Kiwi

no it's not GLAY's album, that's me.

i'm so frustrated right now! why the hell can't i write a story!!! i can't even finish a one-shot fic! argh! and to think that its my deadline tomorrow...owww...its so sad...damn it!

me is gonna recieve a cd from Best! yey!!!

and our VHS player is still working! yey!!!!

that's all! haha!!!

for the halloween season, here's a scary pic...



haha!!!

and more pics...


me and my bro! yeah!


here's my inaanak...ang cute!!!!


IVAN!!! he seldom laughs, so i'm lucky i caught him smiling like this! kawaii na!!!


me pouting because of frustration!!!! argh!!!!


and some quizzes...just to push the frustration aside...

credits to MAO


You're Ryutarou! you haven't been to the hospital,
but damn are those hospital robes and bandages
comfy.


Which Hospitalized J-rock Theatre J-rocker are you?
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yep! i've never been to the hospital...but i do now...


img src="http://images.quizilla.com/K/kana/1040252331_yahatesyou.jpg" border="0" alt="shinya hates you">
shinya


which member of dir en grey hates you the most?
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NANIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII?????????!!!!! okay, its a big part of my frustration that Shinya and i are going through hard time right now....haaay...


I'm jealous!


What random Dir en Grey thing or happening are you?
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hmmm...waterbottle...hmmm...


You are Toshiya. Heheheh, feeling alittle horny, eh
Totchi?


Which Dir en Grey member is your subconscious mind?
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what the?! how'd------



Your best friend is Shinya! Heh, hope he totally
forgives you for stealing his puppy. And hope
he actually call's you back! If he does, he
likes you, more than a friend^.^


Which Dir en Grey Member would be your Best Friend?
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i knew it...*blush*


You're Jibun kakumei!!! Whatch out, you could hurt
someone.


Which Miyavi PV are you???
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yey! love this PV! miyavi is so handsome in this PV! oh! and i love him too on PJ last Sunday! he's really friendly ne? ^_^

oh well! time to wrap this up! wish me for the better guys!

well well, school started out again. what to expect? Boring. there's really nothing to do. we sit our butts the whole day and listen to teachers talk and talk and talk...*sigh*

thankfully enough, i'm not so frustrated anymore. my short story is going quite well enough. i'm writing properly, and i'm glad to say it's going as planed! demo...i still can't write a thing about the school in my editorial. i'm afraid i might end up writing full of negative things about it.

and another good news is....*drum roll* our first ish for the school paper have arrived!!!! woooooooooo!!!!!!!!!! and we got some pretty good responses! and some praised me for my articles. i'm really thankful and flattered demo, calling me and "in-born" writer gives me the shivers...it feels like my head is getting big, and i'm starting to expect better of myself, which is not good!!!

hmmm....what else...oh! okay, anime news!!!! i really love this new anime at Animax called Gokusen. it has the "maangas na teacher" heroin, and she is really astig! ehehehehe...but, who i really admire is Shin! he's really pretty(?) nyahahah!!! just love 'im! oh! and he likes his teacher! the way he sulks when Yamaguchi blush when Mr. Shinohara comes is really kawaii!!! nyhahahaha!!!!

hmm....what else??? last last night i cried...and because...i was...hurt.

that's all!!!

bwahahaha!!!! grabeh! Nov. 5 pa pala ang last post ko dito! so...ano na banag meron sa buhay ko ngayun??? hmmmm....

well, tapos ko na rin sa wakas yung short story ko. 3 articles to go...haaay...hindi na natapos ang trabaho...at postponed ang RSSPC namin...hmmmm....

eheheh...share ko lang...since kagabi hindi ko masigaw yung reactions ko sa getbackers sa channel 2 kagabi, ayan, ,isinulat ko lahat. kasi ang sexy sexy ni Kadsuki eh. tapos super hints pa ng yaoi si Jubei at Kadsuki...haaay...dozo....*blush*

(sorry mas at random toh, pagdyagaan nio nlang. hehehe...)

~AHHHH PUTEEEK! ang ganda ni Kadsuki!!!! malas mio jubeii, hindi mo nakikita ang ganda ng hubog ni kadsuki.

~hmp! at bakit ka nakatupis?! babae ka ba?!

~YAOI! YAOI!!!! bagay sila! bagay sila!!!!

~magpapakita ka rin pala ng dibdib eh...kaso ang layo...sige tupis ka nalang...

