Kiwi

ahhh!!!!!!!!! its sooo busy at school they're about to kill me!

well...eherm! anyways...why can't i just write a decent post, eh? but i cant...im so not in the mood...but i want to... errr...Laziness..hehe...

i know this one guy in school. he's the typical sira-ulo but one that have brains. one i could say is above average. say one thing that will disturb his way of thinking and he'll talk to you the next day to give answers and mess up YOUR mind. i don't know, he knows most things people doesn't notice or mind and those little things, he says, will mark fate of the world. he doesn't believe in tha Bible but is a Roman Catholic. he said that the Bible was written 1000 years after the acient Greek Gods walk the earth, and now i don't know what to believe. he said something about origins that i can't clearly recall.

the annoying part here is, he is one bad ass person that i want to break the bones pieces by pieces then burn into ashes until he fades this side of the world, but... he is the type also, that when he speaks of his knowledge and beliefs, will make you think twice of the things you believe for now is true and perhaps at some point actually believe him. maybe its only his way of reasoning why he acts and believes things like those, but i call it BRAINWASHING...and i'm starting to believe his irony...ARGH! and...am starting to "like" him...

*tanging yaman*

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since i don't have the slightest idea in templating, all i could do for my blog is to atleast change some colors and elements on it. i dunno if the colors are ugly or nice....somebody tell me...kinda miss my the previous ones...hmmm....waaah!!! i still don't know how to put a banner! somebody teach me! onegai!!!

ehehe...layout contributions also accepted!!!

argh! i havn't been productive lately... i want to finish my articles but i have so many distractions just like what im into now....surfing the net is a SIIIIIN!!!!!!! but im addicted to it! ha!

should i start now? i should....

some quizy i stocked in my pc for a while...


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well i was watching L'Arc's Chronicles CD that i borrowed from Mao (since mine is damaged) coz i'm gonna be trading it in. me and my mom have this hobby of spending breakfast at the living room every weekend. after buying pandesal at the bakeshop and some tikoy, i put the cd on...then my mom sat beside me and didn't complain about me watching my "HAPONS".

it was weird, usually she'll tell me to bug off somewhere and watch my 'hapons' , but today...no...she just sat quietly with keen eyes on the Tv...i knew she'll say something later on...

here's what she have to say...

1. Man cupping his breast/chest
mamoy : ano ba yan?!
me : *grin*

2. On hyde
mamoy : yang isang yan mukhang hindi hapon.
me : sino? yan? *points at hyde* hindi nga.
mamoy : mukha siyang pinoy.
me pinoy???? oww??? hehe...kalahi!

3. On yukkie, ken , and tetsu
mamoy : ang papangit talaga ng mga hapon na to...
me : *murmuring* hindi naman eh...*points at hyde* pati yan?
mamoy : mas lalo yung tatlo!
mamoy : >_<

4. after turning off the player
mamoy : mukhang tanga naman yang mga paborito mo...
me : tse!

5. me telling my mom about the word "Retarded"
me : alam mo ba mamoy, sa Japan, di pwedeng sabihin sa TV ang word na 'retarded'
mamoy : kasi mga mukha silang retarded.
me : -______- ehh....ok.

aaaaahhhhhhh!!!! hindi ko kaya ang nanay ko!!! masyadong mabilis yung dila nya!!! anyway that's her opinion, i have to respect that...even if it hurts! T_T napaka brutal nya!!! waaaah!!!! hmmm....now i wonder what she'll say if i watch dir en grey next week...i'm sure she'll kick me out of the sala at the very beggining! she didn't even let me watch Beat Motion last night!!!! mou...meany...

oh my gawd!

i forgot about it! anyways, habol na rin!

OTANJOUBI POH!!!! more power on your career!

the most "kilig" i saw on TV just happend unexpectedly tonight.

everynight i watch this sitcom in ETC channel "Will and Grace" (some may know this from studio 23). okay so maybe i watch this because of the gay men that's looping around the show, maybe gander bias, but what the hell! i love gay men! speciall Jack! he's the stereotype one and is the silliest of the other crazy characters too. Will and Grace are totally funny character too! oh! and that woman working for Grace but actually is richer than her boss...ehehe...

okay, so why im so hyped...in today's show, Jack, Will and Grace is watching NBC for a new sitcom "Along Came You" that features two gay men (i think they're actually a couple). in the show came an intimate part where the two gay men are alone and is about to kiss. when their lips is about to lock, the camera changed the view to the fireplace. Jack, as the proud homosexual that he is (unlike Will that was a closet gay before and did had a relationship with Grace), were raged by what he claims discrimination to watch two men kiss on TV. what he did is came by the NBC office to complain but were rejected, even with the help of Will. the PR manager of the channel said simply that they have responsibilities to their viewers and that the kiss simply is disgusting for the majority (no wonder shounen-ai animes were never showed, even mainstream shounen-ai anime Gravitation, ne? >_<) . Jack, still determined to his protest, came up to a live report that was happening across the street. luckily he was given the chace to speak about the matter. the reporter didn't mind him so much but pushed through until he said...

(not exact words)
Jack : i may never watch two men kiss on TV again!
WIll : *grabed Jack's head to face his* not anymore... *and kissed him*

aaaaah!!!!!!!!! it was so unexpected and fortunately seen much on that kiss though i was writing my assignment! oh my god!!!! Kilig!!! so what was Jack's reaction? he was shocked ofcourse! and just to clear, Will did it for...uhhh...he doesn't know either and they still remains as bestfriends.

okay, you could think im really weird now, but i love yaoisness or shounen-ainess! if disgusted by the contents of this entry, sorry but this is ME.

