Kiwi

i thought i was gonna drop asleep on the ground at math time...damn the subj was too easy i could sleep and pass the damn thing...di sa pagmamayabng...but it really was....(eherm! yoko na! baka tamaan ako ng kidlat! )

then i was assigned to be the assistant leader of my group, heck i did all the job! ano ba namang group yan! eh ako lang gumalaw! you know...sometimes i'd like to be the lazy one...to be the one that will rely on others to do the work..i'll do the dirty ones...eheh...c'mon! i dont want to be the wall for others all the time! do sumtin for me people!

nakakainis kasi eh...kaya dati pa i dont want to be the good girl of the family...yung model nila...kahit daw palpak ako...masipag-sipag naman...marunong...e pano kung dumating yung time namag loko ako? disappointed sila...then the balme is on me...conscience will hunt me...im the one to suffer....

cant say its a good day...i cant say it's not good either...

one good thing is, me and my mom's business is doing pretty smooth..well, atleast on my part! i got to sell 2 jewls that my mom makes and that sums up to 400 pesos! now the only thing i'll do is to collect the money they owe...feel like a muslim making pa 5-6! ehehe!!!! the funny thing here, my classmates find me kinda funny saying stuffs just to convince them to buy one! well, that's a life of a real merchant! you have to have the gift of speaking...stuffs. and i tell you, this is hard work! really! then all went well...i dont get to doze off on math class or any subject on that matter, all i got to do was, sell, sell, sell...

on the other side...i was asigned by my editor to take over the office for a while coz he'll be going out together with the other seniours so the work is all down on us juniors, the lazy peepz that we are, cant do the job alone...we do not have the enthusiasm that they have! they leave us with a locked office, keys missing, i cant find our english coordinator! aaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!what the hell im suppose to do!?! and we have to rush this damn thing for the publishing house to deliver the draft in time so we can release the final product before x mas party!

just then...pababa na ko ng hagdan...me naririnig ako...mga tawanan ng mga taong parang demonyo...me naririnig akong ingay...tapos...iniisip ko kung ano gagawin ko...pababa...tahimik..biglang....BLAG! tinamaan ako ng isang malaking bag sa ulo! as in ha! ang sakit! pero nag-sorry naman sila..ok na eh, kaso naiinis lang tlaga ko at dumagdag pa sa kasamaan ng araw ko...at tawagin pakong ate! hello?!? di nya ba ko kilala? ka-batch ko sia! kainis tlaga!

haay naku...what a day....

welll....coz i was so upset kahapon...di ko nasabi...heck! there's notin to say much anyway...tuwa lang ako when my mum called me "rocker na hapon" ehehe...la lang...feel na feel ko...kahit intended niya kong inisin by that...surprisingly i was flattered! ahaha!!!!!

today, i got some audio orders from ris...hehehe...little business lang...takas ang burner pag ala si kuya....

haay....tapos ko na rin yung proj ko sa chem! it was already 10:30 when i finished...medyo haggard na...pero net pa rin! tapos tulog...

today...i wasnt very productive...im not into jrock for a while...or anime...im struggling to keep my money intack so i can by whatevr i want, the thing is, that's quite impossible for a "gastadera" like me...oh well! if there's a way there's a will!

well...today...hopefullyi'll be getting my christmas money from my dad. i need that...ofcourse for buying cds! yey! laruku cds! want that heavenly na! i just ordered it through my contact dun sa isa kong dealer. ala na kasing bagong concert d2 na mapanood, gusto ko ng laruku! how will their new single's gonna ba like kaya?
i mean...its been soooo long since they've been together and released some songs....if this is gonna be their last album, then i'll really buy one! for sure! coz i owe everything from laruku...kungbaga...they're my gateway to j-rock addiction! sa kanila ko nagsimula! so they will remain the best for me...ano ba yan, para kong nasa lamay....i just asked roch to sell me some of her laruku cds and yey! she agreed to it! yey again! ubuasan pera again!

haay...i guess kelangan ko na ng bagong jeans...bagong t-shirt...bsata bagong damit! yun at yun nlng sinusuot ko eh! then...a manga...im planning to complete all the volumes of gravitation...but then again i wont be able to understand all and im also interested in other mangas such as love mode, x/1999, angel sunctuary, rurouni kenshin, interhigh ng SD, and many more...siemps sa FEATA na ko para japanese ang sulat! yoko sa comic alley, chineese eh. buti sana if i can read kanji! maybe having a manga can boost my skill in reading jap characters...it's been a while since i practiced and im loosing it...some characters i cant really recall at times...kelangan na ng practise...i can still remember i was determined to memorize katakana at once that's why im having a hard time by then...tapos nung dun na sa hiragana, it came easy na...dunno why...

then some books by bob ong...gusto ko pa magbasa ng mga buks niya. like ANG PABORITONG LIBRO NI HUDAS and BAKIT BALIKTAD MAGBASA ANG MGA PINOY?...it really seems itrsting...so that would sum up to around 500...gosh...