~jubeii ang yabang mo! wawa naman si Enishi. ampogi mo jubeii!!!! wooo!!!! ahahaha!!!! kadsuki to the rescue! sige, jubei, iyak!!!! grabeh mahirap pala ma-frustrate si jubei sa pagpapatawa. nagtetraining pa....

~may pa-puso puso ka pa! pakasal na nga kayo!

~shet ang sexy ni Kadsuki!!!! pwet ba yun? bagay talaga naka-pony sa kanya.

~ano yun mga unggo? Gori ikaw ba yan?

~(Ban:kala ko katapusan ko na) kala mo lang yun....mga unggoy nga! go ban!!!!

~ANG SEXY TALAGA NI KADSUKI!!!!! (scene: half naked si Kadsuki sa tubig)

~bat ganun, sa Dakanya sa @, iba yung ending theme, sa animax ganun pa rin....hindeee!!!!! haay....makaligo na nga!!!! lalala....yaoi...lalala...yaoi...jubeiXkadsuki....lalalala....


mwehehehe...gomen sa kabulastugan ng utak ko!!!! a funny thing happen kanina samin ni Mao. kasi gutom na kami. as in gusto namin kumain. since bente nalang pera ko at sakto pang-net, libre nalang ako ni Mao, kaso 10 pesos nalang pera niya rin. kelangan mapagkasya namin yun para samin. mwehehehe...talagang isip kami ng isip kung pano at anong pagkain....hmmm...naisip ko, 5 php na tinapay tapos isang sago, xiemps hati kami no. pero we end up at making kain nalang ng squid ball at chicken ball, tig dalawa, at meh tubig pa si mao, kaya tipid. at hati kami sa isang V-fresh! oh diba! eh di genki kaming nag nenet ngayun!!!!

yun lang!!!!! another useless post, yours truly.

^_^V

well, since my mom and bro are not around yesterday, i got the whole house to myself. meaning i got to do anything i want to do!!! i can feast on my jrock and anime cds without getting yeld at; eat anything i can munch on our ref; walk around naked....;gra----what?! no, no, i didn't do that, that would be too humiliating, even for myself...hehehe....

so what's with the title? eheheh...ok, i just really noticed it around night time yesterday....why? they are everywhere!!!!! let me enumerate:

1. Fruits Basket: the second episode in the 1-hour anime that got me quite hyped. there's this new character introduced called "Haru". he said he "likes" Yuki. mweheheheheh... and that's just so Shounen-ai!!! *sigh**kilig* another of those shounen-moments is when Haru came to Yuki and pushed him in the wall, and held Yuki's chin in between his index and thumb fingers!!!! i thought he was going to kiss him!!!!!

2. Ang lalake sa buhay ni Selya: staring in this conrtoversial movie about intolerant and homphobic gossips is Rosana Roses, Gardo Versosa, Ricky Davao and Allan Paule. nice casting, huh? yep! and even the background music is with Ryan Cayabyab as the composer and over-all in-charge. Selya is a troubled woman who only wants Bobby (gardo) to spend her life with. maybe his wildness and greatness in bed got her all crazy. while Ramon is a gay man having an affair with his boy, Celso (di ko sure). i'll stop beating the bush and shall have a movie review about this soon. if the element of ramon's homosexuality sparkles my inner yaoist, then how about a steaming love scene? yep! it does have it ladies and gentlemen, and it was good! nothing explicit, just right for a girl like me. exept for rosana and gardo's love scenes, too much...eck!

3: Y-speak: should a man be called "gay" once he explores "intimacy" with another man? heheheh....nuff said. get the picture?

4. Imbestigador: a major of the philippine army loves to harrass his undermen. now that is an issue!!! kadiri diba!!!! major pa naman siya! kaya hindi na pinagkakatiwalaan ngayon ang batas eh, sila kasi yung mga tiwalag. ang militar kung hindi corrupt, bakla, kung hindi naman, manyak! in this case, baklang manyak! pweh!

too bad i didn't get to watch OUT!, gabi na kasi eh...and i was really sleepy nah...with the cool air, haay....wh0 wouldn't want to, right?

well, i'd like to post more but got to run, this admin is really annoying!!! tse!!!! next post, Gothic Lolitas.

ja!!!!

mwehehehehe...nope i didn't forgot about Yukkie's birthday! ofcourse not! since i couldn't post this yesterday, and i have a freetime and lots of money today, i'm going to pay my respects to my first idol drummer....Yukihiro Awaji



Pogi oh....

