Kiwi

ahhhh!!!! i'm so pissed! why the hell do they want me to take up Nursing when i don't want the damn course! i don't like wounded people! i don't like blood! i'm afraid of viruses!!! i want to be a god damn WRITER!!!!

(moment of silence...)

*sigh*

okay, so let's say Nursing has 90% of possible job opportunities abroad and here, plus the fact that it gives good money, but where will my energy be in studying when i'm not even interested in what im studying, ya?

my dad and other relatives want me to take it up, saying the good stuffs and i could get over what i dont like in the course as time pass by...but...oh...what am i saying? i could earn good anyway...and i could take up Journalism after i get myself my own money, ya? well i've also been thinking...maybe they're right, there IS no money in writing... exept if i could get hired in some magazine or newspaper, still very low possibilities...

my uncle said i should be thinking about this now as i'm gonna graduate this school year, but the more i think about it, the more i get irritated, i think my mom and bro are the only one that's supporting me in what i really want.

what you want is not what you always need

yeah, rub it in my face...tse! well, look on the brighter side of this, if i could get enough money on this Nursing job, maybe i could fly to Japan and get myself nice jrock and anime stuffs ne?

haay...i still have the whole year to think about this matter, is i'm more nervous about the entrance exams! eek!

^_^V

killing time...i'm currently downloading Kaggra Mp3s. Domo Rochi for the link!

somebody here still knows how to DL in songjapan? the way of getting the files changed and i don't know how. it's downloadble but you have to search for the link. and i'm not seeing any. owwww...why did those damn files of mine just disappeared!!? just when i'm about to make money...sheesh....

oh! and attention, anybody have Kaggra, Pierrot or Malice Mizer concerts, im willing to buy them! and DEG albums too! thank you!

on to the quizess...wow, i haven't taken one in such a long time. got them from Charmaine and Ysa


SPIKE 4 EVA!!! thats wot it'll say on ur hand! hey
hes surprised to see u and he'll always love u
etc... now plz rate?!?!?!


would an angel,vampire,or devil fall for u? part 15!(gurlz only!) (told ya i'd make it soon!)
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nice...i've always wanted a vampire to fall in love with me. but...err... more of the Anne Rice vamps, not the Dracula type!


Would you survive a horror movie? Find out @ She's Crafty


You are Shinya.


Which Dir en grey Member Are You?
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You're Shinya. Quiet and reserved, secretive, and
always getting picked on. You poor thing... At
least you kick ass on drums, and hey, you're a
model!


Dir en grey - Who is your personality?
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me as Shinya eh? ehehe...hmmm...yeah when i'm not on the mood to say anything.


Your soul-brotha is Die! He's so friendly and nice,
with an always-ready 1000 watt smile. He's
supposedly a joker, but has quite the sensitive
side too. He'll listen to your problems. What a
good big brother to have!


Which Member of Dir en grey is Your Soul-Brotha?
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hmmm... i'd love to have die as a brother!


Die is a sweetie! You take good care of him!


Which Dir en Grey member would be your ideal boyfriend?
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i knew it...i think i've taken this quiz before and i got the same results...well, i'd love to have Die as my boyfriend! ^^ he's a happy person, i like that.

9 minutes to go...hmm...my net speed is disappointing me today...what's yer problem, eh? hmm...

aww...sadly Get Backers had it's last episode a few days ago, as always it was good. just hope they replay it. didn't get to watch some episodes.

so what happend to the characters? okay, so from what the story left of, Dakanya (Get Backers) was able to retrieve Makubex from Masaki, and Masaki from his bad schemes, turning him as Ginji's ally once again. As i thought, the first opening song was used to show the character's present lives. Ginji and Ban still owes Master (Pore) a lot of debt and still get their job from Hevn. Natsumi stays as the cheerful assistant in Honky Tonk. the other characters are shown while the two are inside their car. Akabane still wanders the streets, perhaps just there and observing them or seeking for his match. Himiko riding her brother's motor and living a pretty happy life. Mr. No-brake i guess now knows how to brake as he's working as a driver. Shido and Madoka walking the overpass, living as a lovely couple. the other cast stayed in Infinity City as to protect it. Kadsuki, Toshiki, and Jubeii reunited as the Fuuga group but, as members of the new VOLTS too; Makubex with his laptop and loyal follower Sakura by his side; Teshimine and Masaki are also there and other VOLTS members. Kagami, still does his job and observes the lower part of the City and revealed that he has taken interest of Himiko ( he has pictures of Himiko in his digital cam and smiled, bishie!!! )