questor and culture crash im sure is gonna release new ish this C3 so...tipid mode...graveh....plus im sure i'll kill myself pleasing not to buy indie comics, im an addik to those things! eek!

school's pretty boring...we didn't do anything much. dapat sana ala nalng pasok. just a quiz in math, singing the spanish ver of Lupang Hinirang...then the mass...and i slept at the gosspel again! no wonder im having hell at my side!

oh well...so much for that!

ehehe....what a night that was! i was too tired to paste this up...so im telling the story today....

last night, me and my barkada went to glorietta to meet one of my pal's phonepal. it was a loooong wait! as in! he said he'll be there by 5:30 but nope, 6 o'clock and no sign of him....maybe after an hour he finally came. we ate out at jollibee, as i was starvin that time...but i have to take off early coz i'll be going to my dad's. me and my friend roseann decided to come home together. but the idiot that we are doesnt know the way home. glorietta is too bog for me. often times i get lost there! anyways....the line to the jeep was too long so rose suggested to take the bus. then we went asking where to take it...but we still got lost! until we reached ceratin areas that me myself is not familiar with! maybe for an hour we were finding our way home! by that time, fi we were just patient enough to be in the line for the jeep, we coul've been home earlier. then some sort of miracle made s find the way...and that leaves me here writing this "adventure" of our's.

that experience left me a sore body...sleepy eyes...after i got home, watched ranma then winter sonata...then to sleep...god i was tired...

well...roch just gave me a link to jrocknyc with pics and infos bout the new kaggra dvd! weee!!! gosh NAO is sooooooo kakoii!!!! he looks so cool without the kimono and make-up! but if it stays like that, he wouldn't be kaggra member anymore ne? its their signature style. ehehe....its available in al region. kung totopakin, bka bumili ako. dunno....its just that the dvd looks sooo cool i want to watch it! such a waste that the webmaster removed the divx file with some kaggra clips....shoot!

here's some of what i have....

"grip."
"alis kamay sa trigger..."
"safety."
"position hands"
position the body"
"daliri sa trigger."
"unlock"
"ready?"
"SHOOT!"

yan ang turo ni dad skn kanina. knina kasi, sumama ko sa shooting sesions niya. then he let me try it! ang saya! feeling ko ang angas anga ko! 'stig! in short, that's the way to kill someone by means of a gun! and not killing your self in the process! and always wear goggles kasi yung lalagyan ng bala, tumatalsik nlang kung saan! gosh....

i want the riffle sana kaso ayaw ng dad ko. ok lang daw sbi sakin nung instructor bsta kaya ko yung weight. kaya ko naman eh! ehehe...sna sa susunod magnum....yung gsto ko rin yun! kung bga sa resident evil, head shot kayo mga pangit na zombies! wait, db si gackt fond rin sa mga guns? ano kaya yung gusto niyang model? hand gun? M-45? riffle? magnum? ano kaya???? wehehe...next tym ako nlng hahawak nun pra ma-test ko kung kaya ko! kaso ang sakit sa tenga kahit na me protection sa tenga! but it was a new experience!

yesterday morning, i woke up kinnda early. maybe it was around 8 or something. i was too lazy to move around so i reached out for the remote and turned the tv on. the show was "girls marching on". it was ok. cute show. then at the scene where all the three sisters are talking, i think that was Makiyo's (len-len?) room bacause of all the hello kitty stuffs. then when i viewed the backround wall, a Laruku poster was there!!! as in! i saw hyde, tetsu, yukkie, and ken! wow...first i saw a poster too at the non-stop music room!!! ahaha!!!! ghrabeh! sikat talaga ang l'arc! as in!

then that afternoon, stroll kami around greenhills. as usual wla paring kwenta ang pagpunta ko dun dahil wala naman akong nabili. ung baili kodi naman masayadong kelangan. napagastos pa tuloy ako. me and jom found this anime store at the corner of shoppesvile 3rd flr. ang hinahanap ko ung JEL(tama ba? -_-" bsat ung sore daw na me j-cds) eh, iniisip ko nga kung greenhills o greenbelt un...lagi kong nlilito! as i was saying, andami nilang tindang cds! from anime, to live-action to hentai tapos meron ring konting yaoi. yung mga mangga nila onti lang eh pero mura na. 150 isa. kaso chinese, ok~ not interested! ung mga mags nila, shucks! ranges from 100 to 2000 lang! pro orig pah! but luks kinda old....ok lang yun1 pasyal nga ko nxt tym ulit! kainis kasi yung dad ko nagmamadali eh. then i bought nlng some cds.

1. My Sassy Girl - korean hit na romantic comedy. matagal ko na napanood pero alang sub kasi kaya naghanap ako ng meron.

2. Bronze - yaoi. ang ganda. kaso the category "yaoi" doesn't really fit in. shounen-ai lang. as in shounen-ai! coz koji really love izumi! as in, L-O-V-E! si yuki, di naman ganun ka-sweet ke shu eh! hmp! alot of angst...ikli...49 mins i think....

