Kiwi

well, i don't know what to say actually. definitely, last year's JS was better, or atleast for me. however, one thing or one person just made my night the whole lot...sweeter.

unlike last year, i didn't spend much on my dress. my skirt was bought at the ukay-ukay at Tulay which cost only 150 php. its black with red patterns at the first layer, and a black lace that peaks out from the second layer. its pretty cool actually. just some little costumizing will do to give it my own personal style. my top was bought at Baclaran for only 130 php. its OK though i had some little problems with it, thankfully, i survived the night away with it. kapal mukha eh. then my shoes was borrowed from my mom's office mate. see? so cheap yet they said i look good! ahahah!!! now that IS good to hear. oh! and my mom's make-up bag became my instant hand bag, and i could even use it if i want to go gothic. Astig!

hmm...this year, the juniors were fewer than us so the school had to have a sponsor and Skin White was there to support us. Nice! the food was better, as it was buffet style. tasty foods, exept for the lasagnia na durog durog.

i attended specially for the dancing and foods. food OK, now onto the dance floor. oh! and i get to deliver the Class Legacy, where i got pretty good responses. Nice! Anyway, i couldn't dance properly because my feet was killing me. but you know, once your adrenaline gets to you, you wont mind about it! haha!!! i jump and groove onto the music wearing 3 or 2 inches heels, which is hell, but survived. fast music was kinda dull. we don't really like the selection of songs, it wasn't danceful enough. slow dance came... i was expecting someone. i wanted him to dance me. just that and its fine. though i don't know if he asked me because i said 'Hi' to him first, or he just remembered. the question remains. the person i wanted to dance with last year finally granted my secret wish, although i wasn't really anticipating. i danced with some of my friends, even < a href="http://www.tabulas.com/~miyao">Mao. Joshua one of my Bi friends told me something.

he said that not many guys want to come close to me because i'm good. because i'm smart. that guys are afraid of me bacuse i'm better than them. i don't think so, i think becuase of my attitude. i got so used to being friends with guys and treating them as other men does. lalaki ako pagdating sa lalaki. one of my friends whom i danced with said: "nung isang araw iba tingin ko sa'yo." sabi ko "bakit?" sabi niya "para kasing lalaki." and another commented: Naks, Mitch. babae tayo ngayon ah. hindi ka boyish. sabagay last na 'to. kelangan memorable." . yeah, i know. honestly, sometimes i want someone to love me. gusto ko ng boyfriend. i'm human. i sit alone in a big room, with sweet sounds and stares at so many couples dance. it makes you want to crave for some yourself. i know its silly of me. and i even advice others to not look for love because love will look for you. hehe... really, advicers are the most stupid people in the world. they know how to heal others but not themselves.

haay...my sentiments again. sorry kung naabala ko sa mga memoirs ko na yan. minsan lang naman, pagbigyan. ehehehe...

oh my gulay,
meh telepono na, may PC pa!
internet na!

of course, my fave quizzies are back! DOZO!


Atleast you know what Jrock is.


J-rock quiz - Are you Jrock?
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oh my gulay...really? 15%? should i be ashamed? should i? XD


You are cute and wispy! A very sexy, semi-normal
'do favored by many JRockers recently.


What JRock hairstyle are you?
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yeah...i know. ^^V


You're most like Die and Kaoru (DEG); You seem like
an older sibling at times, ready to take care
of everyone, but you can be a caring and loyal
lover as well.


What J-Rock Yaoi pairing are you most like?
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HINDEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!


SHO SAKURAI is your STORMY dream boy! You are a
dreamer while he is a seeker, meaning that you
want HIM to find you rather than you finding
him! When it comes to love, he wants a
challenge, so you want to prove to him that
your love and attention is not very easy to be
acquired by any ordinary guy. You believe in
friendship before true love and that looks,
wealth, or "classy" tastes mean
nothing to you. You want to live a simple life
with a cozy dinner date at home with
home-cooked meals and he would yield to all
your simple tastes. You also believe in a
happy marriage with a wonderful husband and a
good number of children as well as you find
yourself mentoring the next generation the good
teachings in life. His appearance may be
deceiving, but he also has the same purpose as
you, which is why he is searching for someone
who can join him on his quest to fulfill his
definition of life and true love. Hopefully,
that special someone would be someone as smart,
wise, mature, and independent... like you! ^_^


Define Your STORMY Dream Boy!
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now where is he? Shinya? *looks around*


Which Jrock band are you stuck on a deserted island with?
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i dunno...

i read this article in Times Asia about Otakus dating girls. I don't know much how the Otaku's of the Philippines are treated, as far as i know of, Otaku's here are the cool people but "weird". In Japan, Otaku's are the perfect example of "nerds". They breathe, live, and earn money for their collection. the article also mentioned that in Japan, the 2.5 billion otakus spend 2.4 billion a year for games, manga, and anime only. It also said that otakus in Japan do not know how to date girls and avoids eye contact with other people exept for their fellow kind.