i love almost everything about this show and is hunting for an OAV, so if anybody owns one, sell it to me!!! i really like this anime. Ban is just so unpredictable. he could be the caring friend then the next minute he's a fierce killer! then you hear him talk about arts! wow! what a guy! to add is the killer looks, ne? Ginji-kun!!! he's just suuuuper kawaii when super deformed! he reminds me so much of Shuichi and Ryuichi from Gravitation! but mind you, he's the Thunder Emperor of Infinity City! hehe... and this is the first anime that has a truely beautiful bishounen. literally beautiful. of course i mean Kadsuki. he's so woman-like and looks so woman! the most lovable part of this anime is the yaoi hints, know what i mean? ehehe...i dunno...it could almost fall in the shounen-ai category, so much like Yami no Matsuei, ne?

if you're a fanfic writer, you'll notice there's just so much that could be paired off in this series. both shounen-ai and not. take a look:

BanxGinji
i think this pairing is the most popular in the series. maybe because they are the main characters and shows the most hint of love between, ne? Ban would just snap when something bad happens to Ginji. remember that fight he and Akabane had? Ban feels it when Ginji is in trouble and immediately come to the rescue of his friend. they both changed after meeting with each other. Ban had made a drastic change in Ginji's character and in a way was able to seal the Thunder Emperor within Ginji. of course, Ginji equally loves Ban that much. one time he hugged Ban because of not seeing him for so long and i think even said once, "You're so great Ban-chan! If only it isn't weird, I'd kiss you!" Nyahaha!!! ureshiii!!!! And why didn't they even gave the two girlfriends, eh? in the last episode, the last scene was the two inside the car and Ban throwing his arms on Ginji's shoulders and pulling him close! waiii!!! only thing missing is a kiss!!!!

AkabanexGinji
Actually I just got the idea for this pairing from Doujinshi scans, and well, a little resemblace of Akabane and Ginji to Muraki and Tsuzuki, hehe... Dr. Jackal said once to Ban when they were fighting, " I first liked you, but i got attracted to Ginji in Infinity City and started to flirt." though he meant attraction to Ginji's powers, these words are pretty powerful, ne? Ban and Ginji could be paired too, considering the fact that Akabane does flirt with Ban too, i just can't seem to know who will be the uke when they're both aggressive. ^^

GinjixMakubex
Makubex longs for Ginji's guide and possibly a deeper feeling in that. Ginji is the caring kind and does care for Makubex alot. in the anime, he desperately finds a way to retrieve Makubex from his sorrow, 2 times. if given the chance for this pairing, much likely to be one-sided. Makubex as the hopefull one and Ginji the good friend.

JubeiixKadsuki
i think this is a clear case pairing. or atleast for those with too much of a shounen-ai in their brains. this two i think have mutual understanding. almost like a case of a knight and his princess, only this princess only looks like one but is actually a prince! ehehe.... ^____^V the Kakei family lived to protect the Fuuchiyouin family. both are heir of their family's legacy and have been friends from childhood until fate had them separated. but when they have settled their differences once again, Jubeii vowed to protect Kadsuki, even with blind eyes. Kadsuki is the same towards his partner. the best proof of this is when Jubeii decided to separate from the group to find his own path. Kadsuki followed him saying he's walking the same path as Jubeii indirectly saying they're inseparable. amai!!!!