3. FAKE - ah! fave ko 2! pero yung napanood ko dte, english dubbed! and i liked the dubbing kya mdyo ilang ako dun sa jap, which ang nabili ko...still like it! oh! shounen-ai! slight yaoiness...;p

4. Gohatto - actually di ko pa sya napapanood dhil ala pa siya skn. wala dw ksing stock kaya sa C3 ko nlng i-claim. ok lang. mganda daw un eh! samurai story. life sa shinsengumi ng mga samurai na nag-aagawan sa attensyon ni...forgot his name, but he's a real bishounen! excited nako!

sabi nung may-ari dat tym, me promo sila na 7 cds pag 500 pesos ang babayaran ko ( it think biglaan yun dahil nakalabs na yung 5 ko). e 100 isa, ok na yun! nakalibre ng 200, db? haay...then tipid na naman....ngaun naman im off to the mall to buy some new clothes. paulit-ulit na yung sinusuot ko eh! tama na muna puro cd, magaglit na mum ko sakn. kaya pancancel ko na muna yung mga-order ko na cds eh. mukhang kulang ang budget ko. marami pa pla kong reregaluhan...

then the most irritating part of my night yesterday came. PJ na, di parn kmi nakakuwi ng hauz...kaya malabo na mapanood ko na yun. naumpisahan ko naman eh, morning mosume pa nga e. tapos nkita ko dun sa line-up ng performers nla that eps, si HYDE ang last! i thnk yun yung may laruku na eps eh kasi HORIZON daw yung kinanta. malabo na talag ayun kasi kumain pa kami. nakuwi kami ng u2l ko 10 pass na...haay...wrong timing ang PJ pra sakin...kya ayn, nagpapakwento nlng sa nakanood...haay....-_-'"

no classes yesterday so i decided na mapgpunta ng mall. ayos nga e, solo flight lang ako. dapat sana, bbili ako ng damit. pero as usual, sa iba napunta ang pera ko....hindi ko tlga ma-resist ang temptation ng buk store kaya wla kong lakad sa kaht anong mall na hindi ako pumapasok sa mga buks store. once there, punta ako agad sa power buks. mas mlaki kasi ang selection ng titles kesa sa national. tpos pnta ko sa info counter, tanong ko kung may "Ladlad".
aba! meron nga! pnpli pa ko kung ung I or II. medyo mahal kasi yung sequel kaya ung I muna. di ko kasi sure kng mahihiram ko pa yung sa frnd ko, kya bumili nlng ako ng aken. i've read some of the stories, direct ang story telling, me pabalang ang sulat pero matapang. ayos!

then im off sa dept section when i passed by Comic Quest. hinahanp ko kasi yung nkita ko na "anime A-Z" buk kaso ala pa. naghihintay pa ko ng sale eh. 1000 pa siya ngaun, pag nagka sale, pka bumaba sa 6+, parang ung "pulp fresh". speaking of Pulp. two ng featured stories dun e nkita ko rin. graphic novel pa nga twag nila dun. 50% off!!! wow! originally alam ko 900+ siya eh kasi english yun tska kung sa mangga, 3 vol. compilation. nakita ko yung "Banana Fish", which is ang fave ni Gackt na buk. tska "Strain". gus2 ko tlga bumili at frst kasi syang yung sale. tska kala ko lahat na andun. by vol pa rin pla siya. comp kasi sa magazine un eh. i reaaaaaaally want to buy pa rin kaso, if i do, bye bye new clothes! bka sa c3 pag me pera n ulit.

then sa dept na. hirap maghanap! di tlag mahilig sa clothes eh! ung isang shirt maganda sana eh. kaso maliit sakn. ung red mganda rin kaso kpos na sa oras, sa sat nalang ako bbli ulit. kya ang bagsak ko isang jacket lang. yung pants na gusto ko, bblin ko n sana, kinuha naman! ang ganda pa naman nung style tsaka kulay....-_____-".
sa sm makati nalng ako, para mas mura. kelan kaya pwede?

still meron pa ko 700 sa wallet ko, bili ko nlang yung isang buk ni bob ong, "bakit baliktad mag basa ang pilipino?" mas mura siya kaysa dun sa nkta ko sa glorietta national bukstre, kasi mas maliit. yung "ang paboritong libro ni hudas" sna e, kaso wala na ytang stock. oo wla na pla, ntanong ko yun eh. nxt flight nlang ulit.

so 500 nlang ang pera ko (200 ung buk) hopefully, may 500 worth na pants sa sm makati...at may mganda! SALE! i need you! then....yun na....

badtrip...kaya talag ayoko ng kahit anong anticipation sa buhay eh. pag di mo nakuha, nakaka-disapponit. BIGTIME! kala ko makukuha ko na yung cell ko this day. sabi kasi ni mamoy, sure na today, tapos out of stock daw! the thing is, i was really looking forward to it! kainis tlaga....haay....