^^V

crushes...when will they go away?

"its natural" some say.
" your abnormal if you don't have one..." some say.
"its nice to admire someone..." some say.

"really?" i say.
"then i was abnormal for one whole year last year?" i say.
"no its not, its irritating..." i say.

i dont like having crushes. really i dont. of course, my koi (ken), husband (shinya) and fiancee (ryuhei) are an exeption. you could fantasize them in anyway you like, but its different when that person is always around.

i'll stop beating the bush and get to it. i have a classmate whom i "admire"...and i'm not liking it. i always shut up when he's near. i dont even talk to him. but he's always near me. he even sat next to me today >_<. i have to stop...i have to stop...i don't like making pa-cute or thinking of a way to start an conversation, it's just frustrating me and its really hard to make a mistake or be magaslaw because he might take a negative impression. even if you don't want to do these things...it does happen, even if you don't want to...errrr....

argh!

nways, on the brighter side, gonna watch "Spiderman" with Mamoy this sunday and will recive 700 from her and another 700 from my allowance. yeyness!!! and im gonna get my cds by next week! jrock for me! yey! and my cousin Mon, who is a first year at my school, said that he have a classmate who also likes L'Arc~en~Ciel! ow my gawd! and she like Hyde...as always! ahahah!!! should i convert her to pro-Ken? nyahahaha...wish my cousin introduced me to her! weeee!!!!!!!

aaaah!!!! kainis! wala na nga kong pera! wala pang internet! nagloloko pa yung lokolokong pc namin! andami pang project! holy crap!!!!

hindi ko nabili ng gift si mommy for her bday kasi biglang kinailangan ng kuya ko ng pera for his tuition, rush, kaya pianautang koa lahat ng pera ko. ay! hindi naman...nagtira rin ako bg bente sa wallet ko...

at dahil sa wala akong pera, hindi ko nakuha yung mga inorder ko na mga cds, at hindi naka-attend sa Gackt day ng Kinjo. i have to cancel everything and refuse all offer na maglakwatsa!

hindi ko alam kung anong nangyari sa Pc namin. minsan bigla nalang syang ayaw mag-open. at madalas na mangyari yung pagkatapos ko gumamit, leaving me na mapagbintangan lagi na nakakasira. minsan 2loy ayoko na gamitin. tapos ngayun, sira ata yung modem namin kaya di me mka-pag net. laging "there was no dial tone" kahit meron! hindi ko 2loy ma-email yung maga paparint koh! buti meh CD-WR ako sa bahay at dun ko nalang linalagay...kaso mag-buburn pah...antagal na proseso nun!

but, hmmm....napatunayan ko na mahal talaga ako ni Lord! baket? kasi kahit na wala akong pera eh, sunod-sunod ang order sakin ng mga cd, kaya meh pang-tustos pa rin ako sa gutom...pantawid gutom...

*tanging yaman* hindi ko namalayan na anagsisidatingan na pala yung amaga deadline ko sa projects! have to direct a play... good thing meh idea na koh...ehehehe...base ko nalang sa fanfic, kahit ano naman daw eh! mas ok na yun kasi wala nang hastle sa costumes, back ground nalang at props, but the worse is yet to come sa rehearsal. wish ko lang sumunod sila sakin! kundi! bala na! mag mo-monolouge ako dun!

just finished 4 articles for our first ish of The Animator. wow! 4 articles in one issue! ang hirap! hanep! pigang piga utak koh! and my feature really sucks! sabog yung ideas...i totally dont like it. parang sinulat ko lang sya for the sake na may mapasa ako...gosh...im so ashed of myself...

nways speaking of Animator, i've been elected as the president of the club! shet! pinagtulungan nila ako! hindi na sila naawa sakin! mga hinayupak kayo! hirap na nga maging managing ed. at leaders ng 3 groups, president pah! ngayon mangangampanya pa ko sa Student Council! anak ng tipaklong naman oh!

oh my... *looks at the post* sowee ha,a all tagalog post, puro rant pah, ehehehe...kasabikan ng damdamin sa piling ng blog lang yan. gets nio? ahahah!!! wag na isipin! ok lang yan!

hopefully, maka-survive, lapit na rin entrance exams sa UP, at wala pa akong review, wala pa ring balak, mag-aaply na ko sa UST...hopefully mapa-aga...lapit na rin 1st quarter exam...hopefully hindi ako mangamote sa Physics, dahil hilong hilo na ko sa turo ng titser koh...sana matapos ko na yung fic ni insan at makagawa ng akin...sana manalo yung dyaryo namin sa contest...haaay...sana makabili na ko ng modem...at last! ang bawat kahilingan ng tao sa mundo.... SANA MANALO AKO LOTO...

tumataya ka ba? Hinde

the hardships of not having a net at home is a reaaaaallllll pain in the neck! its making my world somewhat close to hell...

hmmm...nways, PANAWAGAN Mao my ever Koi, bestfriend, and Shu-chan now has a blog! click here! ahahah!!! i didn't know that pink and black goes so well together! gothic...punk...hmmm....whatever!

just finished the day of campaign for the student council!anak ng! nakakapagod ha! but it was...fun! fans shouting my name...cheering...nakz! sarap! LOLZ!

till here!