ToshikixKadsuki
Toshiki indirectly stated that he wants Kadsuki's attention and possibly affection. he's jealous of Jubeii who is always around Kadsuki. this is one scene in the series where he said this: (not exact words)

Toshiki: (to Jubeii) i was always stronger and better in fighting, but Kadsuki always only watches you!!! (attacks)
Jubeii: (explains Kadsuki's reasons and his misundrestandings)

(they fought again but stopped when Kadsuki showed up between them, facing Jubeii)

Kadsuki: You two should stop fighting.
T: why...do you turn your back on me and face Jubeii?
K: (faces Toshiki) (smiles) Because i know you.
T: (surprised)
K: your dance-like fighting is always beating your opponent in front. i've always watched you.
T: (bends down in shame) you've watched me...
K: (walks towards him and touches his hand)

in that particular scene, it showed the two having their face only and inch apart! i thought they were gonna kiss! that was a sweet sight... to add up to this, Kadsuki clearly said he is a good friend only. Marking this pairing a one-sided love. though they could've looked cute together.

PorexHevn
there is no real evidence in this pairing. i just want Pore to be straight and Hevn is far from being a lesbian (i just coudn't understand why some pair her off with Natsumi! >_<). their heights and witts match. they look good to me. so there ya go!

BanxHimiko
it's clear that Himiko likes Ban even before she despised him with the misuderstanding between Ban and her brother. Since Ban does care for Himiko, they could be a pair if you guys want to make him straight! Haha! the only problem is, Ban is TOO tall for Himiko. yet, cute. ^^

ShidoxMadoka
This pairing is proven. it shows in the anime ^________^. when Madoka came in the scnene, I think all ties of Shido to yaoi pairings were cut off. even at the end of the anime series, it shows him and Madoka shopping, happily (only, he get to carry all the heavy stuffs). why would Madoka invite Shido to her home and could feel his presence even if she don't see him? Connection, ya? at one episode, when Shido was hurt by Masaki and got really weak, he kinda said "i have to do this for Madoka...Madoka..." ahhhh!!!! amai!!!! cute couple. ^^

MakubexXSakura
Possibly in a fanfic, Makubex would love Ginji but would not return his feelings as he loves Ban. the lonely Makubex would be comforted by her loyal friend Sakura. Most likely, he would realize her hidden love for him and learn to accept and return this. in the anime, its clear that Sakura does love Makubex and would support any decision he does. its just sad that his laptop is sometimes more important to him, thus ignoring Sakura's feelings.

KagamixHimiko
as i've said, the guy likes Himiko. i can't say much but they did once fought in Makubex virtual world. i guess he was attracted by Himiko's strong will and hey, she is sexy ne? i still have to explore their compatibility but they would look good together. ^^

KadsukixRan
Ran likes Kadsuki from the start. she once kissed Kadsuki for he transferred the medicine by mouth to the unconcsious man, thinking he's a girl! (true, true...) then developed feelings when Kaduski helped them out. They could be a cute couple...the oftenly feminine Kadsuki being aggressive to the naive Ren...what a sight! ^_^V

AkabanexNatsumi
okay, so this might be awfully weird, but not really. I've once read a fanfic about this pairing and got me kinda interested. the cheerful Natsumi going out with the demented Dr. Jackal...is weird. -_-;; but think about it, when Akabane decides to take off the 'psycho' thing and suddenly becomes soft and caring only to Natsumi? that would be sweet ne? and mentioning, Akabane has a bishie element in him. watch the episode where he and Ginji first fought. he had no shirt there and the big hat was gone, gorgeous sight, hehe...

haay...this makes me crave for Get Backers more. oh well, JA!

ehehe....Pia inspired me put up my fondness on this show too, hehe...so here goes...

LOVE ROLLERCOASTER is a Korean TV series, which i could not categorize as drama for i find more comedy in it than tear-jerker elements. ^^V

it's a series of love situations revolving around a certain hotel restaurant staffs and the general manager joining their wacky stories. of course, the supporting cast are as crazy as them with their own problems to face.

MAIN CHARACTERS:

Seung-li >> she was the first character i saw and got me hooked on the show. she looked so cute in the chineese uniform when they were still new and working on the chinese resto. she's the kindess in the group and oftenly shows how a true korean woman should act. but beware! she's fierce inside, especially when it's her heart that's on the line.