ok na! nkbili na ng bagong pants. mura lang. 350. i think it's cheaper than what i bought the last time. i like the cut and desighn. ok lang. pero me target tlag akong pantalon na gusto ko tlaga! mahal nga lang eh...749.00...di na, w8 ko nlang mag-sale sa katapusan...

i wonder what will happen tommorow sa c3? will it bw successful? mganda kaya? mauubok ko kya yung pera ko? hmmm...sna naman hindi...starcity pa sa monday...

i just wish i can buy Ladlad II. the book is a promising one. i can reflect through it the real stories behind what kind of life a gay man goes through. though i cant seem to find the element of discrimanation in those stories. i think it is quite essecial coz its an important fact still, in this time and age. there's no real sexual content, just a few. it still revolves around meaningful relationships that gay men seeks in other men. actually, i would really recomment this book to people who likes shounen-ai or yaoi, like me! ehehe...my 195.00 wasn't wasted for nothing!

nways, yesterday i saw wang lee-hom in a shoe tag yesterday at landmark...ehehe....pogi!

well, me prob pla ang mum ko sa company nla, kaya daw di nya na mabibigay yung money ko, bgay nya muna sa schooling ng utol ko. ok lang, para samin naman eh. nakaka-disapoint lang kasi nwala lahat ng plans ko. lahat ng gusto ko, delayed muna. sana sinabi nya sakin earlier, para inipon ko nlang...haay...what's happening to the world!?!

well...the C3...what can i say bout this con? probebly it is the greatest convention i've ever attnted, and this is just the 2nd time for the c3 but really, it rockz! my mom knows i'll be going to the convention so she just let me go like that. no lame excuses this time, she knows i waited for this fo a very loooong time! bwahahah!!!!!

i even bought new clothes for this evnt para namn di ako msyadong mahalatang batang gusgusin, kaya ayan! i think i spent 550 for my new stuffs too...this was not my nature, usually i would only buy clothes of my mom or dad is insiting, but for reason....hmmm....nope! im not really fond of clothes, it's too tiring to shop ;p

even before i reached our front door, sinasampal nko ng malakas na hangin, umuulan kasi eh. kaya ang porma ko, sira! ang dumu na ng pantalon ko, tinupi ko nlang. then i reached powerbooks para magkita kami ni akki, but as usual, nauuna ko sa kanya!weheheh....then straight kami na sa may megatrade hall 2. andun na yung heaven ko...

sa loob, there wasn't much people yet, maaga-aga pa kasi eh. it was lunch probebly some were still eating. once inside, upo n muna kami kasi pareho kaming pagod ni akki. then nkita namin yung isang vid ni gackt, ahaha!!! si akki sinugod yung tv! joke! bsat tumakbo sya papunta don! dunno kung anong kanta yun...hmmm...ah! OASiS! may mga tinda kasing jrock vidz n audios dun eh. syang yung sa pierrot ala na daw...haaay...kirito-san!!!

then then first activity n inabutan namin is yung battle of the bands, ok naman siya! just that i like the battle in AQ better. this time naman 3 songs for one band. may nag-acoustic ng STAY AWAY! ok naman yung performance...then along na...there were more bands that played pero di ko na masyado napansin, i was really anticipating sa cosplay...

andaming cosplyers! grabeh! mulufeeet!!!!!!!! astig yung mga cosplayers! as usual marami pa ring FFX cosplayers, (pansin ko lang redandancy nako) then i was shocked to see a kyo (vocalist of DEG) in the first day then a tetsu (bassist ng LARUKU) the second day! and oh! a camui gackt too! but i think he's style is of the gackt of malice mizer pah. he was sortta visual kei typo specie.
i really love this part of the con coz there's just so much fun in it! not only does these cosplayers give us, the audience, some eye candy but a loads of humor coz of their silly skits or punch lines.

i've met some kul peepz along the way. siempz mga friendz ko sila! namely, yanie, droo, aubrey & her friend (forgot her name...gomen!), reiya, mari, kuya arnel (2 na kasama ko since then hanggang last day), then nung sunday si driech, dino at alexis (mga ka-iskul meyt koh).

oh well....its going to be a long wait before the next C3, hopefully it will be as much fun as this, or better! wooh!!!!!!

well....i was really anticipating for this movie. before i've even watched the film itself, i was loving it halfway through reviews and some nice movie clips, the nice world wide web has provided for me!

at first i thought, "so what's this?" coz i was browsing in anipike.com then in the japanese movie section is a link through this site with the "Gohatto" film review (yan yung title) which in english translates to as "taboo". we know that the word "taboo" is sortta, forbidden or is cursed that it is banned or something in relation to that. and so the movie implies this title itself.

