted to PBB. I don't know why. I love Uma so much. And I like Cass. Masipag. Like my mom said: "Pang-kusina na, pang-kama pa". Panalo!. And I like their love team. I want to see Uma, do some effort for Cass. Yes, court her. If that's his really intention. Or if what he said to Say are all true. Hope so! hihi... let's just stay tuned.

I didn't intended on coming to school today. If it wasn't for Mao, I'll be slacking off or miraculously cleaning the house today to kick out the dust pilling up the corners. Well, this is not ranting against her in a negative way. I agreed to go because we'll be missing each other alot when regular classes starts. Our scheds will never meet and that's just sad, so we decided to do our little "adventures" today, semi-knowing there's no class.

Well, what sucks is I stayed for more than 2 hours I think inside the class, killing time. hoping, just a little, hoping that they get on with the class so there's no time wasted. Though, it's not much wasted, I was chatting with my friends anyway.

Then at 9:20 me and Miguchi went ahead to get 2nd sem stickers at the Main Bldg. Parted ways, bought some blank cds and is now typing this entry for this blog.

Waiting for 11:00 o'clock and I shall be going. I want to go to a fast download internet shop near here (if ever there is one) and download all those videos and musics and manga's free to download around the net!!! Gyaaaahhhh!!! I don't care how much, I have to read Mars manga!!! And I'm really determined to buy the remaining volumes of Gravi manga. Yeah, well, I've been blabbing about this for ages, but I swear I'll start next month.

Well, time's almost up...I want to play the guitar now (currently learning)... if anybody knows the chords of Kotani Kinya's "Anti-nostalgic" (from Gravitation) kindly share it to me at kochiramen@gmail.com.

DOMO~~~~

Ahhhh....such a busy period for me. I'm sorry for not updating, but I really am busy. Don't ask why. I'm not so sure myself. Hmmm....maybe there's this thing called "studying". Ow? Well, whatever, all I know is I'm striving hard not to get a 3 and turning my wheels from making me fall out of misery.

There’s so much I really want to say, but unfortunately don’t have the time and idea what. Perhaps I’ll be doing another round of The Faculty here. But I have to get to know them better first. We have some interesting and waaaaay boooorrrring professors to diss, so stay tuned. Ah! And Ken and Yukkie’s birthday is coming up ahead, and I do hope I could put up a good dedication post for my favorite musician and koi. ^^V

Yey! My guitar is back in tune! It’s cool. Joven did it for me. Domo~
And since it’s back in tune, back to practice, and dreadful kalyo ahead. Waaaaahhh…. But my oniichan said it’s normal, and that is a good sign. It means you’re learning and devoting your effort and time for it, ergo will succeed! Thanks a lot!

My mom just opened me a bank account. Well, I kind of ask her for it. No, it’s not a savings, just express cash. Just something where I can put my money into a good keeping. I’m being too gastadera these past months, and I haven’t saved a single penny. Now what will happen to my Gravi mangas if this happens? And Mamoy promised me that she’ll put 2K in it so I have money ahead! Yeeeepeeee!!!! All I got to do now is learn how to deposit… hmmm….

And a big big shout out to AUBREY for the “Haru wo Daitteita” OAV and Manga scans!!! Really like it! Yaoi~ yaoi~ yaoi~~~~ I’ll try to visit you at the Lib Café sometime okay? And thanks for the mini letter. I’m glad there’s someone who still believes I won’t starve on my chosen career. Domo~~~

Well, okay, speaking of yaoi, I just want to share this rare reacting I got from a classmate. Joanna pointed that one of our irregular students is an anime fan, and since there was no prof yet, and the HP council is gathering at our area, it was my instinct to move out. Really, I can relate with the movie, but the book. A big NO. I haven’t even read one! Maybe in the future! Pahiram!!! anyways, I seated beside the guy (sorry forgot his name!) and chatted with him, of course about anime and stuff, and surprisingly, knows L’Arc~en~Ciel! And he records from NHK too!!! Weeeee!!! So I thought cool, cool… then we got to the subject of Hentai. I mentioned one of the hentai titles that I HAD (gave them away in fear of the wrath of my mother finding out), was “Countdown Akira”. I’ve read one review on the net and thought it seemed interesting actually. The plot is actually good (yes, this has a plot! Yes!) minus the, err, ‘scenes’. When I mentioned it to him, his reaction was:

“Putang ina! Bakla yun ah! Yuuuuuck!”