Sang-hyun >> Seung-li's boyfriend. of course, there was a lot of things that he must do before he finally won the heart of his love, one example of this trials is being rivals with the general manager of your hotel. he is a pretty nice guy and the happy-go-lucky one.

Hye-jin >> that's my girl! the first time i saw her, my impression on her is cool and laid-back. she's almost anime-ish with her attitude, that's why i like her so much. and i find her the pretties of the group. Hye-jin sometimes could act tomboy-ish with her strong attitude but becomes very girl around her love one.

Mr. Shin (Jae-won) >> the infamous general manager of the hotel. in the first few episodes, almost every girl likes him, but as the show progresses, it is found out that his first love and crush for 15 years is just around his hotel. Mr. Shin's attitide is cool but surprisingly tease-ful, especially when it comes to Hye-jin.

Min-young >> i first thought Min-young was a "plastic" who always cling on Mr. Shin and any rich man, but later on is found out to be a rather amusing woman who loves dolls but always complains about her credit card bills. her character is a woman with passion in her work and is in search of love, which she blindly cannot see---- for now. ^^

Sung-jin >> he and Sang-hyun came to Seoul together in search of success and love. they are very good buddies and even applied on the same hotel. he is the nicest guy in the gruop. he loves Min-young very much and is determined to capture her heart no matter what. Sung-jin is a big guy with an equally big heart though sometimes he could be overly protective to his love.

THE FAMLIY
they are the supporting cast of series and adds to the rollercoaster-like life of the main characters.

Father >> i forgot his name sorry. ^^V he is the head of the house Seung-li and her brother is living at. most of the time, he is very bossy but show concern to his family oftenly too. As a former Marine member, he sometimes polishes his reputation too much and forget the effect of his selfishness to the people around him.

Mother >> i also forgot her name! biyane! ^^V she is the kind wife and mother to all her children. She loves her husband very much have endured 30 years of his sometimes irritating attitude. she's just laid-back in her home but is very helpfull to the problem of her children as long as she could.

Hye-jung >> the eldest daughter of the family. She's Seung-li's sister-in-law and is also working in the hotel as a clerk. Hee-su loves her husband very much but refuses to get pregnant for now as career comes first. a beautiful woman with much love to give.

Seung-won >> Seung-li's brother. he is a devoted husband but is oftenly stuck in mishaps. he loves his family very much and is willing to do house chores for them. he now helps father in their pub "Happy Virus".

Hee-su >> the youngerst daughter in the family. she is oftenly scolded to study by her family because of slacking off in school. a strong-willed girl with sometimes a bad attitude and incontrollabe babbling mouth.

Suk-ku >> the faithful follower of Hee-su. he loves Hee-su very much but scolds her too with their exams oftenly. a very smart kid but most of the time goes overboard with his actions.

funny when i think about this because for me it's such a coinsidence, as i like Mr. Shin and Hye-jin so much, i made up situations in my mind where they are the one that goes out and take interest to each other, for in the early episodes of the show, Mr. Shin likes Seung-li and Hye-jin likes Sang-hyun, she even said she doesn't like rich guys like Mr. Shin so i thought it was impossible. then after maybe a week of not watching the show, my cousin told me about the 15 years love thingy about them and is now going out. this made me like the show more! haha!!

i find Mr. Shin really cute too. for one he kinda looks like Hisashi or Teru (GLAY) or maybe it's just me...hehe.

one episode i love so much is Episode 26, though it hasn't ended yet, i like this episode the most so far. as i've said, it's Mr. Shin and Hye-jin's relationship im patienly waiting to bloom and in this episode, it did focus much on them.