>>SPOILER! read at your own risk!<<

the movie is set in Kyoto during spring of around 1865 where the Shinsengumi troop is very much the towns people's heros. but inside the militia is a person to break grounds as he volunteers to serve the said group. meet Kano Sozaburo, a lovely 18 year old boy with looks as bewithching as a true geisha, or a porcelain doll in a hakama. along his physical appearance is his long hair tied up the back and locks that he wishes not to cut. this is the first thing that started the commotion in the shinsen. keeping a samurai's locks is a sign that he is an open desire for others. the first samurai to show his open affection to young sozaburo is his co-newcomer, Tashiro, who even at the start of the movie, advances his moves to keep sozaburo to himself.

as the movie progress, more affiliates show their feelings or desires to the young boy. one is Captain Kondo, who plots to keep sozaburo by means of others in his power. also is one of the control captains in one of the troops, that kano will have a hidden sexual affair. (actually, he is that only character that the film will show kano engaging in sex.) then the other captain Hijikata does not shallow his feeling for the boy, however this emotion is gradually realized as the film goes on.

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okey, i totally love this movie because 1. i've always been a big samurai movie, or old japanese movie like RAN by Akira Kurosawa, and i have yet to see Tale of Genji. i guess because this so much portrays how japan have lived before it became "digitalize" and there's so much poetry in it. it feels like im gaining wisdom by watching these sort of movies. 2. the main character Kano Sozaburo (Ryuhei Matsuda)is the proof a true, living, breathing BISHOUNEN! as in! he is really beautiful. i guess i can say his lips is his best asset. but his smile...innocent yet...mysterious, now you know why he is perfect for the character! 3. i love twisted plots! i only watched this once, so maybe im just confused. but there's just so much twist and turn and all brought by the myseterious Kano. in which is the source of the murder-plot that starts halfway of the film.

i know yaoi lovers will like this sorts of movie as it has the "men chasing men" element, but Oshima (the director) leaves us, with a hanging desire to see who gets who. like the sex scene with whom kano is with the control captain, the scene is in a room but shows no great affection whatsoever. it only implies the pure desire to posses such a beauty. there's also a rumor that says kano has taken a lover which is tashiro. then there's the conflict about captain hijikata and kondo about sharing the same interest in kano. i guess the director wanted to emphasise the main character as it ponders through the life of warriors. on how these samurais lived their life inside the shell but outside showing a though image.

i also like the term they used about having such interest to sozaburo. they say "inclined" which implies attraction. there are also humors in this film as it shows how these men get along and joke around unweary of the next battle. there are indirect insults and hidden messages in the lyrical scripts that it's fun to explore them.

i will not give away the ending and most of the story, but i will tell, as part of the review. that still, Oshima gave us a very eye-catching bishounen, a good plot, and very nice cinematography, realistic sword play and battle scenes, and a very relaxing ambiance despite of the tension roaming the story, however, viewers of the film will be left hanging on the story and some questions may be unanswered.

but in general, it is a great movie that breaks taboo and dares to show how strong, stone men gives in to a sedductive beauty. its a must watch for japanese movie lovers!
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its my first time to give a movie review, but i hope i didn't spoil the film too much. ja!

yey! i've just upgraded my media player to version 9. i think its not the latest but hey! now i can view SOAP's "high" pv whenever i want! weeee...... *goes off browsing stuffs*

just took some quizzes...its not really my thing...just curious...indeed...got this from
roch

domo rochi! i could do this quiz thingy weekly...ne?



im toshiya! yey!

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i was just browsing the web when my desire to see my latest bishie
interest Matsuda Ryuhei some research. ha! i was shocked to see so
much of him! i thought he was a new comer but he made several movies already. dunno if he is always the main character in those movies that he stared in, but i've noticed his serious face remains unchanged but his hair does! giving quite a dramatic look. wooo! kakoi!!!!

click here to view some nice pix of 'im... Pictures of Ryuhei


in one of his movie, he is with the actor who played as captain
Hijikata in Gohatto. i think in one of the films he's also palyed as a gangster...cool!

just as always, his lips stays as his best asset. when he smiles,
innocense is seen in him! hey! he's just 20 yrs old!

the picture below is from one of his movie "collage of our life". who's that girl....*inngit*

tse! why in the world can't a find a decent site for my Ryuhei?!? grrr...well, more bout him.... some facts i gathered....

1. he refused Oshima's offer to play as Kano in the film "Gohatto", because he doesn't have the guts to be an actor and the character is a gay man. he was just 15 then. (woooh! astig! refusing a famous director's offer!)

2. his father was also a famous actor, in 2001 was his 13th death anniversary.

3. he have appeared in commercials like the add for the new ps2 game, "Onimusha2".

4. after the gohatto project, there have been numerous movie projects offered to him, and was made, namely:"Shibito no Koiwazurai", "San oku yen Jiken", "Hashire! Ichiro", "Aoi haru", "9souls", "Showa kayo daizenshu", "Hachi gatsu no kariyushi", and the most recent, "College of Our Life" (2002)

5. in the gohatto project, he practiced 2 months for kendo, as preparation for the movie.