The exact words. How can I forget. It was weird for me. I never really got this kind of reaction from guys. Really, sometimes they just look at me with the you-are-freaking-weird look then smile, accepting defeat. Hahaha! This is funny. Really funny. And I did mention this was what I was saying: YAOI. And me, as a YAOISTA. And another comment:

“Yeeee, bakit bakla? Yun kaya yung pinaka-kadiri samin!”

“Baket?”

“Siyempre, lalaki kami!”.

Oh yeah, I have to explain why Countdown Akira seemed “bakla” to him. Well, since the main character have a philosophy of “A hole is a hole”, which means he swings both ways. The weird thing about him is, just ask for sex from him, he’ll oblige. For free. Men or women alike. But the anime didn’t really imply the yaoi side, just sounds, the graphic and hentai side were the exposed one. And he judged the whole anime being “bakla” for that?! Whatever, he said it was watched by the gays in their block, so I kind of get why he has this judgement.

Well, so much about it. Don’t I still have to read Phil Lit and PGC? Oh fuckin yeah. Argh.

I never thought they would work for me. I mean the shoujo manga types with Hetero relationships, I usually go for the types with yaoi pairings, tee-hee. And no, not much of a shounen manga, addict, i like the anime versions better. ^^

But this past few days, I've been hooked with 2 shoujo manga that was lended to me. Too bad they are all left hanging... awww.... kakabitin to tha max!.

I think I've mentioned before that I wanted to read this manga. Simply because the title intrigued me. And that is a problem (^^). Then, as luck would have it, a friend would land it to my palms for me to discover their world. Well, I've only read the first volume and is hoping for the owner to buy the rest and lend it to me again! Yee-pee!!! So for this, I can't tell much of what's happend to the story. But let me give you a gist.

Kill Me, Kiss Me is a Korean manga buy Lee Young-you (?). Tae has this major crush on her identical cousin's school mate, Kang Kun, which is also a popular model. So, she schemed with her cousin to trade places for a week to get the chance to get closer to the man and Jang-woo (her cousin, yes, a boy) to get close with girls (in Tae's school, which is exclusive). Then of course, all hells raise as the two get cought in trouble, including fist fights and love troubles, as well as the other's reputation.

This is cute, and I admire Koreans for being good at their munwah too! Yepppeeedooo! Anyways, this manga actually has shoujou-ai and shounen-ai connotations at some situations. Since Tae is boyish and is at an exclusive school, the girls there practically fantasiza her as a heartrob. While Kang Kun and his bestfriend, Ga-woon (who later will fall inlove with the cross-dressing Tae and gets confused with his sexuality, see?) are so close to each other, they have cellphones only for each other's contact. So sweet. See what I mean? Either way, it's cute, and I want to know what will happend to them later. Nice drawings too!

This manga, I just recieved this morning and finished the two volumes this day too. A classmate commented that she didn't like the drawing but then it worked for me! Especially noticing the familiarity of Edogawa Takeru (male main chara) to Hide! Yes, the jrocker Hide-sama (Sumalangit nawa...). And he is! The author, Takanashi Mitsuba, did admit so. So yey! Nice nice... And I don't know why, but this highschool has no uniform, so feast on those uber cool street fashion!

Anyways, I don't know why, but I like the delirium type of story, where the characters fall into pits of confusion and angst, then will get their love anyway. Its cute. Really cute. ^^ And so is the type for The Devil Does Exist is about Edogawa Takeru, the school bully and at the same time the coolest, and Saito Kayano, as they discover love for one another, of course going around in circles first. And one of the biggest complications for their blooming feelings for one another is their parents are marrying one another, which only means they will be brothers and sisters, so this will be incestful, ne? But discovering Takeru's softer side is even more fun and for me gives the spice to the whole story. Naaaaa....and then it kept me hanging after volume 2... i hope i can see scans somewhere.... hmmm... and the weird thing is, I kept falling asleep today, I dreamed of the manga! Talk about fancy, eh?

Okay, so that's it. Why do I always update so midnight anyway?!

That goes for all of us Filipinos and the likes of my lovely class, 1LIT~! Maaaaa...buhay!

Yes.

I'm really hungry.

So spare me with my weird babblings again, okay?

Shit. I wanted to finish my English 101B assignment today, but freagin library rules is blocking my way. I need a letter?! Drag. Errr... But kinda glad that girl at the counter still recognized me from the orientation last july. Nice to meet ya again, Ate Lea!

