Kiwi

waaaah!!!!!!!!!!! it's nice to be back! after 3 days of fun seminar at Morong, Rizal, came back in Makati just to be surprised by a non-working phone. Making my newest record of no internet days 3 straight weeks since i went to Mandaluyong up until now. oh, well...its fixed now, so yepeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how's life goin out for me? i dunno... all i know is something changed in me... i'm not that "alive"... maybe because of the heat, perhaps; lack of activity, could be; or im just not in the mood. once again i prefer being alone than having company. but hey! i could use a little socialization. even my friends noticed this, so they assumed i'm bored being with them. demo....IYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!! that's not true! i'm just...i dont know... -_-"

oh! mother's day is coming up, can anyone recommend me of a good gift for my mom?

oh man...not feeling so good tonight...i'm exausted after a day of hunting for a good gift for my mom... well, it could be just any gift, but i wanted it to be special and that i could see she'll love very much and use everyday, or, no..hehe..just...often. =0) demo... i can't find that particular thing, that me myself doesn't know, i, rather WE with my good friend Joven, ended up in Blue Magic... always a good gift shop...then bought my Tita Marie and Angel figurine, coz she loves those, hehe...i could say it was really easy finding the right gift. uhmmm...what else... added another bowl in my nippon ware collection...oh! i saw Zyn! i was suprised nung kinalabit nya ko, while me and Jovz were taking a break from all the walking in one of gamol's benches. haha!!! surprise, surprise! too bad, we can't spend the day together as i'm shopping and she is too, with her family, but it was nice seeing her again! ^____________________^

ellow Zyn!!! ^^V si hyde feathery na furry si ken sexy beast! nyahaha!!!!! patawarin ako ng langit...hihihi....

and what else...uhmmm....i have a Moon Child copy now! yepee!!!! it just...hmmm....i didn't felt this before when i first watch the movie at WAA, maybe because i was too excited, but when i was watching it alone, it felt awkward watching Hyde and Gackt. i guess for me it didn't felt like them. surely Sho was a totally different character from the usual low-voiced, serious Gackt, ne? or maybe it's just me... Hyde...i don't know if he's being sexy when he acts or uncomfortable. at some scenes he gives me that sort of feel. oh what the heck! just an opinion here...^^v

me and the rest of my relatives went to Cavite today to attend the christening of my cousin's daughter. i wasn't really in the mood to go, considering the fact that it's so hot, but i have to since i'm a "ninang". i rode on my lolo's car with my tita carol, cousin jenny, and nanay (lola), while the others commute on the way there. so...what happend there? for one, i was sweating like a pig the whole day, attended the baptismal that is not much like a baptismal since the christian group we went to is a Born Again group, almost drove myself insane from the LOOOOONG preaching of the preacher (i tell you i'm not that of a religous person), and got myself a fever on the way home. the food wasn't that nice either, but i'm still thankful of course. LECHON!!! is always present in Cavite. hey, its not everyday that i get to eat that food! yum! hihihi...

then bad luck really struck me, when my back started aching, like may naipit na ugat, sakit... afterwards i started to weaken demo i'm not letting it get to me. to worsen the situation when we got home, the aircon was blowing straight towards me, my back ached more, i felt a slight pain in my chest and i was having a hard time to breathe normally. at one point there i felt like i'm gonna vomit blood, when i don't really know why. so all the way home, when i'm talking, my voice is kinda husky and low. my cousin said i sounded like a guy with SARS! the idea went to my head, but hell no, it shouldn't happen! when i got home, got myself a medicine, change to warm clothes, long socks, and a jacket then covered myself with a thick blanket, shut all windows and doors in our room, just so i could get better. well, it did work, but not thoroughly...my mom didn't allowed me to go to Mandaluyong tonight to help tom in our shop...

okay, lesson learned, always bring extra shirts if it's really hot outside and you have to go somewhere, wag na wag magpapatuyo ng pawis, and get a rest if your really tired, don't mind the heat and take a bath right away, rest enough to make prevent "pasma". *nod* *nod*

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i just wrote the longest fanfic i ever made since the time i started on this hobby of writing. the fic i wrote is for my friend who asked me to write one for her. i started from saturday upto today and wrote until 4 in the morning, hoping i could finish it. sadly i wasn't able to finish the story, and left my friend a little disappointed but thanked me enough. i'll try hard to continue that story. me and that friend of mine had come up with a good climax and ending for the story...so gambatte to me! fighting! ^^V so anyway...why the longest? coz its 25 pages long now, written by hand by me, in a big notebook, and that's just half of it! the longest i've written so far is my fic about Ken, yes, my koi in Laruku (^^), my Ladlad inspired story, Blue paint, and and my 3 chapters long Gravi fic. and mind you, i have small hand writting...hehe...i was that persistent?! im proud! haha!!!

oh well, gotta eat then sleep now...just slept for 2 hours today and i'm getting weaker....oh man....i miss get backers!!!!!!!!!!!!

ei, ei, lookie at my other koi, Shinya of Dir en Grey. i dunno why not many people like him, but i do! ehehe...

waaah...just got the chance to net here in my dad's house, he asked me to make him an email and me making the most of the left time.

so anyways, last saturday, the Larukugumi finally had the EB. it was fun! really fun! maybe because there's so many things to talk about and many people to make fun of ne, guys? ^_^

haay...sana maulit yung ganyang mga lakad tsaka sana kumpleto na lahat, noh?

oww...could've made this entry longer but unfortunately, the heat is killingme and making me in no mood to be talking alot.

so matta ne!

haaay.... im getting used to not having a PC around me, but heck! i still crave for it!

just came back from Gamol to return a DVD game, we didn't like it so we asked for a different one. hehe...then bought a japanese tea cup that adds to my nippon ware collection, uh...and did a little book hunting.

so as of now, i have like 10 or more books that i want to buy, here's my list:

> By the River Piertra i sit and wept (not sure bout the title)
> the Alchemist
> Veronice Decides to Die
>Tales Outside the closet
> Solitude and Seduction
>Pooh Tao (not sure again)
>the Da Vinci Code
> Kitchen
> Siglo (graphic novel)
> Vampire Chronicles
> Gravitation (mangga)

okay, so the Gravi maybe got a little OP there, but it's considered a book too, ne? i just saw a translated mangga in Comic Quest and almost drooled at the content! it just have sooooo much more than the anime! i want to know! i want to know more!!!!! i've decided, i will collect the mangga as soon as i recieve my allowance! maybe lay low muna sa jrock? hmmmm....naaaahhhh...as if i can! hehehe!!!!

awww....till here! matta minna!!!!!

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