6. he's 20 years old, born in Metropolis Tokyo, 1983.

oh! i made a mistake about Hijikata, he isn't a captain, he's a liutenant. just want to clear that up.

waaah...slow pc...what the heack id happenin' ere? tse! *shakes the pc* the hell! work damn it! nwayz, my bro's finally goin to install kazaa, unfortunately, i think it only made the pc slooooooower...geez...

siyeeeeeeeeet!!!!!! how the hell am i gonna persue as a drummer when i suck even at a game! i mean in percussion freaks?!? here's the story....

well, me and my cousin went to megamall to buy some blanc cds, coz i was gonna give my mum some cds to burn, for free! yeah! that's in my mum's office, one to sawa ang net, print, kain, lahat libre! bonus na ang pa-burn! kelangan lang na kasingkapal ng kalyo sa paa ang mukha mo. nweiz, i'm finished buying the needed cds, so i decided that we stop buy encore encore for a while. last time kasi na nagpunta ko dun, di ko nkita yung percussion freaks sa harap. so parang i wanted to check it out kung nasan na siya. ayun! napalitan na sya ng 5th mix. nsa harap na sya ulit, pero ibang mix na. from what i know, this is the one that has the "stay away" in it. yep, buy laruku. pero tunog piano yun, not recommended. so by this time, kasing kapal nga ng kalyo sa paa peys ko so i decided to try it out. shuckz, there was people watching me sit and pick up the drum sticks and play! i was so nervous i failed! at the beggining of the first track! soooooooooo kakahiya! im never gonna play that again! one thing is, i cant find the songs i wanted to play, which are the simpler ones, i cant chose stay away for its too difficult. hey! that's yukihiro's beats your playing! micchie no baka! oh well....what can i do...tapos na eh!

ei...quiz....


Hey, a video with an actual plot! And what a plot
it is - a cursed knife and the murders it
causes over 100 years. Jumping from Sicily to
London to Warsaw to Hong Kong to Chicago to New
York, you don't play around when you state your
obvious message: Fate is a bitch, and Tetsu's
about to get bitch-slapped.


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heck...i need some good bucks...i have loads to attend to...stuffs to pay for...geez....niwei, more of my Ryuhei....

his father is a famous actor too. Yusaku Matsuda. sadly, he died in 1989, leaving a 6 yr old ryu-chan behind....owww....

i found a forum where they are talkin bout ryuhei, here's some of the convo...

^_^ Ireally love Ryuhei Matsuda, he is soo great i first saw him in Gohatto, I just cant stop jumping around and arguing with my tv as Tano was making moves on him >.^_^;;

O.O and i was reading a profile on him and damn XD his bday is only a day after mine heehee

^_^

for fan letters:

Ryuhei Matsuda

OFFICE SAKU
2-20-5 Green Lieves #206, Aobadai
Meguro-ku, Tokyo
153-0042 JAPAN

movies he appeared in:

GOHATTO 1999
San oku -yen Jiken /Fuji TV,2000
Shibito no Koiwazurai 2001
Hashire! Ichiro 2001
Aoi haru 2002


I just saw it tonight, that's why I'm checking info about the actor. The movie itself is not that impressive, due to the lack of conclusion, and basically doesn't have much of a point. However, the actor is extremely arousing, he has an air around him that's simply irresistable.

I watched him in Gohatto, he was greeeat!!
And, he was very brave to accept this role in the film by the age of 15 at that year.

and some says he looks like jun of Pierrot...

i love him! i just saw gohatto taboo a couple of days ago! so cool, me and my friend rented it because he looks just like Jun
from Pierrot, did anyone else notice that? the only differece is that Jun is kawaii and not hot and Ryuhei is uber hot! its the weirdest thing ever! ok not ever, but its wierd!

Yes he does look a little bit like Jun from Pierrot!! I love Pierrot!! Only he's a little bit harsher than Jun, if he's not smiling. It's so great to find another J-rock fan!! ne ways.. Ryuhei Matsuda, I just saw Gohatto yesterday and became very addicted, There isn't mush information on him, and I really want more Pictures..

wehehehe...yeah...sortta....oh man...kinda sleepy na...last report...wooh!!!!!

ei... election's comin... so what's about to happen? just watched tv last night, and they were featuring those people with lame heads that wants to run as president. huh! do they even know how hard handling a country is? just handling a group of people can drive you nuts, then a country? no waaay... how do these people keep their sanity? anyways they're powerful, i guess that's the main control...

there's no beat motion last night, shounen-club was on. TOKIO was being interviewed again. i think that's the third time already. oh well! what do i care! *baka*

there was this news in the "Japan Today" show last night. hey! philippines is being talked about! even pres. gloria was interviewd. eherm...*cough* she stated that japan is in need of caregivers, or caretakers, therefore the japan labour should open opportunities for filipinos to enter japan and work there. on japan's voice, they said that there will be a sort of test that should be passed in order to work in the country, but our president here declined this proposal because the exam is in japanese language! ha! who would take an exam that you cant even undrstand, ne? eh kung pa-take ko kya sila ng test na tagalog, kaya ba nila? that would be pretty stupid, db?