Shit again for my Math subject. I like my prof, she's uber nice and always calm and cool with her teaching, but gosh, could math get any more frustrating and boooooring? Really, I wanted to spend a moment of sweet sleep last session. Then after that, PGC (Philippine Government Constitution). Wow...talk about boooring days, huh? I mean, yeah, the graded recitaion is sort of nerve-wracking, but the class is so booooring i'm loosing all my nerves at the end of my veins. Argh.

Oh yeah, shit for Math assignments that never worked for me. Argh!!!

This will be my post for the day, I want to sleep straight after PBB today. Haaay....

Okay, last topic.

ANNE RICE, quitting her job as a gothic writer, slash beautiful men, slash vampires, slash lamentation for us fans. Awwww...

I won't explain further why, read the article here.

And last last, quizzes from http://arisfael.pitas.com/. Thanks!


Atelier Boz:
You've got real class! You're Gothic/Lolita
because it is an expression of yourself, not
because it is an expression of your friend's
self. You do have a tendency to be a bit of a
downer, though.


Which Gothic Lolita Fashion House Is For You?!
brought to you by Quizilla

Wow, stig... kasya kaya sakin yan?


People view you as a Loner Artist. Loner Aritist
are exactly as their title says, loners and
artist. Now you are not alone by choice but
many people find you odd. This only bothers you
when you're in a public place like a dance club
or a crowded lunchroom so you tend to steer
clear of those places. You might have a friend
or two but they're either Loner Artists like
you or Truly Dark. Fear not! So many artists
are not appreciated in their own times!


What Do People Truly See You As? (lots of outcomes and stunning pictures)
brought to you by Quizilla

Really?

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Moderate
Level 2 (Lustful)	Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Divine Comedy Inferno Test

Gosh...I could see myself suffer in level 8! Eeek! >_<


Your Murder is Die! Actually, you survived the
whole ordeal. And you got your penny.


The Dir en Grey Murder Case Quiz
brought to you by Quizilla

See? I knew someday we'll kill each other.

I'm going home...the library is making my fingers frost i can't even type normal. Grrr...

I had a fun time with Leo, Akie and Joanna at San Lazaro then all the way home at the car, with our usual car sessions and laughs.

Those kinds of moments, when I can laugh whole heartedly and feel myself free of nuissances offered dearly by life, is a bliss.

No kidding. Awww...I'm feeling all puffy again, especially with the cool breez wraping with every skin of my body...

Anyways, upon arriving home, I watched a Korean movie, which I saw once at Arirang TV, and gosh... floods of tears, ladies and gents, floods of tears. Hmmm... If only I can remember the title. This will be one of my most memorable movies seen yet. Next post, promise, I'll do a "mini" review.

Then, I slept again. I don't know why, but its been a couple of days that I've been so fond of sleeping. Even my precious after school hours that I should be spending doing my earthly pleasures of anime and jrock or manga and the likes, I spend sleeping. And, gosh, another feeling of bliss. I don't know what's with afternoon siestas but they are heaven when you wake up. It's so relaxing you just want to sleep more.

I reeeeaaaaly wanted to sleep more but I have to do my daily chores of plates and rice. Upon doing this, I saw on TV the trailer of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. Okay, so it really looks good. Tomorrow, me and my mom will be watching it at Market! Market! If it's as good as my classmates (the "HP Council" as i call them) says, then I'll start reading the books next year.

*hikab*

I'm soooo sleepy again, it made this post so crappy again. Arrrr....

I know this is like...3 days ago, but anyways, I'm posting! hah!

I soo love my oniichan! He just bought me, or rather, gave me his shoes...or something like that. It was supposed to be his, but then, there is no size fitted for him, so instead, he asked the sellers to replace it with another, design of my choice and size so it will just be an early christmas present from him.

We rarely give each other presents, so I was really happy. And I like my new chuck. It's colored ash gray with blue linings and white base. It was the one that caught my attention, so yun. In return, before we seperated ways, I treated him to KFC, since we both haven't eaten yet, and the sun was absorbing gradually our energies. The need to charge craved through my tummy.

T_T

I had to spend my 200 peso bill, which I wanted so much to keep. Awww... but then, it's okay. We were satisfied with the food anyway.

Kuya rode the bus back to Manila, since he still had class by 2:30. I would've got home after, but my classmate suddenly texted me that the book we requested her to buy for Logic class was out of stock, so I thought I'd be good to check at the bookstores at Megamall. I rode the FX that will drop me exactly at the entrance close to National Bookstore. 15 pesos kind of hurt, but the aircon was cool, ultraviolet-free trip and fast. I just didn't like it that I was squashed between old men. Errr...