Mr. Shin have a foreigner guest named Jennifer. the two seemed so sweet and Hye-jin's jealousy was about to explode especially when she mistook the sight of Mr. Shin and Jennifer in the hotel lobby as kissing when he's only helping the girl about her contact lens. Jae-won, knowing Hye-jin is probebly troubled about the other girl, asked her out on a date. as they were about to go, Jae-won suddenly canceled the date for Jennifer is asking for a Seoul-tour. as the brave Hye-jin is, she insisted on going with them only to find herself out of place with the two completely forgetting about her presece. when they took a rest, Mr. Shin asked Hye-jin to buy them drinks, frustrated, Hye-jin shaked the can of coke intending to spill it to Jennifer but unfortunately splashed to Mr. Shin who opened it for his guest. another funny insident is when Mr. Shin asked Hye-jin to take a picture of him and Jennifer. the playful Hye-jin asked the two to step backward to much, leaving Jae-won to fall in the nearby lake. he thought he was drowning and was asking for help desperately then Hye-jin jumped to save him only to find out that the water was knee high only. it left the two of them embarassed and wet. the day after, it was Hye-jin's day off. she and mother went out to pamper themselves and relieve a restless heart. that night Mr. Shin called her out and gave her english catalouges and a dictionary. he also said to answer him yes or no that she will find the question in the dictionary. Hye-jin looked for what it was but failed, so when the man asked her her answer, she just said OK not even knowing what she just answered. after work, Mr. Shin is with Jennifer and revieled that she is his sister-in-law who came to Korea only to think about things with her husband, and consult Jae-won (James as she calls him) too. after that, they went out to shop in the night market. as they were walking by the roads, Hye-jin apologized for her actions. Mr. Shin said it was fine that he's just not so open about his private life. then Hye-jin said: (not exact words)

" Why are you telling me now?"
" Because you answered OK to my question, Love."
" (smiles) Now i love three men in my life."
"?"
"the little boy who briefly stayed in my grandparent's neighbor everyday, the man i kept in my heart for 15 years, and my boss at work."

when Hye-jin went home, she quickly grabed the dictionary and opened in the 'L' section and found the word 'Love' highlighted. it was Mr. Shin's way of asking "will you accept my love?" or "do you love me?". ahahaha!!!! kilig! sila na!

okay, till here, got to get off, the rollercoaster just stoped. Anyong!!!

just wanted to post some pics of ours...




me and my cousin Kao! nyek! ahaha!!! Irish poh! that's Niikura and Terachi for ya!



cutie inaanak! that's Ivan! mukhang samurai sa buhok nya! KAWAII!!!



Irish desu! vwee!!!!



tenen! multo sa paningin...



currently obessesed with...

yun lang! JA!

(plz paray na maayos ang PC namin. BOW.)

waiii!!! its been so long since i last posted...oh well skul's keepin' me busy too much its frustrating!

fortunately for me, skul hasn't unleashed hell for us ---YET. the lessons aren't so hard exept for mathematical problems that always give me headache since the dawn of time! i don't really like math, i don't like going through the whole process of solving and memorizing formulas, major pain. argh!

i was assigned as Managing Ed. for our school paper. i was a little disappointed at first, well from the continous saying "nakz! Editor-in-Chief si Micchie!", i guess that kinda got me the feeling that i was going to get the possition, but...i think i couldn't handle the job well and the person i knew was going to get the position, did get it! im second to the EIC anyway, considering the fact that im not an honor student! ahahaha!!!! ANG YABANG KOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! ^_^V awww...kinda wanted the Feature Ed. position, since its my specialization. NICO! PALIT TAYO!!!! now i have 4 assignments to finish in our first ish, have to monitor everyone and help Nadz, since our skul paper is going to be entered in a contest, we have a highlight article! and that was assigned to me!!!! awwww....major pain! argh!

my class this fourth year is well...normal. sometimes too serious, sometimes the wacky type. its fun! i got the position of PRO when we elected the officers yesterday. i didn't know election could be so much fun!!! waiii!!! and i have my eyes on one of my classmates. CRUSH?! maybe...though i found out something that got me turned-off...geez....argh!

i applied for an entarance test in UP Diliman, and i don't know when is my exam day. gosh! i didn't know applying for universities are soo much pain in the ass! good thing it was a batch processing so we don't have to go there and line up or get toased under the hot sun. just getting the requirements complete was about to kill me...and i ran out of money for that application! argh!

oh well...i wish myself luck...they said the exam takes 5 hours...now i don't know what will happen to my brain for 5 hours continous exam...i applied for Creative writing and Speech Communication...im never gonna take up Nursing! iyeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!! ahahaha!!!!

till here! JA!