Ehehehe...seems like a coincidence, earlier i watched Midori no Hibi on animax. a new character was introduced. he was (he got amnesia at the end of the episode) an otaku. he loves collecting anime dolls as his area of choice. he specializes in collecting them and even makes different costumes and props for the doll. Just then, when Seiji was going to buy Midori a dress on an anime doll shop, he bumped into the guy (forgot his name) and noticed his right hand was acting strange (kulit pa naman ni Midori). later on the anime, he discovered the truth but promised to keep it a secret and get to make friends with Seiji and Midori, until Seiji gave the guy a german suplex, giving him a pretty good amnesia and a personality change.

i was organizing my stuffs when a thought struck me. i was wondering how many have i written so far? Surprisingly, i discovered i've written around 50+ so far, and these composes of:

6 Short stories:
Salamat (2002)
Bookworm (2004)
Unang Araw (2003 - with Paola)
Sobre ng Nakaraa (2004)
The Rain Leaves a Scar (2003)
Blue Paint (2004 -pending)
Lit and a Miracle (2005)

2 one-shot compositions
Reflection
Alone

7 poems
Maskara
Barkada
Hangal
Munting Paraiso
The Act of Boredom
Edge of Insanity

Scripts
Anime script - (original work) WARRIORS
(school plays)

FANFICTION

L'Arc~en~Ciel
Something to talk About Series:
Track I - II
Track III - Hyde's POV
Track 3.5 - Afternoon Delight/ Afternoon Delight 2nd round
Track IV - Ken's POV
Track 4.5 - Driver's High

Mr. KItamura Series
Episode I - Sankyu Man
Episode II - Ang Pagtatagpo
Episode III - Si Tetsuya: ang sekretarya
Episode IV - Down Town Riot
Episode V - Babangon Ako!

The Last Stick
Sight Seeing
Heaven's Drive
Frails of the Moon I - II
How I Met L'Arc
MOONchild

Dir en Grey
GAUZE
In the Club on High Mix
Traped
Traped II: Suppression
Cloths and Stitches: When DEG decides to Cosplay

La' Cryma Cristi
Better Days

Rurouni Kenshin
Confessions
Devoted to you

Yami no Matsuei
First Touch
A yaoi fic

Gravitation
Goodbye
A Jealous Yuki
Obligation
An Angel's Prophecy
Otanjoubi Omedetou
Last Resort
Fanfic in an SMS (Mao and Micchie joint project)
Open Your Heart to Me

A Day without you Series
A Day Without You (default chapter)
Always in My heart (2)
Together in Heaven (3)

hindi ito sa pagmamayabang. I just wanted to share it. Simply. ^__________________^V

Bwahahaha!!!! at this very moment, I'm really broke. And that's a bad thing, but it's okay, I'm cool, I'm happy, and it's all that matters!

Last Wednesday, me and my friends went to Megamall, to meet with Nico's sister for the print outs of our CL Documentation project. Another purpose is to find a book, similar to my teacher's, which is important because it has to be translated to tagalog and be passed as a project. No book, no translation, no project. No GRADE. blah. Another bad trip about this matter is we really feel guilty because it was given to her as a gift. Owww... but it's just so hard to find!!!

Okay, enough of that matter, since i'm trying to find a way to make it up, or find a similar one. Yesterday, we had our last exams. The last tests we had for our highschool. Marks a special spot in my memories of highschool...haay...soon, i'll be walking the aile of our Parochial to recieve my diploma, which i know i worked really hard for. After dismissal, me and Mao went to Glorrietta becuase i have to buy some blank CD and check out the magazine store she told me about. She said that was where she bought her really cool, Animerica for only 250 php!!! owwww my gawd...so envious! it's really a cool anime magazine, featuring bands and japanese artists like T.M Revolution, Nami Tamaki and Psycho le Cemu. then there's also a section about japanese culture and professional cosplayers and their photographer. Of course, an undefied number of manga and anime reviews!!!! What's more is it has a poster of Gravitation!!!! my gooohlaaay.... Afterwards, we went to National bookstore, Goodwill, Power books, and bookiography store to find that same book i'm hunting. unfortunately, we couldn't find it, although we sited some really cool books and manga. like the translated manga, Land of the Blind folded, we found at Powerbooks, sold only for 450 php, compared to my Gravitation that cost me 650 php! but it's okay...haha!!! then at the last store i mentioned, we saw some works of the same author of Sandman, titled, Death. looks pretty cool and Kabuki, which features japanese cultures and people, however was written and illustrated by an american.