Upon stepping at National, the magical feeling filled me. Something about bookstores give me a thingly feeling of exitement. Although it really hurts me that all I can do is browse the shelves because I don't have the money to grab one and take home. Awww... and I'm a takaw tingin. I buy books sometimes but I don't really read them immediately.

Anyway, as I remeber the last time I visited National, the Anne Rice novels were wickedly in display together with the gay books like Hey Joe! and Erotic tales of the Vampires. Nyahahahha! I find that really funny. Those who arrange the stacks of books sure knows the true nature of Anne Rice's novels, eh? The Philippine books sections is near the entrance so I went there before switching to Goodwill. The Philippine publication shelf is poorly offered with 3/4 of space, and this makes me sad. There are thousand of good books by Filipinos, can't they offer more? Since we are on the topic, the Philippine section is always invaded by Jessica Safra, Bob Ong and Danton Remoto. I think these 3 have the most number of books displayed. As always, I see Lola Dante's Ladlad anthology, his poem books, and essays, and then there is Buhay Bakla. I'm really planning on buying this one, but the price of 175 php for me is quite unfair. I know I shouldn't judge a book by it's cover, and I know the contents will be good since Lola Dante is one of the greatest gay writer I know. However, seeing the price and evaluating the look of the book doesn't go along well. It really looks like those 20 php romance novels you can buy on sidewalks. I mean, I don't have anything against them, there came a period when I got quite addicted to them, but at least the price match. I wish they'd improve the material used for that great writing. Ladlad I looked like an elementary textbook, then Ladlad II improved the paper, except the cover.

Shooking my head, I exited and walked to Goodwill where my prof suggested to check out. It was dreadful, no stock available for my Logic book too. Seizing the opportunity, I browsed the books instead and saw the Anne Rice novels really are cheaper at Goodwill. It's being sold at only 229.00 php, cheaper than the 359.00 php price at Powerbooks. Then I saw they are selling hardbound novel books with 50% discount. I was surprised to see Merrick! So stupid, I forgot to ask how much. I want that...

Last book stop is Powerbooks. I always love this specialty store, and actually considers it as my tambayan at malls.

Something changed. The package counter was removed so I had to carry around my plastic bag containing my new shoes and my "getting heavier" body bag.

Anyways, in front of the entrance are box sets of different novel series. Of course that includes Anne Rice's works, J.K Rowlings Harry Potter series, Tolkien's Lord of the Rings and others. There was the 5 first Vampire Chronicles Interview with the Vampire, The Vampire Lestat, The Vampire Armand, Queen of the Damned and Tale of the Body Thief. There was also the Beauty series, with a really elegant box jacket of jewel-like patterns since it is a story about princes and princesses of power and lust and you-know-what ^^ , composed of The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty, Beauty's Punishment and The Release of Beauty.

Harry Potter books are starting to intrigue me. Try being with HP fanatics practically everyday and movies kicking at the cinema, its making me want to read the books too. My plan is, waiting for the last book to release and the launch of the COMPLETE box set, then I'd ask dad to give me money or buy it for me at US if he prefers. When will that be? In 2 years maybe? Hehehe...moving on! I saw an illustrated book of Dante Alighieri's Inferno. It creeped me out. It seemed to me, the book and the message and the freagin quiz is hunting me! Good thing it was opened, so I get to see myself in level 8, the Malebolge. One level down, and I get to meet the Dark Prince. Gosh... according to the book, I'll be covered in shit. Yuuck!!! Skip, skip!

I saw the new issue of Time's Magazine. The cover is Zhang Zi Yi and other chinese casts for the movie Memoirs of a Geisha. But why chinese? I was expecting a japanese actress since it is a Geisha. I don't know, japanese have this finer, liquid-like movements when it comes to Geisha playing. But let's see. Zhang Zi Yi is a good actress anyway, and very pretty. I swear I wanted to buy that mag, if only I had the money...

Powerbooks also has a manga/comic section where I saw titles from AMX like XXholic, Gaishiken, Wildflower, Midare and others. AMX is also the publisher of The Devil Does Exist. I hope vol.3 gets released soon!

Finding my way out of my sanctuary of books, I walked to Comic Alley. I bought a new mouse pad, with a Kakashi deisign. Chibiii~~ kawaii!

