Kiwi

well, after almost 3 hours or more of updating this freagin blog, and all goes well...demo... i'm still not satisfied! i shall return to this very place and make my blog well and loved!!!! muwahahahahahahaha!!!!!

hope you like the feel of old japan... coz i do! i just love samurais and i'm looking forward to collect those samurai trilogy that i saw in Quipo once and some other great works of Akira Kurosawa....haaay.... how i wish i had a brain like his! i want to meet him in person or kill him for the second time and squeeze his brains out to give me some. to say in the near future, i would like to produce a great movie that will transend through history and live as a legend....man...that sound so GOOOd....but as much as it hurt, its all in the mind baby! i have to pull myself together first, i have to study hard! i have to get my priorities straight!

hmmmm....and since its going to be christmas soon, MERRY CHRISTMAS minna! hope you have a jolly day that day! as for me....kinnda disappointing since i wont be getting much money this time as i usually had before and now that i'm so into clothes, argh! oh well, my next target really is the translated manga of Gravitation which i saw in Comic Quest once. coz a friend of mine lend me one of his, and i got so addicted to reading it. i glued my butt in my seat for 1 straight hour just reading....the heaven of anime....

and! one special announcement!!!!

eherm!

the great guy with a pearly white teeth?!

the great guy with a skill given from above?!

the undisputed, the great rythmic guitarist, the monkey-------

DAISUKE ANDO!!!!!


OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU DIE-SAN!!!!

What could i say...Christmas is slowly coming but the great feeling that usually reigns these kind of season is in its absence... Perhaps because everything is so hard this year... reminiscing 2004 is a painfull one. with so many people dying...the country in its slowest progress... no money so many problems, its enough to make one give-up on life.

but damn it! why does it has to be christmas that has to hurt the most? i seldom get to see and hang-out with my relatives, and christmas wouldn't be an exeption this time. another fight bloomed amongst my family, and it really sucks! couldn't they just make up even for one day? for us? that wants to have fun? why can't they think about our sakes?! i know God has his own way of helping us, and i pray it comes soon. its only two days before the big day, i want everything to be alright already...

*sigh*

i dont want to be sad anymore so, i'll make myself happy instead! hmmm.....here's a pic...



his name is Shinya Kitamura.

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Mwahahahahaha!!!!!! for the love of god! why does his name has to be like that! Makes me think that Shinya married Ken! nyhahahaha!!!! ang lungkot nun ha! pareho ko pang papa!

otei, enough of that...QUIZZIE!!!!


You are 'ain't afraid to die' by Dir en grey!


Which sad j-rock song are you?
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i'm not afraid to die??? i AM! >_<


You're the Average Fangirl. You like stuff, but
not to the point where people want to kill you.


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yeah...i'm VERY normal... and i'm slowly drifting away from jrock...being the enthusiasric Otaku i was before...

Congratulations! Your ideal Alpha Male is...

Perhaps the most commonly misunderstood Alpha Male, the Distant Alpha Male's frequent bouts of silence don't help things any. Unable to voice his inner thoughts for one reason or another, this Alpha Male adds extra pressure to his partner by expecting an unquestioned bond of understanding most find it hard to provide. However, he doesn't expect it to be a one way street; given time he will come to anticipate your wants and needs to a tee and fulfill them to the best of his capabilities. While trying to most at first due to the seeming lack of interest and affection, the Distant Alpha Male's idea of the perfect relationship can turn out to be more intimate than more "normal" bonds of love. Unfortunately, the biggest downside of being with the Distant Alpha Male is he won't disclose his anger or jealousy either, and can be viewed as extremely unpredictable in nature to those who don't know him, and, on occasion, even 'dangerous'. Possessive of the one he believes truly understands him, it's not wise for social butterflies to be come involved with this Alpha Male.
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Hmmm....the serious and weird ones...


haha, you're totchi in a kung-fu mood!


what odd j-rock fashion statement are you?
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Yeah! iko Totchi!


Your King is Die! Heh, what a sweetheart. You like
the funny king type, I know I would. Go you!


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Die?! Fine...belated Die-kun!

2 days after xmas day and nothing really change. exept for the fact that i've gotten over my depression and im starting to eat properly again... and uhmm... i recieved money and get to buy things i wanted to buy! instead of suppressing my desires! HAHA!!!

i was suppose to post my inner thoughts at the last minute of my xmas eve, but i decided not to as it will only bring back my loneliness. instead i'm going to post some gibberish here.

well..."gibberish" i think is too swell of a word, so i'll just share my "emotions" here.

so what has happen the past few days... uhmmm....

in 25, we went to Market! Market! actually, i insisted on getting there because i want to hunt down the magazine shop called C.A.T.S that a friend of mine recommended if i wanted to buy a translated mangga. fortunately enough, i managed to see it (kahit na nalaman ko lang from the information counter na nasa 4th F pa siya, eh nasa ground F ako). the translated manga cost like 520 yata, only there are just a few titles availabel and Gravitation is not part of their shelf. i even asked the manager and doesn't know the anime even! so i continued browsing the place and guess what i found!

PULP MAGAZINE!!!

im pretty aware how the underground manga industry of Japan goes after reading Pulp Fresh that i bought i think 2 years ago. and they are pretty nasty and weird ones, but at the same time just amusing. atleast that's the impression i got after reading the comic-magazine. bought it for just 324 php, and i think there's justice in the price of it. i'm satisfied and full from the contents of it.

hope i could go to megamall soon for the Gravi mangga that i want to much! and i'm planning on buying Siglo soon! i've had my eyes on that graphic novel since last year. and i knew it was good! it recently won an award! yey! and i saw Comic Quest is selling an old Newtype issue for just 500 php! weee!!!!!! just hope i could still survive after all these buying....

really... being an anime collector and addic sure cost me ALOT.