Seeing at the situation that we could do nothing but get thrilled at all the good graces showered in front of us, i decided to take Mao to Feata, since she said she'd never been there and i know for sure she'll feel heaven, the same as i did when i first stepped inside that blissful place. So we walked our way from Glorietta to Makati Cinema Square, which i didn't know wasn't so tiring to walk. Inside the mall, we spotted some stalls selling Japanese anime Cds and merhandise, so we went up to look. I saw an anime titled A Wind named Amnesia, and the small kissing video caption at the cd got me questioning if it was a shounen-ai title or not. i'm pretty sure one is a guy, and the other looked like a guy too, but i'm not sure. Could somebody give me some info's about this anime? should i buy it? Then at the nearby stalls, saw some Korean DVD movies, like My Family, My Little Bride, and Classic. I really want to watch My little bride, too bad we still don't have a player. Mom promised me she'll buy me one before i graduate. Haha!!! i hope so! my Seven Samurai DVD is still there, remaining unwatched. (sigh).

On to FEATA. Of course the undeniable great number of mangas couldn't pass by my eyes. The rare j-pop and jrock CDs. Take note, we saw some Buck Tick! Asteeeg. I asked the lady once and for all where the shounen-ai and yaoi section was and gave me the way. Ahahaha!!!! for only 300 php! i owned one! i was stuck there for a good amount of minutes. I really wanted to buy since i have enough bucks to buy one and to avail the privellages. haha!!! SALE! SALE! i have to perchase one to be a member. I've decided, and will take a manga home. I wanted everything!!!! Hmm...Fake, Love Mode, Bronze, Zetsu ai Bronze, Wish, Level C, or the one-shot manga we saw? I've watched Fake's OAV before, i enjoyed it, so time to give other titles a chance. Bronze i've watched too. i had manga scans of Level C and Love Mode, while i've only read of CLAMP's Wish at Animerica. Time to decide and Love Mode it is! before my bro accidentally deleted my files, i've researched about the manga, and found the story pleasing and sweet. Each character have personal problems to deal with, and lovers to influence them good love. The manga has some R-18 pages, but the story remains as a shounen-ai genre. No problem for the Nihonggo writings, i have the translation. Nyahahahahahahahaha!!!! I want to come back again and buy some other titles! maybe i'll make it as my habbit. ^^V

Anyway, i made a Dream list again and here it is.

Books
Shanghai Baby, The Key: Diary of an Old Mad Man, The Kitchen Witch, Sweet Blood, Memoirs of a Geisha, Fast Food Fiction, Rolling the R's.

(wish ko lang, mabasa ko silang lahat. dahil yung mga andito ko, di ko pa basa lahat.)

Clothes

Shirt
1. Any T-shirt with hood, korean/japanese characters, cute prints, or stripes
2. Jacket na kaki or navy green
3. black polo
4. new gothic shirt/blouse
5. green shirt
6. red polo

Pants
1. jumper
2. brown pants

Shoes
1. black sneakers
2. navy colored shoes or sneakers
3. White rubber shoes

Socks
1. black and red mix
2. checkered
3. yellow
4. knee high

Skirt
1. checkered
2. block prints (black and gray)
3. colored black, gray or navy

Accessories

Bag
1. Blue or white body bag
2. leather brown or brown body bag

Earings
1. Black or ruby red

Necktie
1. Black
2. White

Nyahahahaha!!!!!!!! For these items, you may give it to me as gift, or you could help me by suggesting me some good Ukay-ukay venues. DOMO!!!!!

Waaah...seeing the last date i've posted, i feel really ashamed having a blog. brrr...-_-" i dunno if

its my fault or i just have nothing to say...hmm...oh well!

first of all i feel very happy!!! yey!!! yey!!! i'm ALMOST finish downloading the translated manga scans of my ever favorite anime GRAVITATION. yeah, i'm just really inlove with the anime, and i can't help it, i'm turning my back at jrock for a while for it.