Then to Comic Quest. Ahhh...the manga haven, my breathing came heavy... being in this kind of place with heavenly desirables is pure bliss...haaay...my eyes authomatically reverted to the yaoi sections, hmmm....bakit kaya?!. Hehe...anyways, I saw Yellow by DMP, same publishers of Only the Ring Finger Knows, one of the sweetest shounen-ai stories of all time. Swear! I want to buy Yellow if only it doesn't cost so much. 850 php?! I'll think about it... I also saw Earthian, Kizuna, Gravitation and FAKE. Hopefully, after completing Gravi, i'll buy FAKE. Cheaper and lesser in volumes. The OAV made me love it too much I want to see if Dee ever will score to Ryo. Hehehe...

*sigh*

It's cold here in the library. Relaxing myself here after PE. Basketball is really cool. I'm looking forward to next Thursday.

Time to go home now!

Sana di trapik

Please bear with this incomplete report. Meaning I wont mention everything, only based on what I can remember.

At 7:00 pass in the morning, I woke up, eat Sumo and turned on my computer.

Pon-chan, Yu-chan, and Tare-tare greeted me good morning, although it was only Pon-chan which was smiling.

I suddenly remembered the date today.
26…November 26…
What’s so special with November 26?

Oh yeah!

UP AME!

Immediately, I contacted some of my friends and asked if they were going. This is the first time that I’m going to a big convention unprepared. Usually, I’ve saved up money a week before and decided on what to wear. But today was entirely different. I haven’t attended a single convention this year. So I have to depend on how much money I have, and quickly decide on a Japanese-street-styled get-up, mix matching what I have in my closet. Luckily, my new navy pants and checkered polo gave me an idea.

Off I went to Tulay, pass 1:30, to ride the bus to Philcoa, where I would meet Mao Mary, Nel and Iori. A dreadful 20 php for an air conditioned bus. Really, is it that expensive now? The last time I rode a bus to Philcoa from Tulay, was 13 php!

At around 3:00 pass, they arrived.
We left at round 4:00.

At the entrance of UP Bahay ng Alumni we could see lots of the “visible” anime fans. There’s this girl that I’ve been seeing, in Japanese-street style too, with a luggage. I thought, maybe a tourist…, but until night she’s there. Inside, more anime and jrock fans alike. Time for cosplay!

Cosplay is my favorite segment of a convention.
Masarap mang okray!

Lot’s of good costumes, skin, black, leathers…and uh yuri? There was.
One of my memorable cosplayers are:

ROCK LEE of Naruto
Pare, ang astig mo! Pwede maging kilay mo!!!

ZACK and CLOUD of Final Fantasy VII

Eeekeee… we’re actually pairing this two up. I have pics on my phone for proof! I guess it’s safe to say that Cloud is bi. Zack is not? Oh well! They were playing along anyway! I just love them!

TESTAMENT of Guilty Gear

Wafu! Wafuuuu!!! More than the good looks and uber cool aura, I don’t know, there’s something about him that intrigues me so much. I think I’ve seen him before. Here at tabulas too. A picture? Yes, maybe. Oh yeah! You look great in your costume! Astig!!!. Sexy! Sexy! He sort of reminds me of Miyavi.

UCHIHA ITACHI of Naruto

Wafu too and the sharinggan eyes, were too cool! Yebah!

ONE PIECE group cosplay

SOOOOOO COOOL!!!! XD they’ve copied the characters so well!

I tell you, the cosplay bashing was a blast! Courtesy of Mao and Micchie! Hehehehe….
We went around and I spotted, Aubrey then a “Micchie!!!” shouted at my back and found it was Zyn, then Akki too!!! Yebah!

Bands also played, and some of them were, New Fallen Snow, Progeny, NEOtaku, Do’ahou, and Zero Percent Off. Great music for us frustrated and stressed-out students. Hehehehe… but really, the coolest was NEOtaku! I can’t get enough of that Mario songs! Nice Habs!

At 9:00 pass, we decided to go home, before our parents flame us in anger.
Around 10:20 I got home.

It’s 11:45, I’m closing this post.
This is a really crappy report.
And I’m super sleppy.

Oya~minna…ZzzzZZZZzzzz….

First thing in the morning, I received a call from Nico that our friend is laboring at Osmac (Ospital ng Makati). Since Sunday is planed for Jaded’s bday, we’ll visit the hospital first then, proceed with the celebration.

It was a long wait.

Not only for our friend to be dismissed from the delivery room, but also the usual waiting time and patience for my dearly beloved peers. I say with this, I know nothing has changed between us.