then a man from germany i think is interested in taking pictures of geishas. hmmm...yes, they are beautiful, maybe not for the ordinary eyes, but they really are beautiful. japanese men can prove that. nweiz, i've seen a documentary on discovery channel (?) about Geishas. particullarly about maikos, because that's the starting pint. first you become a maiko, then a geiko. i think the Geisha title wraps up the two (maiko and geiko) in general. or i dunno, this is just some little infos i know. im just so impresed at how this young ladies can have so much grace in them. you have to wear thick make-up every night and put on a kimono, that you even need someone to fix you up! then the wooden sandals...all traditional. they say geisha houses bring bored men to a fantasy dream that cannot be broken by any means. stating that geishas have to keep in mind that its all work, they cannot get involved. i think when they quit the job is the only time that they could get married. eventually, their daughters will follow the road they've began. oh! i just remembered, i've watched a show, that i can hardly recall what, there was once a geiko or a maiko that was kinda rebellious, then the show showed some picz of her with a cockroach on her mouth! ahh!!! yuck! but she is still wearing the traditional kimono and wears the make-up and all but its not so neatly done. she's outdone herself...

can i become one of them? *thinks..---HARD* nope....0%...eheheh....

i was just wonderin....

well, i've been watching this dorama or i dunno if its korean drama...both? coz the lead characters are both korean and japanese. the girls jap and the guy's korean. it's quite cute but i dunno the title. i cant understand chineese that's not my language. oh! if you know the dorama "strawberry shortcake" the girl in the drama im talking about is there. her character is a close friend of Hideaki Takizuno....it looks like a good dorama...if only i know what's its all about...hmmm....

i've just finished downloading gackt's Crescent album and then Hyde's 666 >> don't worry its NOT evil. hmm....my pc workin pretty fast today huh? ol' right! pero....sheet...ang lakas ng trip ko ngayun...ewaan ko baa...sarap na sarap akong asarin 2ng kuya ko. stig...ang tapang ko. mamaya uupakan nko nyan. eheheh...ewaan ko ba...bsta, parang yun nlang yung escape ko d2 sa boredom ko...nweiz! naiinis ako sa orenji no taiyou ni gackt kasi tignan mo ha, un na yung pnka mahaba kong download para lang sa isang mp3 song! kasing laki na sya ng upgrade sa media player, at halos ka size nya na ang dl ng real one free player. tapos ok na...tapos na yng download...8.33 mb na mp3...ziped f*****n file, corrupted. what? i mean, that just totaly sucks men! really, im having hesitation if im gonna dl that again...maybe, maybe not.

ei quiz again...hmmm.....



Ken - The smoking sexpot of a lead guitarist, quiet
yet not subtle in the least when it comes to
lovin'. He'll definitely satisfy your every
hunger and maybe even write you a song.


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Currently listening to: Hyde's hello
Currently feeling: genki...but kinda bored..

me and my family went to uniwide in crossing this morning....well, as usual there were A LOT of people!!! well, we went there just to but some stuffs for our store...the usual, a lot of vegetables! anywayz...

here's the interesting stuff, and probebly from my title you'll know the main "kwento" of this entry. i saw some people paying for shoes in counter so i thought, hey maybe those are cheap shoes, since those people are buying so many, and i could use one myself! so i went to the shoes section, i was thinking on buying the shoes na color navy, its only 125 for pete's sake! but i thought...what pants would i pair this to? i have one but only to that? nope...i want something that i could use all the time, no any pants i have stocked in our little bodega...ehehehe....

so im was browsing through more shoes on the shelf...some were pretty ok, kung di ka mapili sa tatak, ok na yun, but some are just plain trashy to look. *hides* then i went to the other side and saw a platform shoes!!!! a pair of black boots with maybe 1 1/2 kataas na takong? tama ba? o bsta ganun sya kataas! i was thinking....wow...tetsu shoes one on one with me....weee!!! im not saying na kamukha tlga ng mga shoes ni tetchan pero its close to one....i reaaaaaaally wanted to buy that coz its like only 99 pesos! but again...what will i do with it? i mean it really looks cool but i dont have enough guts to wear that, maybe in a convention...but maybe not. cosplying tetsu is easy anyway. put on some platform shoes, a bass guitar, shorts, baseball shirt or something, then wahlah! your instantly tetsu! just that you have to cut yer hair short and style it somewhat f4-rish....okei...-_-"

wow...2ng mga katabi ko ngayun, nanonood rin pla ng pops in seoul. astig! mahilig sa k-pop! yehey...ano kaya nang yari dun sa song request sa site? kelangan na ata ng membership...di 2loy ako naka request...i coul've win kang-ta's cd...polaris! miss ko na!!!!

next entry...my x-mas holiday...the ups...the downs...the plain side of my life....ja!