*looks at her seatmate* don't worry shinya, i still love you. (giggles).
you too ken! koishiteru!!! *tap tap*

as i said, i'm ALMOST finish...*sigh* because the site i'm downloading the scanlations only has until track 28a so i dunno still where i'll grab the other tracks. have to look tomorrow. owww...the manga has so much to offer! it has so much detail compare to the anime!!! for the first time, i knew of Tatsuha's (yuki's brother) age! he's only 16 and he's a monk! but the guy would fall staright to hell i guess, he's BI. *grin*. then, there's Hiro's brother, Yuuzi, which actually appeared
in the manga. unlike Hiro, he doesn't have long brown hair, but like him, he's cool. really cool. i love his brotherly instict...Hiro ties his hair up and it's beautiful! Hiro's beautiful! Yuki cooks and wears headbands! AWWWW!!!! Yuki talks ALOT in the manga! he fights with shuichi and teases him often, well, which most of the time end up in *eherm* bed. Yes, yaoi fans rejoice! the manga has plenty of the steamy scenes than the anime has failed to present and instead left us to imagine ourselves and write fanfics about it. Am i talking about myself? anyways, if you want more of the sex, and graphically pleasing at that, read the Remixes, its nice.

ohohoho...i'm such a pervert... damn it i can't help it! they're soooo gorgeous! but mind you, i dont watch porn or any of the real stuff, only go for the anime! that's art! ^^V

hmmm...now that i'm soooo into gravi, i should get my lazy ass going and fix the layout eh? i'm thinking of using one of the pages of the mange. complete with stimulating images...gyahahahaha......XD

hhmmm??? what more? i've bought Bob Ong's latest book. adds to my collection! as usual, funny but witty in using child like elements to delivering a serious message.

hmmm??? Paquio lost! awww...but its okay! he put up a very good fight! the point was at its minimum, only 2 points. we should be proud! Go PAKMAN!

oh...and our phone extension upstairs is like busted, so everyday i have to carry down all parts of the PC just to surf the net...hayy...the things you do for self-satisfaction...hmmm...

since, i have nothing more to say, shall end it here! matta!

You are... LA'MULE. ~*~ Just one word: BLOOD!
Everything has to be blood and red and death.
Sometimes sad and sometimes soft or funny. ~*~
Ok.. let me think... you... ...are a vampire? A
killer? A doctor? Or at least you are someone
who likes blood. Most likely, nobody understans
your sense of humor - but that doesn't matter
to you. You don't are the psycho - the others
are, if they fear blood.


Another JRock-Identity-Quizz
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owwww...vampiric...tsu!


Your anime hair color is green.


What is your anime hair color?
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g-green?! too light...can't...stand...it...*blag!*


You represent... apathy.
You don't really show any emotion. You can be
considered cruel and cold, but you just don't
really care about anything. This is just the
way you are... you're quite a challenge to get
close to, and others may perceive you as
boring.


What feeling do you represent?
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really? apathy huh?


Red! Your eyes are red! You're a very distant
person, and you tend to hunger for power. In a
Manga, you'd be the sexy evil villan. Nothing
wrong with that, although you may want to think
about toning down the killing.


What Color Are Your Anime Eyes?
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red? blah. i wanted a green, similar to Eiri's...oh well. blood.

i wanted to shut up but i have to rave about this pic of Shinya


mwehehehe....mother-in-law ko at asawa ko. tangkad nya no? ang ganda ni mama! meh pinagmanahan!


honestlt, nanigas ako sa kinauupuan ko nung nakita ko tong pic na to. kala ko si Sadako. grrr!!! get a haircut man!

un lang! wala magawa!!!

credits to Izu for the picz and Quizzies!

wala talaga akong mgawa...and since wala akong mgwa, mangbibwisit nalang ako...

this is my gift for Shinya (kahit matagal ng tapos, hayan pa rin!)

nyahahahaha!!!! oh diba? terno kami ng fafa ko!!! yun lang!!!!

My japanese name is 中村 Nakamura (center of the village) 三千代 Michiyo (three thousand generations).
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haha!!! might change my tabulas name or frienster name...hahah!

ATLASSSSSTTTT!!!!! Graduate nakoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4 years na madugong pag-aaral ay tapos na....on to the next level.....MICHEL! GAME KA NA BA??!
bwahahahahaha!!!!! College time for me....i wonder how i'll be in college? will i be a nerd or a laid-back student? that, i have no idea...maybe it will depend on my subjects...if i like them....ehehehehe....ne?

i'm not really in a talking mood right now....but i just want to say....I WANT AN MP3 player!!!! i saw one that's only 1000+ and am determined to buy one! HAH!

OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU to the very beautiful bassist of Dir en Grey!

Hara Toshimasa or better known as "Toshiya" that i prefer to call "Totchi-kun"!!!

hope you all the blessings and the world and more of your impressive performances!!!! 'Stig!!!!


yeah...astig....pogi...ahahaha....