The vision of our friend, laying in that stretcher and still offering us her ever sweet smile after the big leap both in our group’s life and hers, was truly an amazing feeling. While I was at the hospital, I was reflecting on our group’s years of friendship. It has been 5 years, and each has earned his and her own way to each other’s hearts. Trials have always been present, and has many times rocked our foundation. But, we are strong. Always there to hang on.

A new born baby was born. We have a new baby. A possible god-child next month.
What will the next years bring to us? Who knows! I don’t know. But I do hope and pray, we are all still all friends.

Like what Nico said: Forever na to!

Of course, Ken fans, do not flame me. I am just one of his “lovers” who plays this word over and over again, in her mind.

Honestly, it’s so rare to meet a Ken fan like me. A L’Arc fan is easier to spot. I’ve met so many accidentally, but mostly are Hyde fans. I’ve been once too, but KEN is much much COOLER for ME!

It’s been almost 3 years that my tomos introduced me to one of the greatest band in the world, L’Arc~en~Ciel. I’ve come to like them because of the video of “Honey” and Hyde. It was a big hit for me. And the world of jrock was unfolded and then I just realized, I’m all overly hooked to it. After quite some time of liking Hyde, I noticed this tall, genki, funny, and handsome guitarist.

His name is KEN. Ken Kitamura. Some people ask me why I like him. I always say, he’s astig mag-gitara and cute.

He is, isn’t he?

He is. Damn it, he is!

Let’s now meet the Ken Kitamura of L’Arc~en~Ciel, shall we?

FACTS

Name: Ken Nickname:

Ken-chan Real name: Kitamura Ken

Position: guitar ( and composer )

Bday: Nov 28 1968

Height: 178 ~ tallest in Laruku

Home Town: Osaka

Hobby: Shopping, driving...

Fave color: Silver, Black

Fave Animal: Dolphin and Cat~ Ken has a grey cat called Elizabeth Slick.

Fave food: Japanese food ( Ramen, Sushi), hamburger

Fave alcohol: Jack Daniels Fave cigarette: arlboro Light Menthol Fave clothes: Jun, Y's for men, Domon ,Crazy Under Wear, 5351

Dream (when he was a kid): Detective or Hard Rock Guitarist

Misc:

*He is the funniest in programs, with his hentai jokes and usless answers (sometimes). He can come up with a lot of things that is fashion.

*He says he gurgles with water which he bathed with, but says he is very clean. ^^;; *Ken says he has more fart than Tet-chan, but Tet-chan’s smell is more powerful. *Ken smokes a lot (Malboro Light Mentol)

*In Elementary school, Ken-chan was playful and naughty. Our typical boy with whom teachers said was a problem kid. In Kinder garden, he used to touch a girl’s face which made the teachers very angry and was punished. ^^

*In high school, classmates say that Ken is a melancholic person who doesn’t like to talk.

*He once became a president of the student council.

*In school, Ken likes Home Economics.

*Ken was attending University, taking up Architecture, when Tet-chan persuaded him to join Laruku as its guitarist. He didn’t finish college and pursued his dream as a rock star!

*Most sext part: TOE! For me: His lips! Muah!

Micchie and Ken’s Official ‘stuffs’

Official name to each other:

Ken to Micchie: Mi-chan Micchie to Ken: Koi

Official Song: “Anata” by L’Arc~en~Ciel

Offical pets: Ken: Elizabeth (cat) Micchie: Sheperd (dog)

Official color: Orrrrenjjiiii (Orange) And here's my gift for you koi! muah! OTANJOUBI!!!!

They are.

And I hate them.

Afterdark, like vampires, I started having an itchy throat and the sneezes started. The sniffs are next, and the headache will come later.

This is worse than having a fever.

Why?

Because when you have a fever, you have a valid excuse to skip class but if it's only a cold, it's "common" and you have to freagin do everything normally.

Shit.
Like I can in this situation.

Am I overreacting?
Yes, I am.

But I DO HATE COLDS.
And it's not "common" for me, it's "evil." More evil than me.

Tonight, I have to study for our graded recitation in LOGIC class, then a quiz at HISTORY first period tomorrow.

Well, well.
Ain't this the perfect timing!

Gyahhhhhhh!!!!

I wish I have some ponkan here, a dozen of neozep tablets, 1 gallon of water, and the freedom to sleep for how long I desire.

I'm serious.
I want this cold gone by tomorrow!

Arasou?