wehehehe....hmm...what can i tell bout my life today...no happenings actually...how bout christmas? heh, kahit pustahan pa ng isang libo kol ako, im sure my english teacher would ask us to write a paragraph with the title "my christmas vacation". elementary level bah? i dont mind. makes my work a lot easier. i could write a two page paragraph just telling about how christmas went about with me. believe me, mas madaldal ako sa sulatan kesa sa personal. pero mga 50% na nakaka frustrate rin kasi minsan mahirap magisip. well, maybe for peepz like me who loves to write wouldnt mind about this sort of activity, but for some, this kind of stuff is trash, which i consider half true. pramis panalo ko sa pustahan nyan! kelangan ko lang ng classmate na magagantso koh...heheh...sama!

anyways, i think i've been a pretty kind girl this christmas. i really prayed that our families would make up and the girn family to be together again in xmas. as in yun lang! i really prayed for that! now im convinced, God really loves me! hehe... weee!!!! *hears Hydo* eh? im so happy with...ahh... *nods* yep,yep. ok, i cant remember in full details what happned in 25, just that there's this one incicdent that time that almost ruined that precious day. nag lalaro kasi ng card yung dad ko tska yung mga kapatid niya (uncles), so yun, nagkapikunan, muntik pang umuwi yung isa. buti solved agad. Galing! pero to think na para silang mga bata to act that way. tsk! tsk! then the starcity plan is all...DAMNED.sooooobrang daming tao that i'll suffocate reaching for air! kulang nalang i-kadena namin yung angkan namin para di kami tangayain ng mga tao at di magkahiwahiwalay eh. good thing lahat kami meh cellphone (yeah, kahit ako!) kaya no sweat! techy gadgets rule! (by now im still drooling over how cool p800 is...gosh *punas*) wehehe....kain sa lugawan na wala namang lasa ang lugaw, isang kutsarang patis bago magkalasa---onti. then 30 pesos with egg?!?! the hell! kaya sabi nmin, and swore never to battle in carnavals in holidays. im now so associated with crowdy palces -_-". lights and lanterns nalang kami...which gave me the creeps! 100 pesos per head?!!? ang mahal for an entrance fee! but what can i do...sasabihan nanaman akong kuripot. eh ano, ganun naman talaga ang nature ko. pero it comes once only in a year, so why not. sa loob, i say its a must for kids; teens, not recommended; adults, you'll fancy the lights. natuwa nko when my couz told me na may stall that sells animes, pero the products are all old and series. and im not that intrested. then uwian time, bye bye to minna, go home, natangay pa ng tito ko bag ko, tulog nalang.

waii! gosh...i almost forgot to tell ya...well, no more updates to my beloved ryuhei, oh well. but still related to Gohatto. if you've seen the movie, the guy that played Soji Okita, is the host of Top Runner! (Top Runner [TR] is a show on NHK, where they interview famous personalities. for example a musician/singer/actor like gackt or kick the can crew). kaya pala sabi ko, when i saw soji in gohatto, parang pamilyar yung mukha nya. Astig siya! marunong mag saxophone! nakipag-colaborate pa siya dun sa last song number ng kick the can crew. to think that was sax...medyo jazzy diba, collaborate mo sa hip hop? maganda! kainis lang i dunno his name...research men! bishie sa tv! woooh!!!

ehehe...tuwa lang ako kasi nanonood ako ng Showbiz Extra kanina, (showbiz extra = s files/the buzz) >> mas formal lang at di maingay. show sa Arirang TV that features korean artists and singers, movies, concerts, etc.) then SM town yung mga artist na pinapakita kasi shooting sa christmas video nila, ininterview si Kang-ta. aba! kilala ni kuya! convo namin:

kuya: ah...yan pala si kang-ta...mukahang bakla.
ako: eh? kilala mo yan?
kuya: di ba yan yung pinapaburn mo sakin?
ako: burn? wla nga akong cd nyan eh...*kamot sa ulo* sana nga meron...T_T
kuya?: ah...oo...yung dina-download mo dati...
ako: oo siya yun...*bulong* naalala niya pa yun =)

ngayon kilala niya na ang laruku...si hydo...si kang-ta. ehehe....si jang na-ra, nagagandahan rin sya kay kim jung-hwa. sabay kasi kami manood ng non-stop dati, trip nya yung charcter ni shady. minsan pag nanonood ako ng concert ng l'arc nakikinood pati nung dati sa X-japan. oh db? kewl! did i just said that? *shrugs*

then life in Boni. ok naman. boring lang kasi i rarely go out, i would pag magnenet ako or kakain sa store namin. half of the day im asleep, then kain, nood tv, text once in a while, nood tv...and the wheel goes on...oh! i have a cell taht keeps me company but only temporarily until i get the new one even bought a Pucca chain doll for it. para cute! ,as gusto ko ang pucca sa hello kitty. mas cute sya, objections? no? Good. (heheh...XD) sabi naman ni mamoy, sure na next week ung cell ko dahil mismo yung company ang nag-inform sa kanya. yey! i cant wait to get my hands on that new cell!!! mwuhahaha!!! then again...gastos sa load...im dead. ugh! doesnt matter now! think later! sheez....