Otanjoubi Omedetou!!!!!!

drums


yes, he is a drummer, and as you can see, his favorite drums are Pearl drums, so...astig! look at how many it is! halimaw!



aside from drums, Yukkie knows how to play the guitars too! in their Grand Cross Concert he played for his self composed song, Trick!

Trick
by L'arc-En-Ciel

words: Yukihiro
music: Yukihiro

no sympathy boys test you
no sympathy boys trick you
no sympathy boys watch you
no sympathy boys wake up

you only stand motionless
you are making a breaking smile
you try to stay in your shell, but
you know, it's meaningless

test yourself you will know you will know
you are incapacity

without hesitation, boys test you
without hesitation, boys trick you
without hesitation, boys watch you
without hesitation, boys wake up

boys, boys test you
boys, boys trick you
boys, boys watch you
without hesitation, boys wake up



for anyone's information, Yukkie loves Chocolate and Coke the most. that's why he most likely have a toothache but he doesn't want to visit the dentist! (kawaii!!!! parang bata si Yukkie!!! ehehehehe....) so, ends up most of the band members persuade for him to go! ^^

and here ends my brief tribute to Yukihiro Awaji of L'Arc~en~Ciel. hope you good health and good girlfriend Yukkie!!!!

(~bawi next post about "Gasulolis", ne? ^^)

(eheheh...sa pang singit! advance kay koi koh!!!! koishiteru!)

waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! birthday na ni Ken!!!!
Otanjoubi Koi koh!!!! naku tumatanda ka na talaga! nakakalimutan mo nakong kamustahin! hmp! tampo na ko! hmp! nways, lab ya pa rin! kasi yung make this day great, kasi boring sa bahay, pero dahil birthday mo nga, eh mas ok na! hahaha!!!!!!

i'm thinking of arranging a small party for him! composed mostly of my friends of course, then some balloons and some cookies? nyhahaha!!!! bala na!!!!

KOISHITERU!!!!

yesterday, i went to Quipo...mwehehehe....all by myself. yes, all by my god damn self. lakwatsera nga ako. to think i never got there before, i made my way safely and unsurely but fine to my destination. Mari and Rochi invited me there for our "Jrock DVD hunting" day. we were expecting to buy some and i even borrowed some 400 to buy them. unfortunately, the vendors said, there will be a raid so they have to keep the good ones, which are the jrock concerts in a safe place. well, heaven had mercy for us hard-searching mouses. right after Rochi went ahead to meet with her sister, Kai, me and Mari continued our search. we didn't saw any of our targets but instead we end up buying some local band cds, as for me i bought a Parokya ni Edgar and Mari some Eraserheads then a corner of paradise unfolds.... there....at the end of that 2nd F buiding are piles of anime CDs!!!! gooooooooooooooshhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! and its only for 25 pesos! much cheaper than anything i've bought before! i bought an Onegai Teacher OAV and Spirited Away which i was stupid enough to not notice that it is composed of 2 cds! now i dont have the 1st disk! tsk! well anyway, its working fine and i might just come back for the complete series of Onegai Teacher! i like Kei! he's so cute! Naive??? nah....he's not virgin anymore. -_-" then Mari took me to this beed shop that she said will make me go "woooooohhhh" and when i got there, i did went "woooooooh", great, huh? i bought some really nice cross pendants and some wooden ones which look really cool! gyaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!! i want to buy some more!!!!!!!!!!

then, i went home, clean the house and end up here in my dad's house! i was up until late 2:30, and around 2 i was watching "Dong Puno Live". they where discussing about the tourism of the Philippines and the effect of pornography to it. well, i just want to share my opinion to that subject, since i was throwing some side comments while watching the show.

If you would ask me, there are two faces in this case. that british writer said that the Philippines has become the sex capital of the world and i will say to that man, FUCK YOU proudly. obviously, he doesn't know anything about our country. his basis for the things he wrote about are mere rumors and small issues he failed to research about deeper! there are so many things that the Philippines could offer, and yes, there maybe some negative things but look on the possitive side and see a beautiful country full of nice locations that could stand proudly beside other nations pride! he has no right to say things like that without furthur knowledge of who and what he's fighting with! grrrr.....

however, we have our responsibilities to be alerted with. as i noticed, there are so many boldstars that are exposed on TV, wearing almost nothing. to think that small childrean watch TV too, they should be careful on what they are showing on air! i thnik we are the country that are most exposed with these stuff, and yes, i think we are gradually getting obssesed with the issue about SEX. but this is not enough to call us a sex capital by that beast! i think these, stimulating exposures should be monitored carefully as not to stain us with a bad name.

i rest my case.